{Wood'z Journal Act 2}

[woodyloveslinkin]

The original one lead chick's name was Tarja. Apparently she was being a bitch and the guys had enough so they kicked her out. The new chick just sucks. Now it's just another generic gothic metal bend.

 

I'm waiting for two people to get online; Jo, so I can tell her how disgusted i was by the insults of brian molko lol. no harm done. into to my school inbox and Rav, cos I haven't spoken to her since she had left for Greece.

[woodyloveslinkin]

okay im going to see die hard 4.0 with wayne today. lol steve wants to come and he's gonna be the third wheel. unless he brings heather and everyone will be okay. im not the clingy type so im all good.

[Sygy]

omg, die hard 4 is amazing!!!!11!!!!!!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

I didn't even see it! I saw some gay ass other thing...wait it was the bourne ultimative or what ever the fuck it is.

 

OMG!! I talked to Yvette the other day from my old high school. We talked for ages. She was like:

"Do you remember that day we tied your shoe laces together and we couldn't get them undone so I cut so much off that it was nearly impossible to tie those laces together?"

"Yeah that was funny. I remember I was trying to walk with my laces tied together and I waddled like a penguin. Then we decided to melt the plastic parts of the laces."

lol.

 

Rachel is so dead scared of me right now. I told Wayne what she said about him at Heather's 18th and ever since then, she's been nice to me =) Me and Heather are going to go to uni together out in Wagga Wagga. She wants to do Theatre Media and I want to do a double degree of photography and graphic design. But I have to make a portfolio for that, other courses at uni (CSU though; Charles Sturt University) and applying for TAFE for digital media.

 

For my portfolio I'm doing the different types of music genres.

 

GOTHS:

Heather

Callan

Erin

Ben

 

PUNKS:

Kirsty

Liz

Alex (male)

 

RnB/Hip Hop:

Dom

Rissa

Alex (female)

 

Country:

Sam

 

Blues/Swing:

Steve

 

So we're going to have a massive photoshoot down at the river on the 10th of October.

Me and Wayne celebrated our 2 months aniversary yesterday. And the HSC is coming up about in a month time, so study my ass off for that.

 

The other day the yr 12s had an auctioned off thing about how the yr 12s could be slaves for a day. Costa and Ozzy got $130 by Hamo's sister, we forgot her name, so we call her Hamo's sister, Tim and Trent got $11 by year 7s and i got $10 for Hastings, the principle!! So gotta do that for wednesday and Frew is coming from Dubbo to see me about my geography (cos I distance ed for geography).

 

Cos I want to do Graphic Design, Elmo aka Steve from Sydney, has offered me to do his album cover, since he's a DJ at two clubs. So I might do that as well.

 

Ergh, my roots are showing big time cos I went from normal brown to red to bleached, to chestnut, I have blonde streaks in my hair. So Mum's gonna do that tomorrow for me.

[woodyloveslinkin]

I'm getting my roots done today so my hai doesn't look stingy.

I wanna get a blacklight/UV tattoo across the back of my neck. They look fucking awesome. And planning next year, I'm gonna get a bottom and top lip piercing. That'll look awesome.

[Sygy]

o no dnt get a top lip piercing, they look soo chavy!!!!

but get the bottem be cafeful that it doenst chip the pearlys!

[Jeezy]

I'm getting my roots done today so my hai doesn't look stingy.

I wanna get a blacklight/UV tattoo across the back of my neck. They look fucking awesome. And planning next year, I'm gonna get a bottom and top lip piercing. That'll look awesome.

 

 

sounds cool..

 

I never heard of blacklight tattoos

[allieking]

wow i just read your journal and omg you confuse me more than sygy and thats no easy. anyways just thought i'd drop by to say hi *waves* oh and thanks for the hug hun

[woodyloveslinkin]

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL EVER !!!! *hangbangs to placebo*

Hi Allie and all. Nice to see you all.

Omg today's final assembly was a tear jerker. Emily, the girl vice captain made Brent, the other captain cry today in their final speech. She literally started crying. And I was like to Zoe "please don't cry I wanna cry as well."

Heather was about to cry as well, but I could see that she was holdingit back. Alice and Rachel wanted to cry.

