{Wood'z Journal Act 2}

[Jeezy]

I tried. I looked stoned without make up on.

 

don't we all look stoned?

[woodyloveslinkin]

Unless you were once my brother that loved make up (his heavy goth days)/you're Brian Molko (to present day) then no, just me in particular.

[Jeezy]

Unless you were once my brother that loved make up (his heavy goth days)/you're Brian Molko (to present day) then no, just me in particular.

 

I'm Brian Molko's brother

 

does that count?

[woodyloveslinkin]

tell your brother he's hot in that case. 8P

[Jeezy]

tell your brother he's hot in that case. 8P

 

I will...lol

[woodyloveslinkin]

I feel like going down to Maccas, but my piercing is swelling up a heap and I found it hard to even eat baked beans earlier on.

[Jeezy]

I feel like going down to Maccas, but my piercing is swelling up a heap and I found it hard to even eat baked beans earlier on.

 

you and your piercings..I can spy a serious addiction coming up

[woodyloveslinkin]

I was there!!

[Jeezy]

I was there!!

 

good for you

[woodyloveslinkin]

I'm reliving memories in youtube right now, my net can handle youtube now!!

Some of these fans that were there that night have got the aussie chant that we did.

Bad sound quality though.Trying to find the video where someone yells out *innocent eyes* "Gimme your Tiara Annette" after the Islander performance. I swear if I can find it I am forcing everyone to hear my voice!

[diana]

Oh, new piercing...o.0

It really does look pretty good on you...

[woodyloveslinkin]

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f53b48d0395c257a91ff29fb009ecf91.jpg

Overtired.

Looking stoned (excuse - no makeup and answer - hide face)

No Jeezy. Not going to conform to showing my eyes.

I was fucking kneeling down that's how shithouse that camera is and it ran outta battery. *cries*

Nice view of my bathroom hey? lol.

Diana - thanks

[Jeezy]

^^..you should show your tongue piercing, too

[woodyloveslinkin]

I'm planning on not scarring the rest of my journal readers if you want to see my tongue Jeezy, go through my facebook profile photos

[woodyloveslinkin]

Ergh, my mother woke me up this morning, by sending me a txt message I replied back saying "Ma! It's a saturday! Let me sleep in!" no response so far. I have coffee with Kate today and on thursday I've got coffee with Heather. We talked last night on facebook chat. She's going to get her industrial done and asked my advice on it and asked me if I am on a piercing spree, I merely nodded and smiled. Everyone who has seen it has said the exact same thing, well two, "Hey Sarah, that looks really good on you!" and "Is that your labret or is that your lip?" lmao. I didn't want to spend another $10 on a bar so I got the ring with the ball (examples on this page and the one over). Last night the piercing was feeling a bit weird but I guess with every piercing I've had done it's felt weird and I've had to get used to it. Like my tongue, I was ready to take it out the first night I was in that much pain but now I feel almost naked without my bar through my tongue. Funny how people have now started to come to me and ask for advice for peircings.

 

Most recommended starting piercing - get your ears done again, need to get used to pain.

(I started with that that's why)

Most prone to infection peircing/s - Belly button and tongue, belly button aquires sweat and dirt quickly especially in summer, tongue, well duh, food can get stuck under the piercing.

(I'm lucky haven't gotten any infections)

Most painful piercing - Sceptum, haven't had it done, not planning to, but I've got many friends who have it done.

(Most painful of mine - Tongue)

 

Heather and I had a real long chat and she even asked me why I had changed my relationship status on my profile to single, I had to explain it, she is after all my best friend and so she was like "Yeah, you're right, we need to talk." Heather the Ninja we call her now. Apparently she walked around her cottage on campus acting like a ninja. Lmao. Sounds like her, random, see this is how we are best friends, we're both fucking nuts! But I tell you guys something random and weird, I txted Kate yesterday to meet me at a cafe tommorrow (which is today) and a couple of minutes later I turned around (as I was waiting for the uni bus to come and pick me up from the mall) and there she was in the process of replying!

