diana's journal

[woodyloveslinkin]

Hi Di what's been happening? Sorry I haven't had access to the net...well to this site..it's been a while..

Happy late new years! I kinda don't remember mine, I kinda got drunk and the last thing I remember was hugging a complete stranger on the road who treated me as though I was her daughter and we and my friend ran around with sparklers in our hands....ut was fun..

[MrRandomGuy]

hey, hope everything gets better!

[GraDoN]

heeeeeey diana how are u?

just came home from holiday.

[diana]

Hi Di what's been happening? Sorry I haven't had access to the net...well to this site..it's been a while..

Happy late new years! I kinda don't remember mine, I kinda got drunk and the last thing I remember was hugging a complete stranger on the road who treated me as though I was her daughter and we and my friend ran around with sparklers in our hands....ut was fun..

Yeah, it's really been a while...

Happy new year to you also!^^

Ha ha ha...you lucky thing...you got drunk... And you were doin some stupid things...that's so cool, lol... I hope I'll get drunk soon... But the new year for me was bad...it sucked as hell...but, whatever... I'm glad to hear you had fun, though... :thumbsup:

 

hey' date=' hope everything gets better![/quote']

Thanks...I do also...

How are you doin?

 

heeeeeey diana how are u?

just came home from holiday.

Hellou!^^

I'm okay, let's say...you know, school started again...and it sucks...but doesn't matter...How are you?

How was your holiday?

 

Update:

 

Well, today was the first day of school in this year...it was nothing special...lol...

 

Anyway, I talked to Zorzo at msn and I found out that Rok is at hospital...he really has a roken jaw and he had an operation today...or yesterday...Idk...

How did it happen? Well, on new year a group of those stupid Bosnians and other people of southern countries (we always have problems with them...I already ran away from them...the hate between Slovenians and "southerns" will always be present...) attacked Rok and one other guy. Well, I suppose they were lookin for some troubles cuz others were okay... If you're crazy, you're just crazy...can't help it...

 

I sent him message over the cellphone...I asked Zorzo for the number...and he hasn't replied yet...I hope he will, though...cuz if he does, I'll probably ask him if I can come to visit...

 

Oh well, that's it I think...I'll tell you if anything new happen...

[GraDoN]

shit... school started? damn thats gotta hurt its another 2 weeks till our scool starts again. good luck with school :thumbsup:

[diana]

shit... school started? damn thats gotta hurt its another 2 weeks till our scool starts again. good luck with school :thumbsup:

What?!? Really?!? OMG...

But I'm sure you don't have as much holidays as we do in summer or somethin...

Anway, thanks about the good wishes...^^

[GraDoN]

What?!? Really?!? OMG...

But I'm sure you don't have as much holidays as we do in summer or somethin...

Anway, thanks about the good wishes...^^

ya your summer vacation is when its winter here then we only get 1 month vacation

ya good wishes indeed

HAPPY 2007

[diana]

ya your summer vacation is when its winter here then we only get 1 month vacation

ya good wishes indeed

HAPPY 2007

Oh yeah...forgot about that thing...lol...winter yeah...in summer we have more than 2 months of vacation... This year I'm gonna have 3...

Anyway, same to you!!*hugs*

[GraDoN]

3 :o damn thats like 1/4 of a year... lucky all so lucky *hugz back*

[diana]

3 :o damn thats like 1/4 of a year... lucky all so lucky *hugz back*

Yeah, I know...^^

[Jeezy]

Good luck with school and everything...

 

I also hope Rok will be better soon...that must really hurt....

 

Do you know if his mouth is wired up?...he probably can't talk or eat that much with a wired mouth...poor dude

[diana]

Good luck with school and everything...

 

I also hope Rok will be better soon...that must really hurt....

 

Do you know if his mouth is wired up?...he probably can't talk or eat that much with a wired mouth...poor dude

Thanks...

 

Well, I don't know...I think his mouth is not wired up...probably they give him some kinda lamella in his jaw...they did this to one of my buddies when the similar thing happened to him not that long ago...

I hope he's gonna be fine soon also...

 

Oh, and when I said that I sent him a message...I sent him mms...and I'm not sure he even got it...so, now I don't know what to do? Should I sent him sms or call him...or what?? If Zorzo's gonna be online in the eve, I'll maybe ask him when he's goin to visit Rok...and maybe I'll go with him...cuz I have time tomorrow after school....we'll see...

[diana]

Ummm...I probably won't do anything about Rok...cuz on the other hand...he could do somethin for a change! Damn...I don't know if I can do this...I can't live in such a doubt...

