MrsBennington-Delson Posted September 28, 2007 Author Posted September 28, 2007 meh... thanks but its not always just about me... forget it... I actualy felt the same as Pete (today) but I tried to change my thoughts by havin some friends over... and don't ask how it feels right now... this is the worst part of the day... http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Peterdea Posted September 28, 2007 Posted September 28, 2007 Update 2: My cousin stopped round earlier and saw how down I was. He sat me down and we had a huge talk about all kinds of shit. I told him what was getting to me and rather then trying to become part of it and make it harder for me he decided he'd talk about something else. He went home and came back with a video that he and his friends made and he said "Watch it, it's enough to make anyone happy again, trust me... I made it" I watched it and it has to be the funniest thing I have ever seen! He went and got me pizza and talked to me some more. He told me not to let things fuck up like he did when he was a teenager. He explained that he basically he let things get to him and when they did he held on to things too long and it did him no good. I thought about it and he is right. When somethings got me down, don't let it last too long or I'll miss out on too much. So I'm all good right now! :thumbsup: Its good to be back.
littleblackstone Posted September 28, 2007 Posted September 28, 2007 My Update: I have felt like crap the last 24 hours mainly because I'm poisoned. I don't know everything thats happening inside my body because of this poison, but I am loosing my energy ten times as fast as I usually do. My eyes hurt due to a lot of poison getting in them (as well as my mouth) and I feel like I'm gonna implode. Damn it hurts. I'm feeling emotionally shit as it is at the moment now I've got this shit to worry about. But ah well. I'll be perfectly fine soon! No point being sad about anything at the moment since I have so much to do. Just hope it doesn't hail on me tomorrow like it did today. That was freaking annoying. meh... thanks but its not always just about me... forget it... I actualy felt the same as Pete (today) but I tried to change my thoughts by havin some friends over... and don't ask how it feels right now... this is the worst part of the day... believe or not, I know exactly how you guys feel/felt, cause i'm feeling the same thing these last days... i'm completely confused, i'd say depressed... i'm very sad... hope this will end soon. but, omg, i'm sorry for being talking bout me, doesnt matter at all... Pete, good to know you'r feeling better now!! :thumbsup:
MrsBennington-Delson Posted September 28, 2007 Author Posted September 28, 2007 Update I've been also talkin bout this thing which makes me feel bad with my mum and my bro... In the end it turned out that I prolly did something wrong or lets say I didnt explain it right to this person so I guess thats why it doesnt just hurt me... but it happend and I think it would be too much if I'd 'start' again bout it... thats why Im scared of doing anything in general bc I dont think much before doing anything... Today we had some "trip day" in school where we were supposed to go walkin around somewhere or idk what... but since it was raining our teacher showed us his pics from our trip to Tuskany (btw know I know how its written right)... it was cool but got boring... so at like 10:30am they let us go bc they didnt know what else to do... then me and some class mates went to the McDonalds and stayed there a bit... I was of course doin shit, like eat fries with a caramel sirup from my caramel frappé (which actually didnt taste bad but also not very yummie)... at like 12:00pm my mum picked us up (Tanja, Sabrina and me) and we went to my crib again... after like half hour of boredom Tanja had the idea to style up and take pics - what we also did... well I didnt get my hair styled bc I was to lazy to do it myself so meh... we were takin some pics (actually over 120 lol) and played SingStar a bit... and yeh... it was fun... http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted September 28, 2007 Posted September 28, 2007 talking with the mother and brother is always good! fries and caramel? oh jos . do we get to see any of these pics? iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted September 28, 2007 Author Posted September 28, 2007 talking with the mother and brother is always good! fries and caramel? oh jos . do we get to see any of these pics? yeh... they helped me a lot... yeh I know *rolleyes* lol Im not sure yet... maybe but not now I honestly dont feel like uploadin pics and all that stuff... =/ http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted September 29, 2007 Author Posted September 29, 2007 Update Saturday... well I've been to IKEA with my mum this morning... and got some stuff... I got a concept in my mind for the SOTW entry but didnt have much time to make the sig today because I needed so much time to find the right pic... but I guess I'll be able to enter it tomorrow... I might be goin to the Oktoberfest next weekend with my bro... just to get out a bit and also to see how it's there since its so close to me etc... I'm also thinkin of going to a Rihanna