Teh Journalness pt. II

[Sayoko]

Ahaha.

I'm still alive. lmao.

Well I might get on msn in a little bit because i'm about to go eat.

Loves you.

<3Jas

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Yay, we still have a Jasmin. XD

Alright, like I said, as long as you're okay, I won't worry too much. ^_^

Enjoy your meal in that case. *smile*

Loveth j00

[Shadowed Heart]

Haha. That's cute ^^

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Everything's so blurry

And everyone's so fake

And everybody's so empty

And everything is so messed up

Pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

 

You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what your doing

Imagine where you are

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far

 

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

When ya shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

 

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

When ya shoved it in my face

 

Everyone is changing

There's no one left that's real

To make up your ending

And let me know just how you feel

'Cause I am lost without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

 

You could be my someone

You could be my sea

You know that i will save you

From all of the unclean

I wonder what you're doing

I wonder where you are

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far

 

[Chorus]

 

Nobody told me what you thought

Nobody told me what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Told you where to runaway

Nobody told you where to hide

Nobody told you what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Showed you where to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

 

You take it all

You take it all away...

This pain you gave to me

You take it all away

This pain you gave to me

Take it all away

This pain you gave

[Vash_the_Stampede]

So...

REVIVAL!

 

Anyway, I just thought that if I'm gonna lurk here, I should try to start posting again.. haha

What a better way to start than to give some details of my life to this point. Just some updates that most of you probably don't know yet.

 

At the top of the list (as much as I don't like it):

I started smoking

I'm about 23-24 days away from graduating (or not... We'll have to see how psychology goes)

Still unemployed ><

I've really gotten into J-music (Japanese music) a lot more than I was before

My new (ish) computer can't run WoW... T^T

I've been drinking a little more

I'm trying to get enough money to move out of my parents hell hole of a house

I'm rarely at home anymore, except at night

I've been reading more

I've (for whatever reason) been moving away from Graphic Design (I know huh? Gasp)

I have amazing friends, as few in numbers as they are (Raven, Tommy, & probably 2 or 3 others)

I've been trying to get in contact with ones I fell out with (and succeeding thus far)

I'm no longer going into the Marines

I'm really fucking upset that I'm probably gonna have to miss the J-Rock Revolution concert in L.A. on Memorial Day weekend

I've lost weight

I got my ear pierced twice (lobe, which is currently at 14g; and cartilage, which will soon be at 16g)

I'm going to be getting my tongue & lip pierced soon

And lastly, and certainly most important, I've meet the most amazing person (at the Dir en grey concert in Feb.) and we are now going out.

 

If there's anything else you guys would like to know about my life at this point, feel free to ask. Like I said, I'm going to try to start posting more.

<3

Josh

 

 

For those who want to know, my Myspace is: http://www.myspace.com/step_up_ghetto_blaster

If you must add me, send me a message & for god sakes, talk to me. If you don't, you will be deleted.

<3

[Victim]

Good to see you using your journal!!!!

 

Ehhh, smoking.. Not healthy.. But we all make our own decsions I suppose..

I would be syked if I were you.. GRADUATION!!!!

Don't worry you will find work

Drinking.. Thats not too good either.. but I guess that goes along with what I said about smoking..

Friends are important, and I don't have many either.. But the quote "There are powers in numbers" isn't always true, I suppose.. Because my like 3 friends are all I need.

Dunno if that is a good or bad thing that you lost weight.. But I will assume good, so thats good.

You out number me in ear piercings, now, for I have none, lol.

Its wonderful to hear that you found someone that you care for

 

Talk to you later, love.

Hailey

 

(If you could tell, lol, I kinda just went down on your list and commened on almost everything, lol)

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Thanks hon, at least someone read it, haha.

