my diary , My Promise

[powerxxx]

my diary

 

 

long time since i've written in this diary , it's already dusty

anyways i'm ,,not good i geuss or may be worst

lets get things started ,

there is too much hate to write

and i have a little bit of time

 

 

 

people

people

 

i talk and i speak

no one listens

 

people

people

 

i try and do things

no cares

 

i try to speak

to each person

but i fail in each time

 

as if i'm speaking in

versus

prophecies

and curses

 

each time i remember what you said

i hate you more and more

 

i despise you more than you despise me

i hate you from the deepest place inside my heart

 

thats what i believe and thats what i think

you hate me and i hate you twice

 

all of you

every bit of you

 

my wishs

my dreams

you destroyed them all

 

because of you

i couldn't sleep

i couldn't stop crying

 

all because of

you,,,,,,

 

tell ... tell me

 

why do you hate me so much

why do you despise me so much

and what did i do wrong to deserve this

 

but the things you have done

they've already been written

can not be undone , erased or forgot

 

i still have a wish

and it's for you

to be worse than me

to live and only feel pain

no joy to find

no friend to have

 

i wish that you suffer

i wish that you cry all the time

and feel a bit like i feel now

 

i promise

i will make you remember me

i will make you rememner what you did to me

and my most solid vow and promise

to hate you , despise you and make you feel nothing but pain

 

i shall not write in this diary untill i hold that promise

and show you who i really am

the person you made

is..... me.........

 

my diary

[Jeezy]

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