crazy robster Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 But we DO love you my sweet!!! Isn't that right Mattie? Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
Stenners Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 O yea of course, she hugs me just as much as u jojo and I loves it ^_^ Quote Delete my account, the is no reason why it should be against standard procediure, do it do it do it. Or LPF Sessions 3 leaks before it's done and Spoilers will be posted for every film release. Not to mention periodic troll invasions.
diana Posted August 14, 2006 Author Posted August 14, 2006 Aawwww, you're just the sweetest... 1 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
diana Posted August 14, 2006 Author Posted August 14, 2006 Sorry for double post but I don't really care...it's my journal! Update: Soooo, big news...at least for me... Emmm, in the late afternoon I decided to send Miha a message on mobile phone...my school-mate said I could...he he... However, I sent him something like that: "Hey! What's up? Where are you hidding all the time? Hope everything is ok...Haven't seen you in a while...Anyway, I'm just checkin if you're alright and I hope I don't bother you too much...Papa..." I just though he won't reply...I simply didn't dare to hope he would...but HE DID!! I was like OMG, he replied, he replied...I was sooo happy! His mesage was (first the original): "Ne ne sploh ne težiš, jutr popoudan pridem domu. Ma ful je blo pestro avto nam je crknu na poti pa je pol šou iz servisa na servis=\ Ti razložim ko pridem home" Now, I'll translate that for you... "No no you don't bother me at all, I'll get home tomorrow afternoon. Mah, it was very varying...on the road our car broke down and it went from the service to service=\ I'll explain it all to you when I come home." Yeah, so, that's it...I can't tell you how happy I was...damn...I'm in love for sure... :o Well...nothing much happened after that...I just went riding and it was ok...my trainer was there too, riding one horse for a change, lol...he's preparing him for a competition in jumping...and I must say the horse and my trainer adjust pretty well... :thumbsup: However, tomorrow I'm gonna probably have training...and then go to the competition on Friday and Sunday...this time I hope weather will hold on... Yeah, that's it...take care! :thumbsup: Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
ImTheOneThatFalls Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 WOohooooooooooooo. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/49c716f74fa996e7008ed59929468159.jpg
stupidsoul1 Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 Love is good GOOD LUCK!!! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/25cb22d29f0c2f027cf1acc5b7bf6cf4.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/459bb3c6fed65d05781dbdae0319d254.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/0dcf45273040e11bc56a99d4601a58d5.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/bfdf068f8fa963062b979cec565ff7f7.png Fiona is teh Fionizzle... and we all love her ^^
Stenners Posted August 15, 2006 Posted August 15, 2006 Go u girl. nice times lay ahead Quote Delete my account, the is no reason why it should be against standard procediure, do it do it do it. Or LPF Sessions 3 leaks before it's done and Spoilers will be posted for every film release. Not to mention periodic troll invasions.
crazy robster Posted August 15, 2006 Posted August 15, 2006 Go go go go Di!!! Don't you worry girl, things with Miha are gonna be just fine! As I told you last night during our convo he's smply very cautious cause he's been hurt... Be a little patient alright? *squeeze hugs* Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
diana Posted August 15, 2006 Author Posted August 15, 2006 ITOTF... Thenks for dropping by...I think it's your first time in here...welcome! Oh, what's your name? I wanna know it cuz I think this letters sucks...I don't want to call you like that... Fi...yeah, I know...love is almost everything! Thanks! *hugs* Matty...he he, thanks...I hope you're right... *hugs* Jojo...yeah, I know...I think I'm still gonna wait for his step...Idk...I think that's the smartest thing to do...but, you know, we'll see what's gonna happen, right? Thanks for your advices, hon! *squeeze hugs* Update: This morning I woke up, ate pizza which tasted very disgusting... I almost threw up...then I was online for about half an hour when my trainer gave me a call. He said we could have training today in about an hour so I went with bike... Jumping was fun, Randi did a great job...she was a good girl... Then I called my grandpa to give me a lift home...yeah, he's a sweet one...so I left my bike at the riding-club and enjoy my grandpa's drive...lol... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Stenners Posted August 15, 2006 Posted August 15, 2006 O lady di u know i is always right u silleh girl, and if it turnes out to be untrue u probably mis-interprited what I said so yea im always right Quote Delete my account, the is no reason why it should be against standard procediure, do it do it do it. Or LPF Sessions 3 leaks before it's done and Spoilers will be posted for every film release. Not to mention periodic troll invasions.
