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I hate hate hate having to go to bed. I'll just be stuck staring at the ceiling for the next three hours - why couldn't I spend the time doing something productuve?

 

Also, my keyboard is messing up. Crap.

 

And finally, Trent Reznor is absolutely worth the space in both my av and sig. No arguments. That is all.

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Thinking bout going to bed and what the doctor will say tomorrow about my tummy pains :'(

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:friends: Chaz: For some reason we like each other.

Mike: He likes me a lot, and I can't stand him.

Chaz: Oh, I guess not then.

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Egad. Apparently I'm no longer allowed to lay still with my eyes closed, for fear I may fall asleep. I've always done that...why do my grandparents suddenly disallow it...?

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:'( fuck this pain, it's gonna be the death of me I betcha.

 

Mental note: don't drink alcohol.

Ok, conscience! Wait...is that my conscience speaking or my mother talking to me? I don't know.

 

Reminds me of a quote from Finding Nemo:

"Are you my conscience?"

"Yes Dory, I'm your conscience."

Lol.

Mia Elizabeth 18/2/10

Kate Helena 8/7/11

 

My baby girls <3

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Things. I'm thinking about things. Parents are seperated, and there's a random chance we (Mom, me, and my brother) could be moving in with my mom's boyfriend, who is also my martial arts instructor. Weird situation all around. I like the guy - heck, I love him llike an uncle. But I'm really looking forward to getting away from all this. I don't belong in this town, I want out somewhere. Mom won't like it, but I need to go to some far away college.

 

Brain's all messed up right now. Must occupy it.

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To be honest I'm feelin' a bit frickin traumatised over some of the things I've come across while researching - I know I have no right to complain but oh my god - makes me wonder what the point is in trying to save such a vicious and horrid little planet. I know it's horrible to say but I really am inspired to write something - only problem is anything I've done feels weak by comparrison? No, wrong word, just... I know nothing I write can ever do anything of that magnitude justice, so I'm probably self-sabotaging on a grander scale than usual. Mind you, I'm also born a few generations too late and on the other side of the planet with no actual impact on my life or family at all (dare I say it, thank heavens) - but still, it's so horrific I can't look away. I guess that's the key to writing, if you feel strongly enough about something, that's probably a good bet to work on. Work on before and after work that is. Researched on lunch break. Hard to get into that headspace in those surrounds. Probably a good thing. It gets too burdensome / heavy sometimes.

 

Aside from that one of my cat's has brought in a lizard and won't shaddup singin' bout it! The other is just in the backyard howling. My cats talk more than I do in real life. I'm tryin' to have a deep conversation here! *grr* (PS I had to go out and save lizard, shock will prolly finish it off. Meanie ;))

 

Oh and wondering about the story I was working on here. I think I need that stupidity to keep me sane at the moment. Weirder things have happened.

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