Sponge Posted May 6, 2009 Posted May 6, 2009 Wow! That's....quit a lot!!!! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/d0023e9644780f30608b80bfd745bcb4.jpg
Shadowed Heart Posted May 6, 2009 Author Posted May 6, 2009 Yeah so? So... I wish I could feel nothing again. It's better than whatever it is I'm feeling now. It's such a strange feeling. I think it should feel good but it's kinda painful tbh. oO I want it gone! God damn. How do I describe this? I don't know if I can. I want to just cry until my pillow is tear-soaked an snot covered (TMI, I know), but then again... I want to scream to the word my undying and passionate love for Taylor. But THEN I start thinking about things and just... want to collapse to the ground and die. BUT! I remember how happy I was when I was around him... then how much he hurt me... and this is all in like 1 second! I hate it, because I'm not sure what to feel. And I'm trying my very hardest to not text/call him right now... Quote {Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.} http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/2f43bfab2b64268a8552c7de93432ec4.jpg Write "Love" On Your Arm. MIH Photography. Myspace. Facebook.
Sponge Posted May 6, 2009 Posted May 6, 2009 I'm just saying that's a lot of qoutes! Does this feeling confuses you? Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/d0023e9644780f30608b80bfd745bcb4.jpg
Shadowed Heart Posted May 6, 2009 Author Posted May 6, 2009 Yes sir it does. It's quite irritating. I'm sick of my feelings being all about him. I wish things could go back to how they were when he really DID care about me. Quote {Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.} http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/2f43bfab2b64268a8552c7de93432ec4.jpg Write "Love" On Your Arm. MIH Photography. Myspace. Facebook.
Sponge Posted May 6, 2009 Posted May 6, 2009 Hmmm man. I'm not sure how to help you. All I did to my crush was just not talk/call/interact/etc. with her. I mean I didn't talk to her for 5 months. I mean I know it's easier said than done, but try not to talk to him. I hope this helps. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/d0023e9644780f30608b80bfd745bcb4.jpg
Shadowed Heart Posted May 8, 2009 Author Posted May 8, 2009 Lol. I've tried that. I have withdrawls. BAD ones. I hyperventalate, cry, and get really irritable. *sigh* Anywho my AP test is tomorrow... Goodnight... Quote {Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.} http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/2f43bfab2b64268a8552c7de93432ec4.jpg Write "Love" On Your Arm. MIH Photography. Myspace. Facebook.
Sponge Posted May 12, 2009 Posted May 12, 2009 Hmmm Wow. That didn't happened to me. Maybe your taking this too serious! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/d0023e9644780f30608b80bfd745bcb4.jpg
Shadowed Heart Posted May 14, 2009 Author Posted May 14, 2009 hmm... Friday: I think i did okay on my test. Went out to breakfast and then went to school for the test. I think I did okay. All I can say is: I tried my best. Then slept over at Joci's and watched Benjamin Button and cried myself to sleep in her bed. Saturday: I don't think I did anything? I don't remember. Sunday: Went to lunch at my aunt's/uncle's house for Mother's Day, then came home and played video games all day. Monday: Got my learner's permit. Yesterday: Soccer game. First of state play-offs, we won. 20 minutes over time then 5 PKs each. Was tied at 1-1, ended at 4-3. Today: Went driving for the first time. NOT FUN. I hate it. Quote {Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.} http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/2f43bfab2b64268a8552c7de93432ec4.jpg Write "Love" On Your Arm. MIH Photography. Myspace. Facebook.
Sponge Posted May 19, 2009 Posted May 19, 2009 ....so how are you doing now? Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/d0023e9644780f30608b80bfd745bcb4.jpg
Shadowed Heart Posted May 19, 2009 Author Posted May 19, 2009 Haven't gone since. We lost the 2nd game in play offs. There would have only been 2 more, but it's still very sad. I went to Taylor after the game and he had his hands in his face, so I hugged him and told him I was still proud of him and he did VERY well. He just shook his head so I kissed the top of his head and told him not to be too upset. I haven't really been talking to him lately. He doesn't text me more than once or twice a week (sad that it's only texting?) these days. Oh well. Yesterday was my aunt Wendy's wedding. Here are some of my pictures: http://photos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633306644_588741644_1883162_5382886_n.jpg http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633291644_588741644_1883159_3113079_n.jpg http://photos-g.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633286644_588741644_1883158_1321776_n.jpg http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633276644_588741644_1883156_2898529_n.jpg http://photos-g-0.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633246644_588741644_1883150_1692787_n.jpg http://photos-f-0.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633236644_588741644_1883149_3247499_n.jpg http://photos-c-0.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633211644_588741644_1883146_5410514_n.jpg http://photos-b.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633206644_588741644_1883145_5259253_n.jpg http://photos-f.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633186644_588741644_1883141_6570980_n.jpg http://photos-a.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633201644_588741644_1883144_3313892_n.jpg http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633181644_588741644_1883140_3007979_n.jpg http://photos-b-0.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633166644_588741644_1883137_4000524_n.jpg %5Bb%5Dhttp%3A//photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633181644_588741644_1883140_3007979_n.jpg[/b] http://photos-a.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633161644_588741644_1883136_2943509_n.jpg http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633156644_588741644_1883135_4351772_n.jpg http://photos-f.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633146644_588741644_1883133_5500102_n.jpg http://photos-g.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633151644_588741644_1883134_2461170_n.jpg http://photos-e-0.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs031.snc1/4305_82633141644_588741644_1883132_1830567_n.jpg Quote {Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.} http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/2f43bfab2b64268a8552c7de93432ec4.jpg Write "Love" On Your Arm. MIH Photography. Myspace. Facebook.
Sponge Posted May 21, 2009 Posted May 21, 2009 Nice. For a second I thought something was on my monitor when I saw your Aunt's husband's eye! LMAO XD. Very nice! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/d0023e9644780f30608b80bfd745bcb4.jpg
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