diana Posted August 15, 2006 Author Posted August 15, 2006 Ha ha...yeah, Matt, I know you're often right...and I think you're right this time too... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Jeezy Posted August 15, 2006 Posted August 15, 2006 Good for you that Miha is finally gonna be back....you seem to be so in love.... Quote
diana Posted August 15, 2006 Author Posted August 15, 2006 Good for you that Miha is finally gonna be back....you seem to be so in love.... Yeah, I guess I really am...badly...but, I don't wanna be too much in love, you know...it can suck as hell! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
woodyloveslinkin Posted August 15, 2006 Posted August 15, 2006 hey di. the play went well. YAY !!!! last night was the worst crowd. love sarah. Quote Mia Elizabeth 18/2/10 Kate Helena 8/7/11 My baby girls <3
diana Posted August 16, 2006 Author Posted August 16, 2006 hey di. the play went well. YAY !!!! last night was the worst crowd. love sarah. I'm glad it all went good... Go go, girl! *hugs* Update: A quick one...well, right now I'll go and wash my hair cuz I'm gonna met Miha in about an hour... Yeah...I hope all is gonna go well... Oh, and one more thing...last night I didn't sleep very well...I went to bed at 11 pm...It took me about 2 hours to really fall asleep... Then I woke up at about 7 am...crazy...meh...whatever...more update later...Bye! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Chantal Posted August 16, 2006 Posted August 16, 2006 have fun girl !!!! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/1985f812d61409cc35a07f6ec3e12dc8.gif
Stenners Posted August 16, 2006 Posted August 16, 2006 Awww ur all excited *hugs* Have a good time hun ^_^ Quote Delete my account, the is no reason why it should be against standard procediure, do it do it do it. Or LPF Sessions 3 leaks before it's done and Spoilers will be posted for every film release. Not to mention periodic troll invasions.
diana Posted August 16, 2006 Author Posted August 16, 2006 Thanks you guys! Mattie...*hugs back* Update: Okay...sooo...I went to Miha's place and been there till now practically...that's like more than 8 hours!! Yeah, it was pretty interesting...first, there was nothing special going on...we just tried to chat or something and then this ex school-mate came to show Miha her driving licence she just got...I was like okay, I don't have to bother much...so we were chatting a bit when Miha ( I think) came up with the idea of smoking pot...Teja was really into it and so we went outside to smoke some...it was my first time and we all together smoked 3 "scrools" of it...but it really didn't have any effect on me...or on anyone else...lol... However, she then left and we were left alone...emmm...it's hard to explain what happened next but later we somehow had this conversation...He is not capable of any kind of relationship right now cuz he has enough of it for now...he said that it's just not worth it...(he have some bad experiances...) And he even don't want to fall in love at this moment...that means that he can't really have any deep feelings for me or anything...so we somehow agreed that we'll be just something like lovers, you know...just to keep it easy, to have fun...Of course I was a bit disappointed but I guess I kinda expected that to happen...Then we were just lying on his bed for like...uh...more than 2 hours, I think...and it was really nice...we were often just looking in eachother eyes...and I must say, he has this beautiful green eyes...so sweet...and from his look I'd easily say that he has some feeling for me but...I know that he doesn't have them or he doesn't want them to have...And I don't want to bother him too much cuz I don't want him to get hurt again...Idk... Oh, and he said that it won't always be like that...he'll change his mind eventually, there's no doubt...so I guess there's still some hope...but we'll see what's gonna happen...I think that I too couldn't be in some serious relationship right now so...I guess it's all good...the only problem is that I think that I fell in love with him and it's a little hard...but I have to not love him...it's for my best, I think... And another thing...well, since he had this gf for a year and a half, he has had sex before...for many times...but I'm a virgin...and it's a bit strange for me, you know...we talked about it and he said that he doesn't want to have sex with me right away, you know...even if I wasn't a virgin...but, since we're gonna be lovers...there's of course much more then just kissing...and I have to get used to that...I mean...cuz my head is all filled with some strange thoughts that are stopping me at doing something more, you know what I mean...I guess he'll help me with that...he knows almost everything...he wanted to know and I just had to tell him what's going on... Well, what else could I told you...maybe I'll find later anything...or you can ask... :thumbsup: Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Jeezy Posted August 16, 2006 Posted August 16, 2006 well...sounds not that bad....I think there will be a chance for you...he just needs some time....you gonna be lovers...but don't have a relationship...did I understand that right? Quote