concert, but I'm not sure bout that since the tickets cost 40€ and im not such a huge fan of hers... my head hurts and feels like its goin to explode every second... the weather here is pretty nice and Im actually goin out with my best friend soon... that's it... http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Jeezy Posted September 29, 2007 Posted September 29, 2007 Saturday... well I've been to IKEA with my mum this morning... and got some stuff... I got a concept in my mind for the SOTW entry but didnt have much time to make the sig today because I needed so much time to find the right pic... but I guess I'll be able to enter it tomorrow... I might be goin to the Oktoberfest next weekend with my bro... just to get out a bit and also to see how it's there since its so close to me etc... I'm also thinkin of going to a Rihanna concert, but I'm not sure bout that since the tickets cost 40€ and im not such a huge fan of hers... my head hurts and feels like its goin to explode every second... the weather here is pretty nice and Im actually goin out with my best friend soon... that's it... you should defttinately go to the Oktoberfest... and about that Rihanna concert...idk...I think she does a great show....but if you're not that much into her music maybe wait for another artist
MrsBennington-Delson Posted September 30, 2007 Author Posted September 30, 2007 well seems like I'll prolly go to the Oktoberfest... if not with my bro and with my parents I guess... let's see... and yeah bout the concert... I guess I won't go because my dad doesnt like me going to any concerts and again I'd prolly have to buy the ticket for my bro again or soemthin since I'm not 16 till then I cant go by myself... -.- so I'll rather keep on checkin for other artists... http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted October 1, 2007 Posted October 1, 2007 22 more days iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 1, 2007 Author Posted October 1, 2007 22 more days yay! Did you actually notice that we don't even know where and when we'll meet?? LOL Update: weekend: my weekend was... well a bit too much I guess... =/ I mean it was good but I kinda tried to much to get out again with friends and stuff... I didn't do as much with people in the past 5 days as in the past half year! and yesterday I might was pretending too much to be happy and that its all good but meh... We wrote a maths test today which I didn't expect... I thought we would write one in physiques but didnt... And as I said on the how you feeling thread my day today was strange... From when I woke up till now I couldnt think straigth... Its always the same and what makes me feel bad is that I dont know how to make it good again... I'd do everything....... ... bout the Oktoberfest... I asked my bro today again and he said that he has a handball match on saturday but its in the evening so he can go with me... and then he started jokin around and be like "You know that if you go to the Oktoberfest you also have to act like that? Means drink beer get drunk and all that stuff... clear?" and I justed laughed and said "You no I don't drink alcohol" and he replied "Well you won't drink alcohol. It's just beer... and there's no way you'll get away if you go out with me you need to drink somethin!" It was so funny bc he a) was jokin which you obviously see and then b) he's not that typ of guy who gets drunk all the time etc lol http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted October 1, 2007 Posted October 1, 2007 saturday 27th, the big munich train station in the Foyer at 10 am! iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 1, 2007 Author Posted October 1, 2007 saturday 27th, the big munich train station in the Foyer at 10 am! you serious? O.o lol its ok I guess... lol oh yeh the role play story... btw its not kinky but still kinda funny... well yeh... it was in our religion lesson... our teacher (aka sister lol) asked us who likes to do stuff in the meaning of doing shit... and since I was happy that day (it was last wednesday or tuesday) I put my hand up without knowing that she needed someone for a role play... and then she was like "ok lets take different people... Michelle, Josipa and Jasmin" ok so we went outside the classroom and wonderd what theyll gonna do...so after they called Michelle in it was my turn... so I walked in with that huge smile on my face bc I had to laugh before... 1 girl of my class (Tatjana) was playing a teacher who caught me carrying alcohol with me on a school trip and another one was supposed to tell me that but she just told me that I got caught with alcohol but not that Tatjana was supposed to be my teacher! So Tatjana started "blablalb I saw this 5 wodka bottles! you know that its not allowed balbala" and since I was not knowing that she was supposed to be my teacher I kept cool laughed and said "well I dont have any wodka with me" "yes you do! I saw them! dont deny it! give em to me and youll get em back when we got home" "but I dont have em! maybe you should get yourself some glasses" and thats where my teacher was like "You know that she's your teacher? o.O" and I was like "huh? teacher? OH shes supposed to be my teacher?? oh!" update on random stuff: Newest album: Blood Stained Love Story by Saliva Recent fav song: Broken Sunday by Saliva Recent most hated song: Hammer by Culcha Candela (tho I never really heard the song fully) Last tv show watched: Popstars or Super Sweet Sixteen Listening to atm: Big Brother by Kanye West (got iTunes on shuffle) Bands/Artists I'm into atm: Saliva and Yellowcard ............................................................................................................................. Oh and I continued writing 2 stories I stopped writing for some reason... and I started 2 new ones... yeh... =/ http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