OMG. Rachel was being nice to me yesterday and she signed me school shirt and wanted me to sign her shirt.Wow. She must be that scared of me to be actually nice to me. I got people to sign my shirt yesterday and today. I'm having detachment issues with Cassie, my fav drama teacher. We wrote her a note last lesson condemning her for not being there and we made her cry >.< cos i was crying when I wrote that, well, i almost wanted to. Heather as well. LOL!

 

Listening to a sad song now... Black by Pearl Jam, just by sheer luck.

 

Got Mendes' 18th tonight. So I'm getting Mum to buy him some red wine and I wrote a Haiku for him.

 

Last night we had a Year 12 dinner on the library balcony and fuck Caine and Duncan went skitzo with the party string! They were spraying it everywhere. Caine got pissed off about something Duncan had said so Caine smothered him in string, full on wasting a whole bottle of it on him. Mr Hastings didn't mind, he was laughing. Then I danced around with sparklers in my hands like a drunk lol, despite the fact that we couldn't drink grog cos it was on school grounds. I've got a shit load of piccies from last night's BBQ but it's taking forever to load up.

I'm gonna post 'Our Truth' today!! It's Lullaby's new name. Lullaby is A Perfect Circle/Creed song and Our Truth is a Lacuna Coil song. Lullaby was aimed towards the paradoxical nature of all the fights that the Bourdon family is famous for and since Titania's only 3 months old. Our Truth is more towards the truth that lies between Rob/Ravyn and the twins and the rest of the family (except for Rob).

[allieking]

my daughter cried at her leavers assembly, she was leaving primary school and going to high school and her class teacher had done a slideshow of all the pictures from when they were 3 to when they were 11. she had to read a speach about her best friend and she couldn't because she was crying so much. have a great time at your friends 18th hun

[woodyloveslinkin]

I shouldn't have drank. I got so pissed off my brain that i started to smoke some cigars with Kirsty and we were showing heather how to smoke them, that Wayne got pissed off at me and broke it off, while I was already drunk. I was like:

 

"You're kidding right? You're breaking up with me?"

"No."

 

I ran away and cried for the rest of Mendes party. I got so drunk that Timmy had to carry me to Jessie's car, Jessie drove, Timmy was at the front, I was laying down in the back and Kirsty was stroking my head. Timmy was giving my wallet and my shoes when we got at the driveway of my place, and I said for him to keep them. He didn't.

 

I've been crying all morning and trying to get Mendes to wake Wayne up. I don't know what to do. I've fucked this relationship up and I didn't even mean to.

 

Mendes said to me that he should've waited until the morning to break up with me, instead of breaking it off with me while i was pissed.

[woodyloveslinkin]

Look at Kate, interferring into the camera. Look at Heather! She's squatting (im gonna hunt her down for her sword necklace)!! Look at Rissa, she's got her eyes close and she looks like she's humping Steve! Poor Kirsty all small and looking over Steve. Look at me, retarded as ever!

 

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[Sygy]

thats a great pic!!!

[allieking]

nice pic hunny, he broke up with you while you were drunk because hes not man enough to do it while your sober!!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

yeah it was a great pic. talking of great pics I got a whole heap of great pics from my 18th. You can tell I was out of it. lol, kirsty had her fluro pink hair in these ones (i'll post them later).

 

I've done enough crying for a weekend. He said that the only thing that he regrets is that he should've broken up with me while i was sober. because right after we broke up i started to drink more and more. then kirsty and heather convinced that i should start sobering up in which i did a good job, but still left the party half conscious. if he didn't want me to drink (cos apparently he said that i promised that i wouldn't get smashed in which i did get smashed) he should've made more of an effort to stop me. heather threatened to punch me in the stomach if i didn't give back her drink, cos I'm the stealing drunk type. and wayne should've been more flexible in his choices, he couldn't have just broken up with just because of that one moment and apparently i went against his morals. plus, he embarrassed me in front of everyone.

 

Rissa had an episode and a half when she got smashed. She went off at Kirsty about Trent her grad partner and Kirsty felt really offended, despite the fact that Rissa did ring up the next morning and apologise. Trent heard all the stuff that Rissa went off at Kirsty for and is refusing to talk to her. Poor Rissa, this is the second time she's done this to him.

