Riss'z Journal

[By_My-elf]

Hey riss too bad You haven't talked to him

and also that I'm just saying Hi

[Shadowed Heart]

well, we broke up. on sunday. so w/e. well, here is a shity ass peice I made.

 

Oh gawd...

http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c239/Shadowed_Heart317/LinkinPark.jpg

[Shadowed Heart]

OMG u guys! I have stuffz to tell ya, but I need to make up name for these ppl... umm

 

SE- my friend who was having her party last night

JD- my other friend who was also having her party last night

TJ- (ok, you'll find out who he is later)

Ch- a girl at the party

Tt- another girl at the party....

OG- yet another girl at the party! XD

CH- my cousin who was at the party

Gj- (haha, u'll find out who he was too)

AJ- supervision at the party

UJ- more supervision

 

ok, well, JD invited me to her party at 3:00pm Friday (yesterday) for a sleepover and the following day SE invited me to hers at 6:00pm on friday as well.... for a sleepover. So I planned this:

go to JD's party then leave early to go to SE's party.

Great idea! right?

wrong

we went to a movie and it didn't get over til almost 6:30...

b4 I say any more I'm going to tell you what happened at the movie!

[we went to 'Big Mamma's House2' and TJ, this really cute guy (and btw, all of us (girls and guy *Gj wasn't there yet, so TJ was the only guy there*)

were being weird on the way to the movies) was talking to his girlfriend and taking pix of me w/ CH's phone. TJ deiced to sit by me and he was really sweet the whole time, even though he tried to throw my shoe at the screen (b/c I was throwing jelly beans and popcorn at it >.< and believe it or not, he was the one suppling me w/ the stuff) me and CH went to the bathroom about 2/3 the way through the movie and when we got back JD was sin my seat. I sat on her and eventually asked her to leave cos it was uncomfortable. about 10 minutes after that I realized it was 6:09 so I took [CLOLRCOLORat JD's house yet. When I got back TJ gave me some sour orange wedges (or maybe it was watermelon....) and I thought he wanted me to throw it at the screen, but I told him I was going to eat it. He said "yeah, that's what it's for....."

that old joke where you say "lemma tell ur fortune! gimme ur hand....."well, I sorta did that. I enjoy picking on guys... so I was sucking on a peice of ice when my golden opportunity came! I turned to him and told him to give me his hand, he did and I spit my ice into his hand, he didn't seem to mind, and just smiled at me. I laughed at him and got a new piece of ice.]

We went back to JD party and I deiced to blow off SE and call my mom and ask if I could sleepover there. it was no easy task to get the woman (and my dad) to let me stay. but i convinced them (finally) I felt bad for blowing off SE, but I now realize it was good. When we all went downstairs.... that is when TJ and I started 'flirting' I didn't really realize I was (even though everyone kept telling us we were) until this morning, well, there are tons of things I can tell you, but I don't fell like typing very much longer right now. But I WILL tell you about the cake.... ok, when we got the cake out Gj showed up, HE is the always horny and gay looking guy. JD was trying to pull off a great joke on him, by 'smelling' her cake, and saying "Whoa! this frosting smells so good!" and smash it into his face when he went to smell it... well, joke's on her, b/c UJ smashed it into HER mace when she went to 'smell' it. I was laughing, and AJ took a picture of JD, I notice at turned away so she wouldn't take a pic of me, TJ was eating behind me, and as soon as I turned and saw him I turned back around. I watched JD walk to the bathroom to clean u her hair and face, and *WHAM* TJ's cake was in my face! So I took his plate at smeared the remainder of the cake on him, we got cake all over the bathroom when we were throwing it at each other in there while trying to clean up. There was also the one incident when I spit a jelly bean into his drink and he thought it was so cool that the jelly bean was desinagreating (sp?) in his drink and he just drank it. I laughed at him, and when he was about 3/4 done w/ the drink I told him the jelly bean was in my mouth. didn't bother him :o.

well, point is I had fun and when he left (last night, NO GUYS allowed to sleep over) I gave him a hug and this morning I got his number from JD.

she has a huge crush on him. lol

but CH called him and told him, here is what it sounded like:

[CLOLR=Blue]CH[/color]: "so **** has a huge crush on you" (can't put her name, but it is 'JD')

TJ: "cool...."

CH: "cool? that's it!?"

TJ: "heh..."

CH: "well, do you like her?"

TJ: "she's cool, I like her as a friend....:

CH: "what about my cousin, what about riss? what do you think of her"

now, I was about to strangle her, but Ch wasn't letting me.

TJ: "what about her....?"

CH: "well.... do you like her more than a friend?"

