Cyro Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 I'm done for.... its really bad... i don't know what to say.... I can't beleive what I did.... I can't explain... its too hard and I've already gone through too much.. I can't explain.. I'm so sorry... but I can't just leave without saying goodbye... I can't... I may never be back.... its really, really bad... I'm gonna miss you guys, and I'm sorry I can't explain... but I'll try It has to do with my accidiction to pot... its bad... I'm single handedly torn my family apart... its horrible.... I can't handle it... I may not be back, and I'm sorry if this is my last, but I just couldn't leave people wondering if I had a chance to say goodbye... I can't even think or type strate I need to go... I'm so sorry and if I ever get the chance I'll explain it, so I beg to those who know me or read this, please, from the bottom of my heart don't get mad... I don't have alot of time.. I'm sorry.. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/43e69772bb6f13028179fe6b2776b7f6.jpg [broken External Image]:http://hahninator.sotrix.net/lpliveguide/cutenews/data/upimages/lplive.jpg
keza Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 wow...0.o that was pretty shocking i hope hes not gone for good and is alright =[ <33 goodluck to bobbeh! 1 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/ce845b5e1cfffbb4e7ea78abcb7bf1ae.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/3b7255122472a9285083158e67a4c66b.jpg
ImTheOneThatFalls Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 What......... what happened? Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/49c716f74fa996e7008ed59929468159.jpg
Lenneh Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Don't do anything you're going to regret. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/beb568cee3fc66a4fb83d495725271fe.png Matt Alison is a sexual preditor, wear skinny jeans and smile at her and she falls for you HI ALISON! Last.fm
allieking Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 hope your ok and please dont do anything silly Quote [broken External Image]:http://www.inoshishi.co.uk/allie/aa.png
diana Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Aawww, I'm so sorry...I hope this is gonna work out...take care! 1 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Jeezy Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Damn...man....I hope it gets better for you...that all sounds really shocking 1 Quote
Clogz Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Well, the only way he wouldn't be able to come here again and explain...and the pot...is he in trouble with the law? Whatever the case, I'm praying for ya, Cyro. 1 Quote And then I felt chills in my bones / The breath I saw was not my own I knew my skin that wrapped my frame / Wasn't made to play this game XXI
Victim Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 I didn't really know you, but I hope everything works out in the end, for you and your family. 1 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/305186a372bb061b2ab713febbdc560a.jpg
Greyfoxx Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Ohmy....i hope he's okay....please god let him be okay....*prays* :'( Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Black_Angel Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Oh dear oh dear :[ Sounds pretty bad.... good luck and hopefully it will all work out. 1 Quote i still love you, girl from mars.
waiting4thesun Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 i hope it all works out for you man... sounds pretty bad, whatever's going on, but i hope it gets better. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/6f579a8cf2d33e1d14cfc6db8a8749ab.jpg
FireHawk Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 damn man that sucks we were just getting back in contact to.....good luck... Quote Please when you see spam just click the http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/4b273718b96672a5cde873c5a972756e.gif graphic and type "Spam" into the text box then click report. Its better than complaining and goes straight to the mods.
LPpinkfreak821 Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 uh shocking. mmmk o.0 good luck with all that, man. hope everything works out. 1 Quote When my time comes, forget what the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind reasons to be missed Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory [[it isn't an official goodbye, but I'll be gone for long time]]]
Vash_the_Stampede Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Damn son... Good luck with everything... Hope you have the chance to come back. Quote Good bye, auf wiedersehen, adiós, sayonara Gone
crazy robster Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 OMG that's sounds really bad... I hope everything works out for you buddy... Good luck, I mean it... 1 Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
geeko Posted August 1, 2006 Posted August 1, 2006 I understand..it's shocking..we'll wait for you until you get back.Just take care of yourself.Hope you're ok. 1 Quote OUR LAIR. DARE TO ENTER. [broken External Image]:http://img81.imageshack.us/img81/5668/ubda2041ui3.gif
Hahninator Posted August 3, 2006 Posted August 3, 2006 what the fuck dude lol I told you to stop doing drugs and shit Quote
Mad4lp Posted August 3, 2006 Posted August 3, 2006 Maybe its a bit sarcastic of me, but it kinda sounded like suicide... Dude... thats awful... i hope he didnt do that... Or just maybe he ran away... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/9772e7ba34f708e71ddb925bbeea9f8c.jpg