[woodyloveslinkin]

Fuck him. I don't need him no more. He won't admit to a number of things that he did that night, like embarrassing me in front of everyone. Fuck him. Don't need for the grad. Me, Rissa and Tabitha are going to go as a threesome couple now. Cos I've already got my grad dress, which is a cream strapless dress that has a little bit of a trail behind it. Gotta ask my Nana for some pearls though and get my nails done etc. Can't wait for the grad!!! the 21st November!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

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That's what I did for Elmo. He's like my older brother (and because we both hate my ex bf Ben). He's a DJ down in Sydney, and he said that he's gonna get me into the two nightclubs that he works out for free. I have to come and visit Lauren and Yvette in Sydney as well, but I'm excited to see Yvette, my fat asian Year 10 best friend!

 

But as far as I am concerned WAGGA WAGGA here I come. Me, Rissa and Heather are gonna move there for uni. Apparently, the campus blocks are real scummy, cos Heather went there the other day. I saw Rush Hour 3 with Heather, Steve and Trent the other night. It was good fun to get out of the house. Then Heather and I were passing Callan's place and we decided to pop in for a good chat. That chat lasted 1 1/2 hours lol.

[Sygy]

what hte hell is WAGGA WAGGA

[woodyloveslinkin]

Wagga Wagga is a place about 2 hours from here. My friends are raciest and call it coon land. But so do I when I have the shits. (coon is a rasciest terminology for aboriginals btw sygy).

 

Sygy! I had a dream about you last night! I don't know why, but I've been having little sleep and weird dreams. I went to bed at 3 am and got up at 8 am...

[woodyloveslinkin]

Well. Tabitha told me that Erin + Callan broke up the other night and through out the IPT exam i thought to myself:

"Mmm...Maybe I should ask Callan out instead of Mendes.."

Then I thought I would ask neither out because Callan thinks I'm a dyke. This was proven on my photo shoot day when he said to me:

"Hey Sarah! You can wear my spikey dog collar, because you look like a dyke anyway."

I've never given it back to him. Lol. My mum hates it. I love it. Sweet spikes.

And Mendes thinks I'm a teeny Goth.

"Hey Sarah, you're grass is so emo that it cuts itself."

I'm sorry but that's the lamest thing I've heard that's coming out of his mouth so far.

Photobucket is down, and it's not as though I remembered my account .... born2baplacebo?? Lol. That was my bos username. That site gave me a headache. But enlightened me at the same time cos I caught up with Megan from my old public high school in Sydney (Muirfield High) and I met Trisha and Sophie off there.

I spoke to Mel on MSN the other night. She was like:

"OMG you are on for the first time in 5000000000000 years!"

Lol. Apparently she's getting a new bf each week and Pru is lecturing her. Good on you Pru! Taking my job of lecturing Mel!

Steve asked Rissa out and Rissa was like:

"WTF?"

Rissa called me and it was like she was pregnant with Trent's baby or something (lol she had a dream about that and we classed it as a psycological thriller nightmare). Yeah, Rissa was distraught and she was like me:

"You know what this means, he's asked out everyone in the group except you and Heather (cos they are cousins). You're on the list! Beware darling!"

Tabitha, Rissa and I concluded that the most two cattiest girls in my group are Sarah F and Kirsty.

Miffy had kittens! Two to be exact! I named one "Ginger Spice" cos they are both ginger. Who wants a kitten? I'll send it in the mail!

I'm moving to Glanmire (you have Bathurst, Kelso, Raglan, Glanmire, then another place, then so on and so on). To be on a farm, which is going to be shit scary.

I'm going to be in the Australian Defence Force doing admin stuff. Free Health cover here I come! Well, that was part of my job searching things today.

 

http://www.uploadengine.net/download.php?file=843cadence of her last breath.jpg

 

This is Heather and Liz, and a pic a took of them and photoshopped it. Liz is the one sitting down, lol, she decided to come to the photoshoot Punked up. Heather on the other hand, no, she's a total goth, that's why we're going to Nightwish together along with Alice! Cos Callan is moving to Brisbane, and Rachel wants to see Rory instead. And plus, I haven't sorted out entirely all my differences with that woman. "Cadance of her last breath" is one of Heather's favourite Nightwish songs. I was afraid that i was gonna fuck the original one up badly. I think I did.

 

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Red Bull gives you wings! Lol. This is Alex (she looks much older but she's only 14) and she's Liz's little sister. You can so see it is photoshopped. I love what it says on her shirt: "It's my way or the highway". Lol. So Alex. I didn't know I had so many friends until now. But Alex is going for a modelling career in Sydney. And Alex was the one at my 18th who had to go home early because it was like 9 pm and she was so trashed. Well, I was too, but I was sleeping over at my sister's place that night.