GraDoN Posted October 1, 2007 Posted October 1, 2007 lol, so where is the vodka? can i have em? sounds like its all good http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/095443c5f5914cdd05b1d389456c201e.jpg http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8df3638f80a4f010e06ef2c959f426e8.gif http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/fe80ab99471398f0ef121d8f90c31038.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 1, 2007 Author Posted October 1, 2007 lol, so where is the vodka? can i have em? sounds like its all good haha well yeh sure *gives ya the vodka* wouldnt say all good but yeh... =/ http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 2, 2007 Author Posted October 2, 2007 Update Imma try to keep it short... Today dancing session! lol Tomorrow no school! yay! lol Thursday hopefully maths test back! lol Saturday Oktoberfest! w00t! uhm... yeh... thats it... short... lol I guess I'm all good again but still feel kinda bad bc I can't help my better half... =/ http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
GraDoN Posted October 2, 2007 Posted October 2, 2007 well it sounds better, all the best jos http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/095443c5f5914cdd05b1d389456c201e.jpg http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8df3638f80a4f010e06ef2c959f426e8.gif http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/fe80ab99471398f0ef121d8f90c31038.jpg
Jeezy Posted October 2, 2007 Posted October 2, 2007 Imma try to keep it short... Today dancing session! lol Tomorrow no school! yay! lol Thursday hopefully maths test back! lol Saturday Oktoberfest! w00t! uhm... yeh... thats it... short... lol I guess I'm all good again but still feel kinda bad bc I can't help my better half... =/ When are we gonna see you doing "Dance Star"? Have fun on the Oktoberfest
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 3, 2007 Author Posted October 3, 2007 well it sounds better, all the best jos thanks Josh When are we gonna see you doing "Dance Star"? Have fun on the Oktoberfest Dance Star? hmm... I was thinkin of trying it when I'm 16 but honestly its not just that I don't like D! its also that I don't really wanna dance for him and his "uber cool" dance nation or whatever... If I decided becoming 'famous' with dancing then just with Justin lol and thanks http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Jeezy Posted October 3, 2007 Posted October 3, 2007 thanks Josh Dance Star? hmm... I was thinkin of trying it when I'm 16 but honestly its not just that I don't like D! its also that I don't really wanna dance for him and his "uber cool" dance nation or whatever... If I decided becoming 'famous' with dancing then just with Justin lol and thanks Yeah...D! sucks big time.... Just imagine...you in a Justin video....
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 3, 2007 Author Posted October 3, 2007 Yeah...D! sucks big time.... Just imagine...you in a Justin video.... hahaha well... *imagines* hahaha! I guess it'd be awesome huh? oh btw talkin of being in a video with Justin if you know how the dancer in the vid My Love is called or something bout her please tell me (the one with brown/black hair who's dancing almost all the time with him)!! im her new fan oh and the choreo to My Love is awesome! I'd love to know it!! <3 lol http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Jeezy Posted October 3, 2007 Posted October 3, 2007 hahaha well... *imagines* hahaha! I guess it'd be awesome huh? oh btw talkin of being in a video with Justin if you know how the dancer in the vid My Love is called or something bout her please tell me (the one with brown/black hair who's dancing almost all the time with him)!! im her new fan oh and the choreo to My Love is awesome! I'd love to know it!! <3 lol It's Michele Martinez I've seen her live and she danced so great:)
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 3, 2007 Author Posted October 3, 2007 It's Michele Martinez I've seen her live and she danced so great:) OMG!!! you know her name!? thank you so much!!! shes the best dancer i ever saw! http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Jeezy Posted October 3, 2007 Posted October 3, 2007 OMG!!! you know her name!? thank you so much!!! shes the best dancer i ever saw! Yeah...no problem :thumbsup:
MrsBennington-Delson Posted October 3, 2007 Author Posted October 3, 2007 Yeah...no problem :thumbsup: I actually found her officiel page which is down atm... lol Imma stalk her!! nah jk xD http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
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