<3

[crazy robster]

Josh my sweet buddy!!! You rock and I'm super happy things are going great for you! I'm thrilled to read all those new incredible things that happened in your life (apart from the smoking thing but like Hail said it's a matter of personal decisions huh? lol) Sorry I didn't see this earlier just, like I've said before I'm not a journal section fan! lol But you my Joshy...gee, for you I made an exception! I'm thrilled you started to post again cause your posts are always substantial and I just lov'em and of course I feel the need to congratulate you on finding such a wondeful girl to love you and care for you cause you f****ing deserve it! (pardon my language, I got too passionate, you know me...^_^) Anyway! Best of luck with everything you wanna do and I hope you are always as happy as you are today! Mmmuuuaaaahhh and lots of hugs my loving dear friend!

 

Jojo xxxxx

[Vash_the_Stampede]

FOUR FUKKIN' TWENTY BITCHES

 

So, today went from amazing to lame as hell...

I started off the day celebrating the wonderfullness of this holiday the right way. Smoked a bowl with Jake, Vince, & Steve.

Went to school, went pretty well. <3

After school, I went to Shaun's with Tommy, & Shaun fell asleep so me & Tommy went to the Mall to try & find people to hang out with. That failed. I came home & Drew came over on his lunch break & told me that Charlie pretty much hates me for no reason at all, so I'm probably not gonna be going to LA with them for the Star Wars convention. But, that means that Memorial day weekend is probably going to be open, so I'll probably end up going to the J-Rock Revolution. <33

Then I called Celi-chan, and her friend Elyse was there (the one who implanted the idea of going out with Cecilia in my head), and apparently she's going through some shit with people & is really upset & pissed, but I didn't know that, so I was talking like I thought she was kidding... Apparently I pissed her off & she told me waht was going on & I felt really bad... ><

And that was my day... ._.

It ended in suck.

[crazy robster]

Sorry to hear you had a bad day Joshy... *hugs* But people go through shit days, there's always tomorrow following honey and tomorrow will be better. Hope you DO go to J-Rock Revolution and have some wonderful time! Mmmuuuaaaahh! Take care love... <3

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Thank you my dear. <3 Means a lot that at least someone reads this, lol

 

Anyway... My hair is now blue. <3

[Jeezy]

Thank you my dear. <3 Means a lot that at least someone reads this, lol

 

Anyway... My hair is now blue. <3

 

you really have blue hair?...

 

That's pretty cool

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Yeah, I love it too. XD

 

Anyway, here's some information on the J Rock Revolution that I'm going to now.

 

MUSIC, MUSIC, MUSIC:

FRESH, PURE JAPANESE ROCK TALENT STORMS THE U.S.

Jrock Revolution

Yoshiki and 4 Fini Surge Forward with Multi-Artist

Festival, May 25-26

 

SANTA MONICA, CA – Created by Japanese rock superstar Yoshiki of X JAPAN, Jrock Revolution, the first multi-artist music festival in North America to exclusively showcase Japanese rock music (jrock for short) straight from Japan, launches May 25 at the Wiltern Theatre in Los Angeles.

 

Boasting a variety of artists, some of which have already performed and released albums in Europe, the U.S., and Japan, Jrock Revolution answers the wishes of curious music lovers and tens of thousands of jrock fans alike. The festival is scheduled to run May 25-26 and will feature alice nine., Vidoll, DuelJewel, Kagrra, Miyavi, DéspairsRay, Merry, girugamesh,and MUCC.

 

Jrock Revolution spawned as the brainchild of Yoshiki. With his ear for talent and intent to please audiences, Yoshiki senses the desires of jrock fans—and the desire for new music by all music fans. As the mentor and producer of globally successful jrock bands such as Dir en grey, Yoshiki is also responsible for introducing this pool of Japanese rock talent to an ever-growing Stateside audience.

 

Jrock Revolution will be managed by event production company 4 Fini, Inc., which produces the popular Vans Warped and Rockstar Taste of Chaos festival tours. When asked about Jrock Revolution, 4 Fini director Kevin Lyman replies:

 

"It's exciting to have 4 Fini involved with Jrock Revolution. We have always tried to involve the company in cutting-edge projects and this is one of them. With our past involvement working with Dir en grey, we look forward to another successful event."

