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Thanks Jeez-man.

 

Here's something I wrote... I did it just to write and get some feelings out...

 

The twilight never seemed so dark,

almost as though I was just thrown into a cave with no lantern.

She was my lantern...

Now it's just too dark.

No more spark,

no more light.

Can I have my light back?

My spark?

My lantern?

So dark and so cold.

Winter is so much colder without her fire.

Snow everywhere.

White, blank, cold snow.

She was the warmth to melt the snow,

to make me withstand the barren landscape.

When can I have my lantern back?

Good bye, auf wiedersehen, adiós, sayonara

Gone

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Awwww Joshy <3 <3 I'm soooo sorry...:( You seem really hurt and miserable... It is a beautiful poem but makes me sad to know you feel so down. Aww darling when a person is no longer part of our life it means it wasn't meant to happen because we deserve something better. Just have faith and keep hoping, you'll find another girl I'm sure!! Please talk to me on MSN next time you are on your comp and see me online ok? I'm waiting... And happy new year if we don't talk before that! Wuv ya :)

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My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."

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Man, if I wanted to go back in time, all I would need to do is go to a different time zone :)

 

Hey Vash, are you still in the army? Cos I was thinking of joining the Defence Forces here and that's when I remembered some old thread that you created about you joining the American army, and I was like "Hey! I could meet Vash!"

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I'm not physically fit to join the army anyway. Is your cousin having fun in the army?

My bro tried to mock me about it saying that 'you guys all die in the end' and other horrible stuff. I hate big brothers >.< lol thank God I'm not the youngest, got a 16 yr old sister, but still, I hate big brothers >.<

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Yeah, when I first joined I was a huge Trigun fan, but now I'm not really... o.O

 

i think it's cool...but after you watched the whole series...there's nothing more you can do....

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Damn guys. I am bored. I didn't sleep at all last night, and I don't have work today. No one is on any kind of messenger. I don't feel like playing X-Box... GAH! So you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to make an official entry on this bloody thing.

 

Entry #1 (Officially)

Time: 9:48 am

Currently playing: Jarring Fly - Girugämesh

Mood: Bored

So, here I sit. It's about 10 in the morning, I haven't slept in about 24 hrs. I have nothing to do, and no one to talk to. I'm lonely as hell because like an idiot, I went out and drank on Saturday night. Here's what happens to me when I drink:

Buzzed: Dancing, having a good time

Tipsy: Having an even better time

Drunk: Starting to feel down, seeing everyone around me with someone and being happy

Hammered: Entire past coming back to me, in a very bad way

Plastered: Need to at least, talk to someone, get shit off my chest

Gone: Feeling better, having a good time again

Hung-over: Depressed

 

So yeah.. That's what happens to me. Except on Saturday, I never got past plastered. That, and all I could think about was getting high, which pissed me off... I smoked pot for about a month and gave it up because it fucked with my emotions more than drinking. At that party, I knew one person, and that's the person that has been with me since I fucking met her. I love her to death. She's the one person from High School that keeps in contact since we graduated. Everyone else are fucking cunts and don't give a shit anymore because I don't want to drive to skid row and get high with them. Anyway, other than that, I've been alright. I've been playing the hand that life dealt me fairly well in my opinion. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love drinking, and I hadn't had a drink in about 4-5 months, it's just the shit that comes with it that I hate.

Enough of this. I'm bored. Someone entertain me... Please?

 

I bid you adieu,

Josh

Good bye, auf wiedersehen, adiós, sayonara

Gone

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I'd say don't drink, but I'm not the best advocate of what to and not to do haha. I have so many stories of why not to drink dude, so if you ever need a reason, I have pleanty.

 

But yeah, good just stayin away from weed, as much as it is fun as hell, it fucks with your life, and contrary to popular belief, IS addictive, and don't anyone tell you otherwise, I can't go more than a day without it and when I don't smoke I get really angry, but I'm doin my best to stop, so wish me luck on that haha.

 

But yeah, not tryin to be a downer haha.

 

Good luck with all that Josh.

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