 

Damn I have so many birthdays to go to. Sam's 19th is on the same night as Heather's 19th at the end of this month and then I have to go Liam's 21st shortly after that. Thank you Facebook for reminding me of them.

 

Now Playing - The Poet and the Pendulum by Nightwish

My god! I love Marco's screams in this! And I love the ending...

 

Be still, my son

You're home

Oh when did you become so cold?

The blade will keep on descending

All you need is to feel my love

 

Search for beauty, find your shore

Try to save them all, bleed no more

You have such ocean's within

In the end

I will always love you

 

 

http://img81.imageshack.us/img81/8382/evanescenceepzm5.jpg

 

 

WHAT THE FUCK??These people deserve death for doing that to a good Nightwish album (Once). Grrr.

[woodyloveslinkin]

Well I went shopping today to try and get Daniel off my mind. When I get $300 for a bill I haven't paid yet (my laptop one) it's so hard to resist going out and spending it all, like just then, well not of it. Figured if I pay them $50 a fortnight I'll eventually pay the $275 bill off.

 

I saw some kick ass ugg boots that came in beige and black! I was going to get the black ones but they didn't have the black ones in my size (I'm big foot) so I had to settle for the beige ones. Go up to my knees, zip and lace up, got them on hold until Tuesday. Yay, and got some new shirts and a skirt, first time I've been clothes shopping in the first time in about six months!

 

Katie and I went shopping around as well. Well, Kate, I like to call her Katie. My God! She's small! I didn't realise how small she was until I realised I had to kinda bend down to give her a hug! I would say about 5"3/4 ish. I now can stalk her at work, she works at the Dining Hall now at the Uni (why would I be eating at with the catered cottage kids? I only know three, Steve, Emma and Mel, better make that 4, Katie herself.) Again, another being that has complimented about my first noticible piercing. Now, I've made it 10 x harder for me to get a job. Oh well, I enjoy being a uni student and being paid for it. Got new batteries for my camera and a USB cord for my printer to connect to my comp (the fuckwits at Canon forgot to make it clear that the printer didn't come with a USB cord). Installed the newest version of photoshop (CS3) so woo!

[Jeezy]

small girls are hot, too

[woodyloveslinkin]

Lol! That was a bit random. Got two brand new pics in the member's pic thread, or failing that go to my facebook album >> http://www.new.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3944087&l=00cb4&id=906285354

[woodyloveslinkin]

One photo I didn't post in the member's pics thread. ergh, lips are so dry because of this new piercing.

 

http://photos-354.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_3944087_1409.jpg

[woodyloveslinkin]

Forgiven - Alanis Morissette

 

You know how us Catholic girls can be

We make up for so much time a little too late

I never forgot it, confusing as it was

No fun with no guilt feelings

The sinners, the saviors, the loverless priests

I'll see you next Sunday

 

We all had our reasons to be there

We all had a thing or two to learn

We all needed something to cling to

So we did

 

I sang Alleluia in the choir

I confessed my darkest deeds to an envious man

My brothers they never went blind for what they did

But I may as well have

In the name of the Father, the Skeptic and the Son

I had one more stupid question

 

We all had our reasons to be there

We all had a thing or two to learn

We all needed something to cling to

So we did

 

What I learned I rejected but I believe again

I will suffer the consequence of this inquisition

If I jump in this fountain, will I be forgiven

We all had our reasons to be there

We all had a thing or two to learn

We all needed something to cling to

So we did

 

We all had delusions in our head

We all had our minds made up for us

We had to believe in something

So we did

 

 

I've had this song stuck in my head for a couple of days. Damn Mel singing it!