diana Posted August 16, 2006 Author Posted August 16, 2006 well...sounds not that bad....I think there will be a chance for you...he just needs some time....you gonna be lovers...but don't have a relationship...did I understand that right? Yes, that's right...we're gonna be lovers...at least for now...no, it's not bad but...I just hope I'll be able to handle that good... And I completely understand him... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Jeezy Posted August 16, 2006 Posted August 16, 2006 That's cool...if you can handle it....btw...do you like my new sig?.... Quote
crazy robster Posted August 16, 2006 Posted August 16, 2006 My sweet... I'm really tired and I was going to log off soon but honestly I want to tell you what I think about your experience because I know you want to hear right? First of all, I must tell you that I've been in your shoes... this means I have been so much in love that I was willing to do anything just to be with that specific guy. He told you he doesn't want to get seriously involved in a relationship and just wants to have fun. Do you want that too? Do you feel alright about this? If so, then yes, go on, by all means. But, if you feel awkward about this and you are only submitting just for fear that you might lose him then I'd tell you to think it over... We should always have respect for ourselves and our own feelings OK my sweet? As for having sex with him my sweet, whatever you do, don't rush and don't do anything unless you really feel ready for it OK? It is a magical experience as long as it involves the right person and the right feelings... And believe me, you'll know when the right time comes. But, hey, you're a smart girl, I 'm sure you know what's best for you! I just gave you some advice cause am your friend and I do care! All I can say now is GOOD LUCK!!!! :thumbsup: Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
diana Posted August 16, 2006 Author Posted August 16, 2006 Jeez...actually, your new sig is pretty cool...I don't really know how you did that background and it looks pretty interesting...Chaz is maybe a bit too...hmmm...he should be more clearer, if you know what I mean...but, in general...looks good! :thumbsup: Jojo...yes, I do appreciate your advices...always...I actually need them! Thank you for that! *squeeze hugs* Well...I think I should start to have some fun...I have to start with something new cuz I'm always avoiding new and to me unknown stuff, you know...this sucks, believe me... Often I'm just wondering why I'm like that and I don't like this shit! Idk...However, maybe I don't want to lose him but...I know he won't push me into something I wouldn't want to do...And I think some experiences won't harm me, right? And...I know that I shouldn't rush with sex...and he is not rushing either since he knows I'm a virgin...but there are other things too...you know what I mean...and...yeah...Emmm...in my head is something like this...I don't want the guy to please me if I can't please him, you know...and if I won't do something so he enjoys...I'll feel strange...Idk...like I said, we'll see where things are gonna go... But I too know that everybody is like overreacting with that first sex thing...I don't want to expect much cuz there's a good posibility that I'll be disappointed...and cuz I don't want to be...I don't really care about first sex...Look, Idk...I'm just strange...my head is all filled with bunch of crap and...I know I'm thinking about everything way toooo much...I'm always complicating...eeerrrrr, do I really have to be like that?!? Damn... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
crazy robster Posted August 16, 2006 Posted August 16, 2006 My sweet Di, all I said to you was just make sure you really want to do the things you do with Miha, I never suggested it's bad trying new things! You sound willing and determined to give it a try! Therefore, as I said, it's all good! Go for it! *hugs* Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
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