Cyro Posted August 4, 2006 Author Posted August 4, 2006 Hello everyone. I'm back.... Its been a nightmare for the last several days... since I bet some of you might wanna know whats really going on, I will explain it all first... Well being the stupid idiot I was, I thought i could control my growing addiction to marijuanna, but apparently I was wrong. I got to the point where I was spending over $100 on it weekly every week. It was more of a copeing mechanism than anything. Well anyway, I decided to take it a step further and attempt to grow it myself. I didn't plan to sell it or anything, I was just tryin to grow it for personal use. The bad part is apparently the old crazy lady next door knows what weed looks like (prolly cause she smokes it herself -_-) so she saw my plant and called my step dad and told him. Well apparentyly my step dad asked around the house about it and my sister told him it was mine. here's the horrid part... my sister was in on the growing too.. she sold me out to save herself... well they kept it a secret until my mom got home (she was on a business trip in Boston, MA) then my step dad dropped the bomb shell that I have a week to move out or he'd call the cops to drag me out. My mom defended me cause she knows all thats been goin one with me..... ive been on medication for depression for over a year now, i have chronic anxiety, and overall bleak look on life. Its worse than that, but for the sake of looking/sounding like the stereotypical emo I will stop. My mom basicly told him that if he would kick me out, she'd go with me. He got pissed and started bitchin about everythin there is to bitch about... then megan (my sister)came in and defended my step dad. I started yelling at her for selling me out, and she just completely denied it all. I then yelled at my step dad for bein the constant ass he is. He decided to call the cops at that moment instead of letting me have a week. He had my plant so I was basicly doomed... thats when i went into the basement and started this topic. Well in my mind i was having a few problems... i don't think i ever got as close to wanting to kill myself at that moment right there... it was horrible. I didn't know what to think so i ran... and ran... all the way to the innercity of Buffalo to my grandma house. Well, it didn't take long for the cops to show up there looking for me... I was tired, so I just confessed, and they took me to a holding cell downtown. I was there for a few hours... I cryed most of the time and my heart wouldn't stop racing. Eventually my mom came and got me out. She didn't say much to me at all, and when I got home it was getting late so I just went to sleep. Now I have a court date set up for August 16th. I have basicly been charged with drug possesion... my step dad never showed them the plant, which was a very good thing. Everyone's been saying I'll probably just get community service and mandatory drug counseling. I thought I was gonna get jail time, especially when I ran from my house to my grandma's. My mom told them I did that cause me and my step dad got in a fight.... I think I got off easy.... None of thats important now... I'm so happy that I got all these reassuring comments and such kind words from so many of you... thank you so so much, it means a real lot to me. My heads racing right now..... but i'm starting to feel better. At least I didn't do anything stupid.... I don't know... I'm really tired.. I need sleep... I'll be back tommorow.. I never have been happier to say it. - Cyros 1 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/43e69772bb6f13028179fe6b2776b7f6.jpg [broken External Image]:http://hahninator.sotrix.net/lpliveguide/cutenews/data/upimages/lplive.jpg
misery Posted August 4, 2006 Posted August 4, 2006 Glad you're back But wow.. I can see why you took off. I agree though, you won't get jail time. Although that community service can be a bitch XD Quote [broken External Image]:http://img108.imageshack.us/img108/9403/untitled28ic6.jpg [broken External Image]:http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/1118/22wc5.jpg [broken External Image]:http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/2756/7mi3.jpg
Victim Posted August 4, 2006 Posted August 4, 2006 Geez.. Its good to see you are back, and alive.. Its sounds like the last couple of days have been really rough, but I guess things can always get worse. And I would rather community service over jail time.. So I hope things get better for you. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/305186a372bb061b2ab713febbdc560a.jpg
crazy robster Posted August 4, 2006 Posted August 4, 2006 I'm really glad to see you're back buddy... Thank God you're OK! Don't lose hope my friend it'll all get better for you, it's strong people who eventually win the battle... And you ARE strong! We're all here for ya... Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
Lenneh Posted August 4, 2006 Posted August 4, 2006 I think it's going to be fine, you're unlucky, I can have 3 plants for my own use in the netherlands, if I wanted. ^^ Newayz, drugs don't help, you feel great for a while but when they wear off, your life seems even more miserable then it did before using them Good luck. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/beb568cee3fc66a4fb83d495725271fe.png Matt Alison is a sexual preditor, wear skinny jeans and smile at her and she falls for you HI ALISON! Last.fm
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