The 'How You Feelin'' thread v5.0

[Linkin_lp_park]

saaad.... >_>

 

Ahw...you shouldn´t be sad...why are you sad?

[MayaTheVampire]

actually...I don't know... :/ ...I'm just sad :/

[woodyloveslinkin]

I'm a bit down. Talked to Callan on MSN just then. He seems he's not missing me or even Bathurst.

[nicole lynn.]

A bit out of it.

My boyfriend's gone for the weekend, and isn't showing a slight indication that he misses me.

But, he's with his Dad&friends from Spokane, so I shouldn't complain I guess.

[allieking]

feeling ok.its 10:25 am and i just tried to get andy out of bed and he wont get up sunays are the only day we get together

[Jeezy]

actually pretty good today

[GraDoN]

good like always

[MrsBennington-Delson]

I'm fine

[Linkin_lp_park]

Feeling good, going out for dinner tonight, eat loooots of food <3

[Black_Angel]

Too much maths revision... feel like my head is going to explode! >_<

[untitled]

feeling good, home alone, nice and quiet

[allieking]

feeling shitty.i put andys pants in the washing machine not knowing his wallet with £100 was in the pocket. i soon found out when he asked me if i had washed them. that lead to him being angry and telling me i fuck everything up and i'm dumb. its kinds true because this is the 2nd time i have washed a wallet of his, i also washed my ipod and daughetrs phone.

[GraDoN]

aw come now allie, shit happens.... some more than other like i keep losing my ID and driver license (in fact if any of you know where it is PLEASE tell me). so dont be harsh on yourself. just make sure you check the clothes next time. Put a note at the machine "Have you checked the pockets?". i did that with my dad, he kept forgetting his lights on in his car then we had to push it so i made a note next the the lights switch "Lights off?" and its working.

anyway i feel good, going to do some exercise now

[nicole lynn.]

A bit nostalgic.

Feeling a tad dumb, too.

Whenever my boyfriend's gone, I get paranoid, and feel that he's not thinking about me.

So, I know when I asked him is everything alright, it made him upset.

It just pushes him away.

 

But the tone to his voice was so peculiar.

 

Not looking forward to work.

I really need a new job.

They gave me 4 hours this week.

Efff that.

[Sygy]

Too much maths revision... feel like my head is going to explode! >_<

 

same with economics.

 

shit allie, but shit happens

[MayaTheVampire]

nooooo....school tomorroooooooow >_< ...NOOOOOOOO >_<

[untitled]

feeling shitty.i put andys pants in the washing machine not knowing his wallet with £100 was in the pocket. i soon found out when he asked me if i had washed them. that lead to him being angry and telling me i fuck everything up and i'm dumb. its kinds true because this is the 2nd time i have washed a wallet of his, i also washed my ipod and daughetrs phone.

aww shit happens, you are only human you can't do everything perfect right:)

[Black_Angel]

Not looking forward to work.

I really need a new job.

They gave me 4 hours this week.

Efff that.

Gah, I totally know how you feel, my workplace gave me 1 shift this week and sent me home after 2.5 hours because there was nothing to do.. I need the fricking money n'all!

 

 

Feel better Allie, you're not dumb, everyone makes mistakes! :]

 

 

 

Now, I'm alright really, actually looking forward to college tomorrow! ^^

[allieking]

yeah but no one makes mistakes like me. as andy says i fuck something up everyday, and its true, i do.

[Linkin_lp_park]

Dinner was great and had alot of fun

Tomorrow school again, don´t know if I wanna go

[Sygy]

yeah but no one makes mistakes like me. as andy says i fuck something up everyday, and its true, i do.

 

 

im sorry, but thats not really a nice thing for him to say.

 

anyways, im off to my bath then my bed to sleep!

[woodyloveslinkin]

^ im with u with that thing.

 

My ex use to say how much I use to fuck everything up for him and he treated me like crap. Then I left him cos I was sick of being treated like crap.

 

I am so out of it today. I need to get stoned it's craving me so badly. Plus the heat is getting to me and interferring with my sleeping patterns. My friends are starting to think I am sinking into depression again. I miss Callan alot. I'm so Callan sick and the thought of him not caring about me nor his friends in Bathurst really doesnt sit with me so well. And now Shayne, a guy that I use to idolise wants me. But I'm not sure if I want to set myself up to be heartbroken again.....cos his gf is in Europe and he said he'll dump her for me...I'm also confused as well as sleep deprived.

[littleblackstone]

i feel like CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[allieking]

^ im with u with that thing.

 

My ex use to say how much I use to fuck everything up for him and he treated me like crap. Then I left him cos I was sick of being treated like crap.

 

I am so out of it today. I need to get stoned it's craving me so badly. Plus the heat is getting to me and interferring with my sleeping patterns. My friends are starting to think I am sinking into depression again. I miss Callan alot. I'm so Callan sick and the thought of him not caring about me nor his friends in Bathurst really doesnt sit with me so well. And now Shayne, a guy that I use to idolise wants me. But I'm not sure if I want to set myself up to be heartbroken again.....cos his gf is in Europe and he said he'll dump her for me...I'm also confused as well as sleep deprived.

 

andy doesn't treat me badly, quite the opposite actually. i think he was just pissed off with me making mistakes all the time.

[nicole lynn.]

Ugh.

I'm well ripped.

I was happy earlier.

But now I just feel like I'm worn out, completely.

He gives no sign of missing me, and keeps staying for extra days in Spokane.

Makes me curious.

Because, he's not just there for his Dad.

He's chilling with all his old home boys.

The bro's before ho's homeboys.

Ugh.

I just over think things too much.

 

I bet he doesn't even realize that I care for him so deeply, or miss him as much as I do.