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it's perfectly normal to feel like that...I from my own experience understand how it is, partly.

it'll pass...it always does

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yeah it's all well gay.

 

 

 

Urghh. I feel awful today.. seriously whenever I have one of these boring sundays I end up wallowing in self-pity... self pitying sundays that's what they should be called. I dunno I just feel like crying and I dunno why I don't even have a decent reason to feel like this I just dooo, it's probably hormones or something. I just feel jealous of everyone and everyone who has a significant other and everyone who is dead clever and yeah I miss Mark and i haven't heard from him for a couple of days but I'm phoning him tonight but gahhh I just wish i could see him and i wish he lived up here. And I feel horribly jealous of this guy I used to have something with, he's got a new gf and she's staying over at his house this weekend and he used to say that'd be me and him doing that and urghhh i dunno why i'm so jealous cause i don't even like him much anymore cause he was a twat in the end and yeahh >_<

 

 

wow rant over. nobody has to read that lol i'm just being stupid.

Yea I know how you feel I've had these days alot of times.

a few weeks ago (before the first date, after the second etc.) I was bawling my eyes out each of those nights cause i was dissapointed in myself and stuff.. I just let it be and tried to cheer myself up and talk to friends and it faded. haven't really had a moodswing in some time :0

and screw that ex guy (: you're probably much better than his new gf xD

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Fribs: purple is cool, I'm confident enough about my sexuality to sport this colour

Jona: im just gay enough...

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haha thanks hun xD

 

Now I'm off to play some classic Tomb Raider to cheer myself up.. I haven't played on it for ages, I miss our Lara!

i still love you, girl from mars.

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ARGHHHHH :'(

 

Alison; "Not quite blonde, are we? More of a dirty blonde." says:

yeah and dun dunn dunnnnnn boys.

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waht about jsut one boy

Alison; "Not quite blonde, are we? More of a dirty blonde." says:

that's boring and anyway i'm off men until i get college all settled since i need friends there not faithful admirers.

^o) SWISH 8-) (8) Tonight make me unstoppable and i will charm i wil... says:

dyke

Alison; "Not quite blonde, are we? More of a dirty blonde." says:

am nottt :(

^o) SWISH 8-) (8) Tonight make me unstoppable and i will charm i wil... says:

i shud probs jsut try and find someone quick before u miss all chances and end up havign stupid msn convos with them all the time

Alison; "Not quite blonde, are we? More of a dirty blonde." says:

mmhmm...

^o) SWISH 8-) (8) Tonight make me unstoppable and i will charm i wil... says:

fucking hate when that happens

Alison; "Not quite blonde, are we? More of a dirty blonde." says:

maybe you should just stop talking to them then ^o)

 

 

Right so that's me and my best guy friend on msn moments ago... herghhhh. Okay I love him to bits but not in THAT way! Whyyy and I know he's referring to me it's totally obvious, this is just gonna make everything so awkwarddd and I'm gonna well miss talking to him we have a right laugh =( Damn my irresistableness... heh. I am going to cry!

 

 

 

 

 

On a brighter note I went to the Trafford Centre today with my mum and she bought me some new stuff for getting good exam results! I got a new mp3 player, a sony one this time cause my ipod is like dead, a really nice crimson red winter coat thats sooo lovely and she got it despite it being really expensive at like £90 and I got some new jeans that I'd needed for ages.. yay ^_^

i still love you, girl from mars.

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lol at convo

 

 

90 isnt expenisve at all! seems wuite cheap, good bargin m'dear!

 

iam mors sola fuga est

 

 

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Yeahh I'm really pissed off now, I mean I'd always had my suspicions that he liked me but he coulda kept them quiet since I never did anything to suggest that I might like him as more than a friend, I feel bad for him mostly but yeah, I just hope we can get back to being friends eventually.

 

 

Lol my life sounds like a soap opera.

i still love you, girl from mars.

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yeah...but I mean it's not like he decided to be in love with you...

I understand how you feel though

 

 

isn't life in general like a soap opera?

people interact and have problems in dramatic ways, then when they die, new people come and have the same problems in the same ways lol

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Haha yeah that's true, though there are alot more murders and people getting away with murders, especially in Eastenders! I hate Eastenders >_<

i still love you, girl from mars.

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Shhhh!

I scan through my mum's TV magazine every week and I always read the Eastenders page because it's inbetween my Corrie and Emmerdale pages xD

That's all....... honest! >.>

i still love you, girl from mars.

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haha

yeah right :p

 

 

it's unbeliavable how mesmerizing this stuff can be

sometimes I've had to snap myself out of watching a soap that mum happens to be watching or somehting

lol

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Lol Alison.. I think a ginger emo was looking at me today!! :0

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Fribs: purple is cool, I'm confident enough about my sexuality to sport this colour

Jona: im just gay enough...

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oooo alison bad situation with your friend, now your gonna feel all weird around him. i've been through that, my really good male friend asked me out and i said no, after that i felt weird around him, untill he got a new gf.
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^ Yeah I'll have to hope my friend finds a gf, quickly too cause I miss him already! =(

 

Lol Alison.. I think a ginger emo was looking at me today!! :0

Oh emm gee, maybe Craig's moved to Holland? xD

i still love you, girl from mars.

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ooo noes, ginger emos.

 

iam mors sola fuga est

 

 

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haha probably first ginger emo I ever saw! and I also don't see emo's alot

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(On MSN)

Fribs: purple is cool, I'm confident enough about my sexuality to sport this colour

Jona: im just gay enough...

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ooo noes, ginger emos.

 

errrmmmm whats wrong with ginger people young lady?

 

andy is ginger!!!! and hes damn sexy!!!

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