Riss'z Journal

[Shadowed Heart]

Lol. I was playing dress up with some friends in the 4th pic. I do that a lot. I love playing dress up.

 

Anywho.

 

19-03-09, Thursday.

 

It's my mommy's birthday. She's now 38 I believe. :]

So. I woke up earlier than normal this morning. I got out of bed a little after 6, and I was REALLY proud of myself, because I usually don't until shortly before 7. So I had plenty of time to get ready and I didn't feel rushed. Yeay. I wore my Oxfords (heels) today. ^-^ But during lunch I was so ready to be done with them. Lol.

So... I was signed up to take a 3 hour test (ASVAB) this morning at school. We sat there for like 40 minutes, and then the guy said they mixed up the scheduling dates, so he just had to go to class. I wasn't too happy, because I was really excited. The test results tell you which careers you would do best in, and I LOVE taking tests. So I went to class and we were watching A Tale of Two Cities, and my teacher told me to turn in my Vocabulary Lesson, an assignment of A Tale of Two Cities, and my D.O.L.. And guess what? I had them all! DONE! I was really proud of myself. ^-^ Second period was great because my teacher was trying to put grades in so he let us do whatever. I finished my math assignment for my next class then me and some other people worked on a skit we're doing for the Language Bowl next month (my second period is my Spanish 3 class, and I signed up to go compete). At lunch, I didn't get fries. I'm trying REALLY hard to eat better. Like last night I didn't have any cookies my dad brought home, and no soda. w00t. I wanted some this morning but I was like NO! I need to lose weight! :] We took a test in my 3rd period and got a YEAR review. Ugh. I forgot how to do half the stuff in it. I LOVE LOVE LOVE math, but I don't remember most of it and I can't find half my notes. ARG!

My last class was immensly boring though, because my next shooting assignment isn't due until Monday so I had nothing to do.

Tomorrow my best friend Sadie is having her going away party. I made her invitations yesterday but she ran out already. Arg. So I need to print more.. (my God I printed 20 yesterday!).

I'm really excited for the party but really UNEXCITED for her to leave. I love her so much.

I need to to do some late work for my European history class or I'll fail... So I'm going to do that soon. It's due tomorrow and it's a lot of work. >.<

I also have bio homework.. I'm doing really bad in school.

Here are my grades as of now:

 

Honors English: C

Spanish 3 Honors: B

Algebra 2: C+

Digital Photography: B+

Health: B

AP European History: F

Careers: A

Biology: C+

 

 

I could do so much better... I hate me. >.<

[Sponge]

Come on!!!!! Don't say that! HEY!!! You got a B in Spanish!??!?!

 

You're doing much better than I did back then!

[Shadowed Heart]

Lol. I actually can't wait to be done with Spanish. I dislike it.

[Sponge]

Even tho I'm Mexican I passed with a B LOL bad for then....altho it's not my fualt!

[Shadowed Heart]

I used to be so smart.

 

Straight A's for the LONGEST time.

 

Started failing two years ago, last year I barely got by and now I'm FAILING again.

 

God.

 

I know this sounds REALLY over dramatic, but I really want to just die.

Life is so annoyingly pointless that it's actually stressful.

[Devilsnight2003]

When i went to college a girl joined us from Iraq and when she had her Iraqi grades converted to their British equivalent she had a better English grade than i did, that was embaressing

 

I've never been a straight A student, never

[Sponge]

Same. No one is perfect! We all have disadvantages!

[Shadowed Heart]

I have bad study habits and time management skills.

[Devilsnight2003]

^ same here, i should be working right now

 

All i know is i might not have been the sharpest tool in the shed at school but ive still made it to university and im still doing summit with my life. I know people that where in my class that are now married with 3 kids and there only 21, talk about settling down young

[speedthief]

i got the results here are them:

English-B

Maths-A

Chinese-A

Chemistry-A

Biology-B

Physics-C

Geography-C

 

quite good results for me

[Devilsnight2003]

^ Show off, i might go digging out my grade from school when i left

[speedthief]

^ What Show off????!!!!!

[Devilsnight2003]

^ Your good grades

 

Here We Go, my grades when i left school

 

English C

Science CC

Maths E

German D

PE E

RE C

ICT D

Food Tech D

Office Applications C

History D

 

the worst part is i chose all of those subjects cause they where my best ones

[Sponge]

Yup show off lol

[speedthief]

What The Hell!!! i am not showing off;at least we all are hardworking!

[Shadowed Heart]

Okay. I AM LOGGING OFF.

 

Loves.<3

[speedthief]

^ bye bye Riss!

[Devilsnight2003]

C'ya Riss! Take Care

[Sponge]

Same here RISS

[Shadowed Heart]

I hope I pass this class.

 

PRAY FOR ME!!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

He's not worth your hurt.

[Hyper]

so i didn't reply to your text today, sorry. you'll figure something out though i promise.

[Shadowed Heart]

I don't recall what I texted you.

 

and HOLLY CRAP YOU GOT ON LPF. Lol... like you'll see this.. Hm. I'll just text you again.

 

 

Anywho.

 

TGIF!!!

20 - 03 -09

 

Woke up early today to shower, and ended up looking like crap for the rest of the day.

The teacher in my 5th period (student teacher) is going to be gone soon. I'ma miss her, she's awesome. Only two more classes with her. I turned in some work in my Ap Euro class that might get like 10/30 on each assignment... I have to go in a take a test I missed, on Monday, then I'll turn in the notes due on Tuesday and hope to God I pass the class.

In my careers class, we were in the library on the computers and I left to go to the bathroom, and when I got back somebody had stolen my computer.

Also, one o my friends kept talking about Taylor and another went out of his way to point it out to me when he walked by the library. Ugh. I don't miss him, but I miss being with him... if that makes sense. When we were actually together, I was soooo happy.

Anywho. At lunch someone was texting me telling me he knew who I was, and when he finally told me who he was I was like 'hmm... that sounds familiar' but I can't wuite figure out WHO he is exactly. I just found out that he got my number off Sadie's party invitations, so I guess I can't get mad.

I WAS mad (still am a little) however, to find several of Sadie's invites ripped up on the floor at school. Ugh. Jerks. So.. Her party starts in like five minutes but all my clothes are in the dryer so I'ma be late. Oh well. My parents won't let me stay the night but I'm hoping I can stay late.

Eh. I straightened my hair and put on a face so I hope I look decent.

Also, Taylor was invited... I know he won't come but I wish he would. I get this adreniline rush when he's around. Haha. Probably because he's not talking to me and it feels so... different being around him.

Eh.

In my last class, I did nothing but copy vocabulary definitions from the book, but I like doing stuff like that so I enjoyed myself.

I'ma go see if my clothes are dry enough and hopefully leave. It takes maybe 20 minutes to get there and I said I'd be no later than 30, so I'll get on later or tomorrow.

 

<3

.Riss

[woodyloveslinkin]

<3 you too. Hope you have a good day and for the love of God, BEHAVE! Lol.

[speedthief]

lol your birthday is May 24 mine is May 23 but mine is in 1995