Breakdown Conspiracy's Journal

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Well yeah....but I need to get another hard drive

Well i got mine for $93NZD online, thats including Post.

[Jeezy]

Well i got mine for $93NZD online, thats including Post.

 

that's a good price

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Hmm that new hard drive hasn't fully fixed my problem. Must be my RAM or Motherboard.

Anyways I got 2 more credits in Level3 Math

And see my album review in the review section..

[Phranka]

Hey, lol I just read your 'advice request' thread and my guy sounds exactly like you haha.

he doesn't want to rush things, so we're still in the middle :/

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Hey, lol I just read your 'advice request' thread and my guy sounds exactly like you haha.

he doesn't want to rush things, so we're still in the middle :/

yea sometimes its the safe way to go I think.:rofl:

[Phranka]

yea I'm kinda waiting cause now I can't talk about him as a boyfriend but neither as just a friend.. that's annoying... but I'm willing to wait.

 

what's your reason?

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

yea I'm kinda waiting cause now I can't talk about him as a boyfriend but neither as just a friend.. that's annoying... but I'm willing to wait.

 

what's your reason?

 

I get what you mean. Ahh I dunno, I wanna start my Uni education 1st. I don't want a relationship to come in between my education.

[Phranka]

ah yea.. no I don't think that's his worst worry.

he's 5,5 years older than me and takes these things a bit more seriously I guess.

we've kissed though.

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Hey all.

Went out with some friends for once last night. Was great. We drove around in the cars (there were two), in the middle of Nelson City, with the bass blaring etc =D Went to see "The Invasion", wasent as bad as I thought it was going to be. I was txting Somi in the movie for abit, and some jock, called tom got a hold of her cellphone and was asking me like, who am, are me n somi going out etc etc

Cause apparently she was playing strip poker, which was true. Not like naked though, I doubt Somi would sink that low... I've also decided that next year if things go well at Polytech, I'm going to ask her out. I know its long distance etc...But for some reason I just want her 0_o

Anyways after the movies we went to "Hellz Pizza" (great place). And then we just drove around chatting until 12am, until I had to go home. But on the way home we stoped at a gas station and this other car full of 5 teenagers pulled up next to us, and there was a girl sitting on a guys lap bouncing up and down lol. Me and my friends speculated if they were fucking, but they must pretty lame to do it in a car, in public, and infront of like 5 people.

Anyways. Comments?

[Black_Angel]

Haha, sounds well fun! I wish my friends could drive =(

Zomg ask her out!!!1 Long distance is gay sometimes but if you really try you can make it work :]

And lol + ew at the girl & guy in the car.. though I wouldn't put it past a couple of chavs!

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Haha, sounds well fun! I wish my friends could drive =(

Zomg ask her out!!!1 Long distance is gay sometimes but if you really try you can make it work :]

And lol + ew at the girl & guy in the car.. though I wouldn't put it past a couple of chavs!

"Chavs!"? hmm Yea I do wanna go out with her so bad. I'll be seeing her in like 3 weeks so ill see what happens I'd be driving too, but I dont have my full license so I cant drive by myself after 10, or take un-licensed passengers. But most kids dont care bout the rules...

[MrsBennington-Delson]

sounds like a fun time!! so cool

 

lmfao @ guy+girl in car xD

[Sygy]

strip poker? fucking in cars? what a wild world u live in Jona.

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Man.. Im so depressed right now, my stomachs been churning all day. I cant b bother going into detail. Good night. Say hi on msn or something...

 

I leave you with this song that speaks my situation.

 

Powderfinger - I Don't Remember

 

Tonight my heart well it broke like glass

I made a mistake that I'll never surpass

I'm floating in space unattached to the world

I cast off the memory of the spell of that girl

Whatever i get i guess it's what I deserve

 

I don't remember

Just what made it so hard before

I know you needed someone to take the fall

I know you needed someone to blame it on

 

I smashed the mirror just to look what's behind

Picked through the pieces just to see what I'd find

I found my heart and it broke like glass

I made that mistake that I'll never surpass

I let go of my grip on the past

 

I don't remember

Just what made it so hard before

I know you needed someone to take the fall

I know you needed someone to blame it on

 

Hey, hey don't you look away

Hey, hey I've got something to say

 

 

:'(

 

Nighty Nighty.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

aaaawww Jona *huggles*

 

btw <3 that song! pwnage :thumbsup:

[Black_Angel]

Jonaaaaaa that's so sad =( *hugs*

Hope you feel better soon x

[Friðbjörn]

nobody looks cool when sad, like you Jona, if that's any consolation

[diana]

Awww...poor guy...you'll feel better soon, you'll see...=)

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Well I guess ur all wondering whats going on?

 

well Somi started txting my friend Joe. Who lives down the road. *long story* And now she txts him more. And I feel left out. She keeps telling him how much she likes me, and he keeps telling me how we wont steal her and backstab me, yet I am starting to feel rejected and alone. I felt so sad last night, any song that reminded me of the situation made my lip tremble. I spent most of the day with Joe today was ok. We were both txting her too, yet i still felt left out cause he wouldn't show me the txts unless i snuck a peek. Which when I saw they weren't too suspicious. In the end she tried calling me, but joe lives behind a hill with shit Cell service, so missed the fricken call I guess after this Joe felt bad for teasing me with Somi so he let me borrow his fone and call her, which was nice. But geez all of this over a girl whos not even my GF. <_< i still feel uber confused tho. And im tying not to let my parents see how depressed I am, cause i dnt want them to know about all this. They know me n somi like each other n talk on the fone, but i mean the stuff about her n my frnd joe.

 

Boy this week Ive wrote the most ever in my journal. :no:

 

Anyways thats my life.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

we talked about that on msn... I don't think there's anything more I can say then I already did...

 

oh and bout parents... well Imma bring it to you this way... it's pretty annoying when they now a lot bout your "relationship" but if you're depressed and you can't let that out like talkin to some friend then maybe try and talk to your parents... I felt extremly depressed just a few days ago and my parents saw that although I tried to hide it so I know how that feels...

[SgtShaw]

Oh yeah man that guy Joe sounds like a douche bag! oh wait thats me... oh crap... ahhaa.a...... umm yeah.. havent txt somi in like a while so yeah..

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

Oh yeah man that guy Joe sounds like a douche bag! oh wait thats me... oh crap... ahhaa.a...... umm yeah.. havent txt somi in like a while so yeah..

Haha Hey Joe.

[SgtShaw]

dude ur life sounds messy... like that time i went to the opera and i spilt chocolate sauce all over my sweatshirt but then helen clark stood up and got a towel and cleened mr off then we went out for tea and we made a baby and called it fred... yeah...

 

 

(not a true story)

[Breakdown Conspiracy]

dude ur life sounds messy... like that time i went to the opera and i spilt chocolate sauce all over my sweatshirt but then helen clark stood up and got a towel and cleened mr off then we went out for tea and we made a baby and called it fred... yeah...

 

 

(not a true story)

 

Yea....... Joe likes to be immature....FYI :no:

[SgtShaw]

Yea....... Joe likes to be immature....FYI :no:[/quote

 

:eek:You speek untruths! I am very mature and only speek when needed.. or very well unneeded...