Um...not much to say. I got told I was hot from Tom a.k.a. Draper last night. He only responds to Draper, it's quite funny at times. We would be like "Tom!" nothing "Tom!" nothing "Draper!" "Huh?" lol. Imogen keeps checking up on me. Nothing from Daniel, which could be good but I don't think it is. I know he's at his Mum's place this weekend where there's no phone reception at all, so not cool. I still thinking about him. Strangely enough I'm finding more and more shit of his around my room (Oh! Btw he hasn't given back my PJs and my Dvds which I was a bit iffy about.) and I can still smell him. It sounds weird but its everywhere in my room. This room is starting to freak me out. Maybe I'm half expecting Daniel to come back and I dunno, we get back together? I still haven't gotten over him and it's driving me nuts. I listen to Alanis Morissette and I can hear in the back of my head his commentry of her -

"Only dykes listen to Whingey Morissette,"

Is that why I'm listening to her still? I don't know, I'm still scattered about everything and it's driving me nuts.

I put a time limit on when my mum can call me. She did it again this morning and I replied back saying do not call before 11 am, agreed? Especially on weekends, it only can be broken if it's an emergency. Understand mother?

Lol I'm harsh at times.

[FireHawk]

LMAO about Draper thing and hope you get over Daniel so you guys can get back together again I hope you don't get back together cause you deserve better...

[woodyloveslinkin]

I had coffee with him at gloria jeans today. That place is so sentimental to me. When we first started going out I would make up a lame excuse to leave the household (my parents were with me here at that stage) to go see him behind their backs, and eventually Mum found out. But my stepdad to this day doesn't know about me and daniel.

 

I found myself almost wanting to hurt him again. He said that he loved me deeply but what because what I did, it wasnt something that could be forgiven overnight and cos he loves me that's why he can't be with me, he told me to move on and forgot about everything that had happened. I said I couldn't do that and then I found myself almost wanting to hurt him. So he left me there in the shopping centre with tears running down my face and then I turned a bit angry. I followed him home and he let me in to his place to talk about everything. Something happened that now that I think now, didn't wish to happen and eventually about twenty minutes later he told me that he regretted what we just did. He said if we get back together that his parents will not know. I don't think I can risk it again. I love him deeply but I'm only going to set myself up to get hurt again, if we do get back together. He just can't make up his mind at times. One moment he says he wants me and another he doesn't. I said to him that love makes people do stupid thing and he retorted back with some philosophical bullshit about how love is the greatest of evils. And he also said that the piercing looked good on me and that I looked beautiful in my new baby blue top and skirt with my fucking awesome black boots that I thought I left in Bathurst, woo!

 

I don't know right now. I told Mum about the break up, not the details, cos she's sick and all, and her response was "you and dan are in a see-saw relationship, that's not good hun." I could've easily accepted Draper's proposal about going out with him but I said no I didn't want to use him as rebound and that if I do right now, go out with him, I'll only be using him to get back at Daniel. I'm not that sort of person (anymore...).

 

Now Playing - All In The Family - Korn feat. Limp Bizkit

[woodyloveslinkin]

I told mum about what's been happening.

She's was like *grabs email* -

"Sorry to hear you are unhappy. Just a couple of thoughts though. If you truly loved him, you would not want to hurt him no matter what, so the question is, do you really love him or are you just upset that the relationship has not worked out. What help are you getting?"

 

Damn fucking hell. I hate it when when she gets like that (all mothery) but *meh* mother's role.

I feel better telling her but still fell like a motherfucking-shithouse-emotionally-unstable-wreck

[MrsBennington-Delson]

hmm well maybe your mum is right? =S dunno...

I think you should think about that and decide yourself bc as I use to say no matter what you decide it'll be good since its your decision =)

[woodyloveslinkin]

Hmm maybe. I hate it when mother's turn out right.

 

Not much to say. So far. Getting ready to go to uni today. And listening Bye Bye Beautiful by Nightwish. Was watching a shitload youtube videos last night include parodies of Nightwish songs like the one of Wishmaster. It goes -

"Hamster, a dentist, hard porn, steven seagull, warrior, this rifle in me, the fish master," it's the misheard lyrics.

:lol:

I saw the other misheard lyrics of Nightwish's like End of All Dope (End of All Hope). Not so good compred to the Wishmaster one. And there was Wish I Had An Angel one, I was like "uh huh."