Victim Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 Like i told you last night, if thats the way she feels, she didn't deserve you anyways.. And you should just do your best to forget about her, and just find someone who will truly appreciate all you have to offer them Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/305186a372bb061b2ab713febbdc560a.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 I just sent her this You are mad at me for accusing you of liking connor...yet you do...so you are mad at me for being right? Christina' date=' I don't think we can even be bestfriends now...just my two cents[/quote'] Quote The Park is Back? No way!
MrsBennington-Delson Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 I'm totaly on your side... If you need someone to fight lemme know >:o I have people (no matter if girl or boy) who act like that... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 O.o I don't want her dead...by the way, if anyone wants to know what I am feeling listen to In Pieces I seriousy sent her a text saying I wasnt the one to leave this In Pieces, and you will be alone with all your regrets, don't waste time lying Quote The Park is Back? No way!
MrsBennington-Delson Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 lol honestly I wasn't planing to kill her... =S In Pieces as song = <<<<<333333 In Pieces as feeling = shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 What do you mean by... In Pieces as feeling = shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit ???? Quote The Park is Back? No way!
MrsBennington-Delson Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 =S well its not good if you feel like that... In the meaning of it sucks and you'd rather be happy... =S Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 I don't wnat to feel this way, I want to be happy, bt with her around I always drop to nothing Quote The Park is Back? No way!
MrsBennington-Delson Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 I think you'll need some time now to kinda realize this not realize but idk how that word means in english im lookin for... Scream, shout, cry do whatever could help you with leaving this behind and then go look for the good stuff like go out with friends, meet other girls, get some self confidents push ups here on lpf and stuff Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 Yeah well, I am in the middle of moving for the next two weeks, I am pretty much packing and stuff so until football starts, I won't be meeting anyone.... Quote The Park is Back? No way!
Black_Angel Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 Aww hun I'm sorry to hear that. You should forget about her, you can concentrate on packing and starting afresh, you'll meet someone else closer to home and she'll treat you like you deserve :] It'll be okay in the end. Quote i still love you, girl from mars.
DarknessLover Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 Thank you, thank you all for talking to me, and helping me through, we haven't spoken since earlier duing the fight Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted July 25, 2007 Author Posted July 25, 2007 I am at the library so shhhh I have been debating with myself waht to do with christina, she said she didn't mean anything she said that night, and told my other friend. "I still want to be JB's friend, can you help me?" I don't know what to do! You people whom have NEVER met me in real life probably treat me better than she does...I just don't know what to do anymore, and I really need help and someone to talk to me about this. Thank you guys for being so helpful to me and everything LPF = My new home Thanks again everyone Quote The Park is Back? No way!
MrsBennington-Delson Posted July 25, 2007 Posted July 25, 2007 well I'll pretend that I didn't read your convo with Christian... nvm thats not important now... My advice to you is that you shouldnt really see us as your new home... i mean yeah its nice but for example look at me... ok i love you guys on here and stuff but to be honest I dont really have a life outside the internet... i barely go out and if i talk to someone bout my friends its always "blabal LPF blallab" idk... try to keep that seperate... and bout Christina... honestly I dont know what to say about that... sorry Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Victim Posted July 25, 2007 Posted July 25, 2007 I agree with Jos. Don't make this your home.. My LPF/Internet life and Real life are diffrent.. I mean I am the same person, but I just don't talk about LPF or the internet with my real friends, because they are so different.. and it works fine for me.. When I am at home.. LPF is basically my life. but when I am at work or at school or with my friends, LPF isn't even in my thoughts or vocabulary.. that is just how I am.. I have told you guys before, i love my privacy.. I don't want my real friends invading LPF, nor do I want my whole outside life to revolve around LPF or the internet. I have been here 3 years, and I don't even think my parents have any idea what LPF is, because I don't talk about what I do or who I talk to on the internet, because they have enough trust in me, to know that I am not doing anything bad. But that is besides the point.. You need other interaction besides LPF and the internet.. We love you here, but you need others, too. As for the friendship with Christina.. That just depends on how you feel about her.... She seems like a real bitch to me.. But that is what we get from your point of view.. so of course she is gunna see like that to us.. but if you wanna be friends with her go for it.. but if part if you is telling you not to, then listen, its probably right. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/305186a372bb061b2ab713febbdc560a.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 25, 2007 Author Posted July 25, 2007 I didn't mean it like that when I said LPF is my home, I really meant that you guys are like really awesome and thanks forhelping, not like this is the real world you know what I mean? I just went walking with Rachel, and broke down from thinking to much about Christina...it really ruined our walk... Quote The Park is Back? No way!
twilightcrimson7 Posted July 25, 2007 Posted July 25, 2007 You still have your whole life ahead of you. You're young and you're already worried about this kind of stuff? I just don't understand why kids want to grow up so fast. Let me tell you you'll regret it later. gah, this wasn't meant as a lecture. But I mean it, if you're having relationship problems, it's because (despite how you both may feel at the moment) you're still immature and young. Trust me, I've had friends who felt they were in love and we all believed them too. Then it all goes to hell when they break up and the girl has a gun to her head. I'm not saying that will happen, (lord, none of this is coming out right) but I don't want that to happen to you. but when you get involved in this stuff, it can get complicated, and I just feel sorry for you that you have to deal with it and you really don't have to. Also, like the others said, don't substitute real life with LPF. You'll start getting dependent on something that won't always be there for you. I consider you and a lot of other people here like family, but that doesn't make up for your real family. The more energy you expend trying to create an alternate universe, the more neglected your real life becomes. So...yeah, that's my motherly rant. Gosh. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/caa111db447cb1d28d713cebad979c8d.png ...:away and onward:...