 

Once an underground commodity, jrock is now a very real musical alternative for audiences everywhere. Thanks to the accessibility provided by the Internet, it has never been more popular than it is now. Flaunting pure musicality, immaculate artistry, and a remarkable rapport with listeners, Japanese rock artists have sparked international interest as they tour other countries, music festivals, and culture conventions outside of Japan.

 

Jrock Revolution simultaneously reflects jrock's increased popularity overseas, fulfills the dreams of existing fans, and creates a stylistically diverse entry point for alternative concertgoers by presenting a smorgasbord of the scene's hottest names in one place.

 

While this event may be the first of its kind, it certainly will not be the last one seen in the U.S.

 

Tickets for Jrock Revolution will go on sale April 21 at 10 A.M. through TicketMaster/Music Today. Information and updates will be available at www.jrockrevolution.com, the festival's official Web site.

For even more information, check out Yoshiki's MySpace Blog.

Jrock Revolution Festival Ticket Info.

On Sale: Saturday April 21st at 10am PST

Ticket Vendor: Ticketmaster

Price: $35 per day, $60 for two day pass to both nights

 

Line Up*

Night 1: alice nine., Kagrra, Miyavi, DuelJewel, Vidoll

Night 2: MUCC, girugamesh, Merry, Déspairs Ray

Doors will open at 7:00pm for both nights.

More information will be available at www.Jrockrevolution.com, www.livenation.com or www.ticketmaster.com.

 

*Line Up subject to change

[Hybrid Soldier]

WHat sup Josh?

 

Smoking? Eh, not near as bad for you as drinking. Drinking? Can't even try and tell you not to as I'm 4 years younger and can gurantee you my liver'll be shot way before yours will.

 

More into J-rock? I didn't even know that was possible.

 

Well, I'm not around all that much so I'll prolly hit you up on the space.

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Hahaha, thanks Hud. XD

[stupidsoul1]

Lately i have been off drinking.

 

&& well everyone knows smoking is bad

 

But if it calms you down why the hell not, we are all going to die soon anyway.

 

Have fun with the j-rock revolution..as each pay check of mine arrives i try to get more and more visual/lollita.

BUT it's kinda failing since everything is so expensive.

Best of luck old friend.

[Vash_the_Stampede]

I am back. XD

Computer is working again.

[Jeezy]

I am back. XD

Computer is working again.

 

That's good to know

 

Welcome back then:D

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Haha, thanks bro.

It's so nice to have internets again. XD

So, not much to update on, but come this saturday, me & Celi-chan will have been going out for 5 weeks, so that's hot.

[Victim]

Its good to see you back.. I have been wondering where you were!!

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Yeah, I'm back. ^^

Anyway, I bought my tickets to the next Diru concert the other day. *happeh*

Actually, it's not a Diru concert, it's actually a Deftones concert, but Diru is opening for them & I don't care about Deftones or Fall of Troy so I'm only going to see Diru.

[LÎnkinPärkExtreme]

Yeah, I'm back. ^^

Anyway, I bought my tickets to the next Diru concert the other day. *happeh*

Actually, it's not a Diru concert, it's actually a Deftones concert, but Diru is opening for them & I don't care about Deftones or Fall of Troy so I'm only going to see Diru.

lol, well hope you have fun! :thumbsup:

[Jeezy]

Yeah, I'm back. ^^

Anyway, I bought my tickets to the next Diru concert the other day. *happeh*

Actually, it's not a Diru concert, it's actually a Deftones concert, but Diru is opening for them & I don't care about Deftones or Fall of Troy so I'm only going to see Diru.

 

you should also check out the deftones show...

[Vash_the_Stampede]

I dunno... I've tried listening to them before, but they're not me... I was planning on, if Diru was the first opener, listening to them, then wandering off downtown Denver.

[Shadowed Heart]

Hey Joshy ^_^

 

i don't talk to you anymore.

so i'ma leave you a "lessthanthree" heart!!!

 

 

<3