Usiel Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 Today, I feel very strange. I feel lost. My mother will have an operation tomorrow and she had to go to the hospital this morning to spend there all these two days: today and tomorrow. My dad went with her, so I spent all morning alone in my house, walking to nowhere and with my mind away from me. I feel so lonely that I dressed my flammeco skirt and I started to dance, but I couldnt. I had no force, no passion. So, I've invited a friend to come here. She is nice but a little bit boring. We started to see a movie and around 30 minutes later I went to the lou. When I went back to the dinning-room, I saw my friend was deeply asleep... and in this moment I had an idea: I dressed quickly and without doing any noise I went out. I walked more than 30 minutes to a big store where I bought a book for my mum (she wants it) and a beautiful bunch of flowers... I spent in them all the money I had for this weekend, but I dont care. When I came back, my friend was still asleep, so I undressed carefully. It was just when I sat down next to her when she wake up... "I was in the toilet" I said to her... If my father knows I left my friend alone in home while I was out doing some shopping. He'll kill me (even more when I spent near an hour out, 'cos I have a wound in my ankle and I cant walk quick... I tried it and at the end it was bleending) Fortunately I've a good plot for saving my life: My mum's surprise!! [broken External Image]:http://img395.imageshack.us/img395/1977/luna640gp0.jpg ...oPeN yOuR mInD fOr A dIfFeReNt vIew'n NoThInG eLsE mAtTeRs...
Sygy Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 ^ahh, ill keep my fingers crossed for your mum tommorrow! *hugs* iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 I'm feeling good...I had a really long sleep this night...
Usiel Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 ^ahh, ill keep my fingers crossed for your mum tommorrow! *hugs* Thanks, dear Sygy. Your words give me too much force to be brave... Well, actually I think all of us have to be warriors 'cos life isnt easy. Sometimes it's a hard and long path to walk... I dont worry (not too much) about my mum's operation. I know everything will be fine (I'm a positive girl... although my ankle hurts me now as never... damned flammenco shoes!! ). After all, and unfortunately, I have some experiences about hospitals and illnesses, and I know this is nothing if I compare it with others thing we have to life... anyway, I hope you have a good day. You worth it (even more when today you feel refreshed, that's good!! :thumbsup: [broken External Image]:http://img395.imageshack.us/img395/1977/luna640gp0.jpg ...oPeN yOuR mInD fOr A dIfFeReNt vIew'n NoThInG eLsE mAtTeRs...
Victim Posted August 13, 2007 Author Posted August 13, 2007 tiiiiired.. I have to leave for school in a bit, but I don't wanna go.. blah. Then I straight to work after school, and dont get home till 9. http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/305186a372bb061b2ab713febbdc560a.jpg
Sygy Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 i ahve to go and dig my cat's grave now! iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
diana Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 I'm tired and sleepy...and I'm so dirty and I smell so bad, lol...yes, yes, I'm gonna take a shower... http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Sygy Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 I'm tired and sleepy...and I'm so dirty and I smell so bad, lol...yes, yes, I'm gonna take a shower... ditto! *sigh* however im too lazy to shower iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Linkin_lp_park Posted August 13, 2007 Posted August 13, 2007 I'm pretty tired.. ιη тнє ѕιℓєη¢є σƒ тнє ∂αякηєѕѕ
Sygy Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 annoyed, i want it to stop raining so that i can pick up some stuff ive ordered from the shops. normally i wouldnt mind the rain but its quite a long walk to the shop and the pavement is really uneven and it would be awful to walk onit whilst its wet, i can see an accident happening. iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
LPGirl Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 excited!! my best friends birthday is tomro and i have tomro off work cuz its the ekka holiday =D
allieking Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 police came round last night and told me that they can't prove i did anything so everything is gonna be ok. they didn't belive a word she said. [broken External Image]:http://www.inoshishi.co.uk/allie/aa.png
Linkin_lp_park Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 police came round last night and told me that they can't prove i did anything so everything is gonna be ok. they didn't belive a word she said. Good for you! ιη тнє ѕιℓєη¢є σƒ тнє ∂αякηєѕѕ
Sygy Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 police came round last night and told me that they can't prove i did anything so everything is gonna be ok. they didn't belive a word she said. see, the innocents always prevail! iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Phranka Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 I feeel satisfied, kinda tired though.. but I'm happy ^^ [broken External Image]:http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/1600/12nj7.jpg http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/fd0ddb83298f4db27f38b33444f76873.png (On MSN) Fribs: purple is cool, I'm confident enough about my sexuality to sport this colour Jona: im just gay enough...
Sygy Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 i feel ignored. iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Linkin_lp_park Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 I feel boooored.. ιη тнє ѕιℓєη¢є σƒ тнє ∂αякηєѕѕ
allieking Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 see, the innocents always prevail! thanks sygy for all your support on msn and thank you to everyone else [broken External Image]:http://www.inoshishi.co.uk/allie/aa.png
Phranka Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 all of the sudden I feel insecure again.. damn I'm sick of these moodswings.. [broken External Image]:http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/1600/12nj7.jpg http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/fd0ddb83298f4db27f38b33444f76873.png (On MSN) Fribs: purple is cool, I'm confident enough about my sexuality to sport this colour Jona: im just gay enough...
Linkin_lp_park Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 all of the sudden I feel insecure again.. damn I'm sick of these moodswings.. I have that 2, one moment I'm happy, and on the other moment I feel fucked up ιη тнє ѕιℓєη¢є σƒ тнє ∂αякηєѕѕ
Phranka Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 I have that 2, one moment I'm happy, and on the other moment I feel fucked up haha yea I'm feeling like this alot lately.. [broken External Image]:http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/1600/12nj7.jpg http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/fd0ddb83298f4db27f38b33444f76873.png (On MSN) Fribs: purple is cool, I'm confident enough about my sexuality to sport this colour Jona: im just gay enough...
Sygy Posted August 14, 2007 Posted August 14, 2007 still ignored. iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
allieking Posted August 15, 2007 Posted August 15, 2007 feeling ok today, day off work and the kids slept at their nanas last night so i got a peaceful morning. [broken External Image]:http://www.inoshishi.co.uk/allie/aa.png
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