Ok I serious wanted to stomp on her, b/c, ok yeah... I liked the guy... he was awesome.

TJ: "kinda... yeah"

Oh.my.fucking.god.

 

and JD got so mad that she told me I was a whore (but she isn't mad at me anymore. lol)

 

I was really thrilled, but, I am going to leave it alone. He has a girlfriend. wah!!

 

but really, he was treating me like I was his gf, taking my shoe and making me chase him... them hiding it... them w/ the other one... then grabbing me by the ankles and pulling me off the couch onto the floor to sit w/ him.

 

damn. why r guys so confusing?

[allieking]

ooooook riss i got a bit confused mid read but i think i get it. who is TJ? and yes you can tell me because you know it wont go any further

 

sounds like he likes you, but he has a gf so let him know you like him but you wont let him cheat on his gf.

[Shadowed Heart]

Tj... haha, those are his initials.

 

XD actually, I just got off the phone w/ him >.<

[allieking]

and what happend?

[Shadowed Heart]

*shrugs* nuthing.

 

I don't really know y, but we have talked every day since satuarday. lol

 

I know A LOT about him too! almost more than aaron; sarah; or some of my other close buddies. lol

 

No matter how breif our conversations are, they make me happy. lol

 

like, last night, he called me at 8:30, and I had to get ready for bed, so we oonly talked for about 20 mins, but I went to bed happy. >_<

 

haven't talked to him yet today (well, I called him after school, and he said he'd have to call me back, but we haven't talked yet... technically. XXD)

 

and we are probly going to the movies or the mall w/ some other ppl. >_<

[twilightcrimson7]

*runs in and gives riss a hug*

[Shadowed Heart]

^_^

 

hehe, luv u too twi.

 

<3

[twilightcrimson7]

How are you darling

[allieking]

wow sounds like you two are getting to know eachother, but please be carefull hun, i don't want him breaking your heart. remember he has a gf. if i were you i'd just come right out and ask him if he likes you, that way you will know where you stand

[Shadowed Heart]

haha, I know, I will. But maybe later, not NOW. I might be going to the movies with him tomorrow, and I don't want things to be wierd. . .

[Phranka]

wow riss, you're pretty lucky.. you just broke up and? c:

[Shadowed Heart]

>_< yeah, but, i kinda knew andrew and i wouldn't last very long, I mean, c'mon, AT LEAST 5 years over the net? Maybe there is hope for u and rich, b/c u guys live kinda close, but andrew and i.... nahhh.

 

lol

 

awh twi. I'm fine, great, actually. and you?

[Phranka]

lol that's funny cause we just broke up today.. it was hard.. but he couldn't handle a relationship where you can't see eachother enough.

 

I wanted to go on but hmm.. I understand more now, after crying out loud for a few hours and talking to a few of my friends.. I still wanna be friends with him and maybe even meet him some day..

[Shadowed Heart]

yeah. . . i know... I'm sorry. *huuugg* I only really cried for about 20 mins when we broke up, but i realized that it would be easier to have a normal relationship. >_<

[Shadowed Heart]

:O

 

I'm so excited everyone!

We startedd a service project for some 1st and 2nd gaders today in english, and I go in to help 2nd graders at my lil' brothers school smtimes, so I've decided to start going to a few elementary schools on wednesdays from 2-3pm to help out and hang whit the little kids. XD. hehe, I still need to talk to the teachers but I'm really excited!!

 

^_^

[Phranka]

hehe glad you're okay already.

 

cool, I wish I was good with children

[Shadowed Heart]

lol. little kids... ROCK

[allieking]

lol yeah they do riss, they say exactly what they think and always tell the truth. glad to see you happy hun, keep smiling

[Shadowed Heart]

 

hehe!

 

yeah well, I'm kinda upset, b/c tj didn't show up, but he didn't just totally bail on me, so it was cool.....

MUAH HAHAHAHAHA!!

 

IDK y, but I'm really happy! I love today! AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY!!

 

I'M SO HAPPY!!!!

 

hope it lasts!!

[allieking]

i like the happy riss, much better than the riss that i used to know

[Phranka]

Hi riss 8p just hoped to hear some new suff about your life. lol

[Shadowed Heart]

hmm well, i've decided that thomas and i are better off friends anyways. lol

yuh well, I'm still in love whit andrew anyways. and apparently, he still loves me, but I'm kinda confuzzled, I really to love him, so much, but well, haha, really hard to explain feelings. >_<

 

I'm goin' to go do sumin'

 

hugs and kisses-

riss

[Phranka]

aw well rich and I love eachother too (although he's not super nice lately)

trying to get him off my mind as good as possible.