[Jeezy]

Ummm...I probably won't do anything about Rok...cuz on the other hand...he could do somethin for a change! Damn...I don't know if I can do this...I can't live in such a doubt...

It's maybe better for you to leave him alone...

[GraDoN]

im confused.. whos Rok?

[diana]

It's maybe better for you to leave him alone...

Yeah...I will as much as I can...but I have some news...

im confused.. whos Rok?

Rok is...well...the guy I like...and I think he likes me also at least for a bit cuz he started the...hmmm...he made the first move...and we were kinda just makin out at fridays a bit...he's from our school...same age as me... If you want to know more about him, just take a look at my previous updates :thumbsup: ...it all started more than a month ago...

 

Update:

 

So...I came home today after school...and guess who was at msn?!

Rok!

Yup, he already came from hospital...he has like 6 screws and 2 metal plates in his jaw...poor guy...

And after a lil while, he started a convo!^^

He thanked me for message I sent him and said he didn't reply cuz his cell-phones batery was very low...

Anyway, we weren't talkin long cuz he had some other things to do... He'll sue somebody...I think that those guys who beat him up...Idk...

We then again talked a bit...and now he's not by his comp...as I'm assuming...

 

So yeah...pretty good news, I guess...

 

Oh, today I didn't go to the dancing lessons cuz my dancing partner went skiing...but, we'll go tomorrow morning...at 8.30 am...

[MrRandomGuy]

I always wanted a metal plate in my head so I could set off metal dectors butt naked!

[diana]

I always wanted a metal plate in my head so I could set off metal dectors butt naked!

Ha ha, lol...don't wish it...^^

[GraDoN]

damn did Rocky fight him cause he had to get pretty much owned to end up like that..

well im happy things are good between you.. lets hope you dont taste metal when you kiss ><

[diana]

damn did Rocky fight him cause he had to get pretty much owned to end up like that..

well im happy things are good between you.. lets hope you dont taste metal when you kiss ><

Idk...they're just stupid...lol...

Yeah, I hope the things are good...seems like it, though...but, we'll see...

And yeah, lol...I hope that either... But, I don't know when he's gonna be able to even kiss again...

[GraDoN]

btw what does Idk mean :o

[diana]

btw what does Idk mean :o

Idk = I don't know...

[GraDoN]

rofl ok thanks

how is school? should i ask?

btw what hours is school there?

here its from 7:45 - 2:15

[diana]

rofl ok thanks

how is school? should i ask?

btw what hours is school there?

here its from 7:45 - 2:15

School...well, I have lots of work to do today and next week...we have to get all grades till Friday cuz it's the end of first semester...o, it's gonna be tough...

I have to repair my grade at slovene and german...and maybe I'm gonna be asked at psychology...well, I should be but Idk when I'll have time for this...

 

Anyway...well, the 0. hour starts at 7.10 am...then so on...and sometimes they have classes even till 3.40 pm...I have mine at thusdays from 8.45 am till 2.50 pm and at thursdays from 8 am till 2.50 pm...yeah, it's very hard... At mondays I have classes from 8 am till 2 pm, at wednesdays from 8.45 am till 2 pm, and at fridays from 8.45 am till 2 pm...yeah, now you know everything, lol...

[diana]

Damn, it's time for an update:

 

Well, I have to say lots of things happened...

The main is...Rok...what else could it be, lol...

 

Anyway...nothin happened between us...so I was feelin down and stuff...and yesterday I sent him a message (sms)...I asked him what he thinks about us and stuff...but he didn't reply...

Today...he started a convo at msn about an hour and a half ago!! He said he got my sms but not in the whole piece...so...we talked at msn about the whole thing...

Ummm...he said that he definitely don't want to be in a relationship cuz he has too much shit around him right now...plus he's not in love with me...but okay...I asked him what now...and he doesn't know! Urgh, how typical... The guy is just too confused...he's the most confused person I've ever met...even more than me...so you know it's bad...lol...

Anyway...I guess I'll just leave him alone...let him start talkin to me or whatever when/if he feels like it...even though it's a bit hard for me but...I'll cope with it...

I told him that I like him...and that he's torturing me with his confusion and stuff...he said he doesn't wanna torture me...Idk... I guess I can't expect a lot of him but...I'm strange when it comes to this kinda things...I'll just persist in it and won't really let go till it's really finished... Yeah, I guess I like to suffer, lol...

 

However, I'm goin out tonight...gonna get drunk...can't wait...I really need that...just to let go a bit...

 

Oh, today I went shopping...I was lookin for prom dress but couldn't find anything that I would like...lol...so yeah, I'm thinkin about wearing pants and possibly a corset...I think it would look good also...plus I think I would be the only girl not wearing a dress...

What do you think?