MrsBennington-Delson Posted July 25, 2007 Posted July 25, 2007 I didn't mean it like that when I said LPF is my home, I really meant that you guys are like really awesome and thanks forhelping, not like this is the real world you know what I mean? I just went walking with Rachel, and broke down from thinking to much about Christina...it really ruined our walk... Yeah I know what you mean but still... I think you should take a break off all that... I know you'll say now "I can't" but try it... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
DarknessLover Posted July 25, 2007 Author Posted July 25, 2007 Half of me wants her as a friend, half of me doesn't.... I said that I am not caught up in this place, it's just my online hang out I just meant that this is my favorite place to be, since you guys are nice to me, and usually this is my first place to go to, since i prefer an unbiased opinion over a biased one from my class mates. Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted July 26, 2007 Author Posted July 26, 2007 I talked it out with Christina today...this time we actually listened to each other lmao I think we might actually work it out Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted August 4, 2007 Author Posted August 4, 2007 HALLEJUIA!!! or however it is spelled! I finally got passed all the crap thanks to Victim, and I decided me and Christina are OVER FINITO!!!! I am happy too, so THANK YOU VICTIM!!! also I created my own little forums, brand fucking new http://creativeinc.all-up.com/index.htm it really isn't anything special...yet but I hope I can make it grow, so please check it out! Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted August 4, 2007 Author Posted August 4, 2007 someone IM me on MSN or AOl...i need to talk... Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted August 9, 2007 Author Posted August 9, 2007 My friend had sleptover, and right now he is playing on my laptop...I WANT HIM TO GO HOME!! I want to sleep :'-( I really want to sleep, bad... Can't he go on home? AHHH GO AWAY LOL!!! Whateveer...i'll just have to deal with it.. I have been Christina free since Friday, and FUCKING HAPPY AS HELL!! *hugs whomever reads Journal* I have been in such a loving mood since then, HI EVERYONE!!! I HAPPY!!! HAPPY HAPPY FUCKING HAPPY LOL!!! I am getting annoyed with all my friends saying, oh my god, hwat is wrong with you two! Get back together blah blah blah ANNOYING All I know is I am hapy without Christina, and I hate her, for saying what she had said to me Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted August 31, 2007 Author Posted August 31, 2007 Hey everyone, it's been a month, and no Christina. I am fucking happy. I went to my school yesterday and got me schedule. Just the average shit. I have been home alone for the past two days which have been fucking awesome. I wrote some new lyrics in the Writer's Corner, and I whipped up two new guitar riffs, in my music space. So if you want to check those out, it would be highly appreciated. DarknessLover Quote The Park is Back? No way!
DarknessLover Posted October 5, 2007 Author Posted October 5, 2007 So revival! lol So school has been going on for a month or so now, I joined a few clubs..blah I joined uhm Rock and Roll club, and basically it's to get like shows for benefits and stuff, eh. Since I don't have a fucking band, I have to go up with my guitar and just hope I can keep people intrested...Which I don't think I can really do, seeing as how I suck at the guitar. I plan on doing From Start To End with added riffs in it, and a cover of Breaking Benjamin "Forget It", which are going okay, minus my voice is full of OJ Acid! it's a pain in the fucking ass I tell you School wise! My grades are about the usual, holding around an C or so, so I am like a mediocre student as usual. Science the teacher is a duchebag and doesn't trust me with a Meter Stick or whatever it's called anymore since that little incident with Alex out on the football field..lol, I don't think Star Wars were as good as we were lol. English is alright, the girls around me like to get me in trouble for fun, but after I explain to my teacher, she doesn't care. The girls are my friends too so it's not like to pick on me. Then Social studies is amazing, my teacher is so fucking cool! He has the "Sword of Knowledge" that he made, and he swings it around during discussions and we all joke about it. Then there is math...no comment, next (I hAtE it!!!) Spanish sucks! I am one level lower than I should be, I was supposed to be upgraded, I took the tests and everything, AND NOTHING happened!!! They say, I can't do it! BASTARDS. So overall it's not shit, but not great. I am starting to know some names around my school, I have made some friends, no great ones yet. I met one girl, Ariana, that i have to say. My chances with getting together with her are like, pretty good lol. She likes sweet talkers and guitarists...AHEM!!! lol. So I might have a GF soon. Which is a nice thing. I have been becoming good friends with my Ex Christina again, since Homecoming, it's nice to be friends with her, I forgot all the good memories when we broke up. So basically, life is a bit more intresting for me now! lol...I think this journal might become daily again...hopefully lol Quote The Park is Back? No way!
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