 

I HAVE NO RESILIENCE TO ALCOHOL !! I get drunk so fucking quick. As proven at Mende's 18th, and at mine. Heather's 18th I couldn't drunk because we were in a Chinese resturuant opposite the Kings Bar. But when we went to Kings, Rudgey (aka Sam), Callan (despite the fact that he's underage), AJ (aka Alysia), Alice, Erin, Liz, and me, I started to get tipsey. Heather was getting jiggy with the cigarette machine, and we have photos to prove it! What was so interesting about Heather's 18th at the Kings that night, Liz was sitting at the bar while everyone else went into the pokies and a drunk guy come in with a box of weetbix and starting to say how much he loved them (weetbix is a cereal, wheat bars). I was at myself for not seeing the guy in the bar. I had to be told this!

 

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This one is of my friend Dom (aka Dominique, I named one of DS's character after her and the other after Monique after my good friend and daughter from Muirfield High. She's a mini-sarah Monique is! and apparently her father is Chester Bennington. She was so disturbed. She was like "Mum, can you tell Dad to stop being emo?") and its a photomerge of three pictures i took of her blowing bubbles in the shopping centre. OMG there was this spastic retard that came up to us, while we were trying to get a shot of a "No Entry" sign on a door, and told us that:

"You can't take photos inside a shopping mall. Anti-terriorism laws."

Bullshit. We managed to take dozens of photos, even with him walking past me, Rissa and Dom.

 

http://www.uploadengine.net/download.php?file=782Snow White Queen copy.jpg

 

This one of my favourites, because it's so overdone. "Snow White Queen" = my favourite Evanescence song on The Open Door. It's Callan and Heather. Apparently it was Callan's most hated pose. I could even see him kicking himself for such poses!

 

OMG talking of Open Door songs, Rob from Kelso High is Ben's (My and Jack White's son) gf ex-boyfriend. And Ben wants me to "hook up" with Rob. I mean, fuck he's hot, and he's very good at circus performance (I saw him performing at Circus Oxide one day), but he's a whinger! He came to our trial night for Drama, and apparently he "electrocuted" himself on our lighting switchboard and pissed Heather off so badly. So they replaced our system with Kelso's. Cos he did this perfomance two Open Door songs at the time that we snuck out of drama and school (well Ms Burt came with us) to go and see it cos Jack had the times in his bag. So we just got in our cars and left the school grounds.

 

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Final one. It's called "Nemo" because it that stage I was looking to do a song cover, and Nemo by Nightwish most suited it. Well, I have another version on my computer but it's for "The Only One" by Evanescence. Liz and Heather again. It's one of my finest pieces of digital art I have on my comp.

 

Anyway, I've got my Drama exam on next Friday so I'm all prepared for my essays on Australian Contemprory Theatre and Irish Theatre. And then fuck you school, I am done! I am not going to socially conform and get a grad date since Wayne decided to ask Jess Moore to the grad once I told him that I never wanted to speak to him again.

 

WOO !

[woodyloveslinkin]

I've been accepted into digital media at tafe.

 

I'm friends with Rachel now. She has left with her bf Rory to be in Sydney. Heather is also leaving, to go to Wagga Wagga for her uni course. Callan has left me to be in uni in Brisbane. I still love him lots. He's my fallen angel. lol.

 

Caught up with Yvette, Mel, and Monique when I was in Sydney a couple of days ago. I went to Muirfield with Yvette and Monique and i went to SCECGS with Mel.

 

That's all I have to say. And that I am going to be bored shitless today.

[woodyloveslinkin]

Icky Thump - The White Stripes. Best song ever.

 

getting my hair re-dyed tomorrow, so it's DDAARRRKKKK red. lol.

[woodyloveslinkin]

ahh fuck im moving away by myself for uni.

 

**insert joy here**

[woodyloveslinkin]

I've got Master Passion Greed by Nightwish stuck in my head. Good vocals Marco!

[woodyloveslinkin]

Ahh so close to moving and still sore from the Nightwish concert. I got my hair cut to my shoulders now and I am dying it black cos it's a easier colour to maintain. ANYTHING BUT BORING BROWN !!