.:C'est la vie:.

[littleblackstone]

Jossi Jossi Jossi...

well well well...

 

going a bad girl, hmm?

getting drunk, making graffitis, screwing grades, wanting piercings...

 

I DONT RECOGNISE YOU ANYMORE!!

 

hahaha :lol:

 

good good! keep going... but try to study a lil bit more, i know what i'm talking bout cause this year it happened to me exactly the same thing

 

anf ur pics are tha uber coolness piercing looks awesome on you

[untitled]

pics are cool, like the fake piercing^^

i want one also in my lip, i'm allowed to do it but yeh i dunno

[untitled]

rofl Tristan gone emo..

nonono...NO

lol

 

i just like it alot XD

[Linkin_lp_park]

Emo´s?...

[LPShinodaFM]

:O:O:O:O Jos you pretty piece of love :O Go get a lip piercing the moment you turn 18. I swear to god that's gorgeous on you. :D:D

[MrsBennington-Delson]

it really looks good on you :]

 

Great pics

 

that first one is really good....you look nice with that fake piercing

 

Haha look at Jo Jo! Great pics gal!

Thankies guys :o

Jossi Jossi Jossi...

well well well...

 

going a bad girl, hmm?

getting drunk, making graffitis, screwing grades, wanting piercings...

 

I DONT RECOGNISE YOU ANYMORE!!

 

hahaha :lol:

 

good good! keep going... but try to study a lil bit more, i know what i'm talking bout cause this year it happened to me exactly the same thing

 

anf ur pics are tha uber coolness piercing looks awesome on you

Hey I told my best friend that I need some kinda style change in life I'm gettin bored kinda quickly of my look and shit :-P its just that till now I haven't found the "perfect style" to show what I am... don't wanna get all emo bc I'm not or all skater girl bc I'm not ^^ so I guess from time to time I'm putting my own parts together and bringin up the old Jos in a new way

or something like that x] lol

 

and thanks for the advice Imma try to do my best :thumbsup:

pics are cool, like the fake piercing^^

i want one also in my lip, i'm allowed to do it but yeh i dunno

hmm well if you really really want one try it out ^^ I mean its not like a tattoo that you can't remove it etc

 

rofl Tristan gone emo..

 

nonono...NO

lol

 

i just like it alot XD

 

Emo´s?...

LOL

 

that was actually the first thought of me and my friend since we both want one but I guess it depends on the girls or guys... some have one and dont look like Emos at all and some have a piercing and do so look like an Emo.. ^^

 

:O:O:O:O Jos you pretty piece of love :O Go get a lip piercing the moment you turn 18. I swear to god that's gorgeous on you. :D:D

Oh yeah Imma so do that! Go get 2 piercings and a huge tat on my back just to be like "there you go dad! I'm Jos and I always get what I want at some time!!" xD

nah jk ^^ lol

 

 

Update:

Went out yesterday evening with a friend of mine from volleyball... 2 other girls were with us and later on Tanja and Chris came, you know the 2 I was having trouble with... well uhm I haven't talked to Tanja anything... just said a lil Hi and asking her if she wants a Tequilla bc we were all buying one togheter... Chris was like "we still gotta talk with each other" me: "yeah sure some time" him: "no seriously we HAVE TO" me: "yeh yeh ok"

then later he went away with Tanja and Tatjana bc they got picked up and when he came back he was like "do you have a sec?" and since I was kinda tipsy I was like "Yeah sure anytime, for you always Chris, yeh yeh sure" and went outside the bar with him... There we were first standing around and he was like "you know we gotta talk about something"

me: "uhm really?"

him: "yes"

me: "well uhm idk what about *evil smile*"

him: "you know it"

me: "ah you mean the thing with tanja *still evil smile*"

him: "yup exactly that"

me: "uhm yeh what am I supposed to say?"

and then we talked kinda and I told him that it didnt find it ok from him to tell her bc friends just dont do that especially if they dont even know the other person... well anyways he said that its his fault then and ask me whats gonna happen now... gosh it felt like I was breaking up with him or something and now we dont know if we wanna stay friends or idk what O.o wtf?? well anyways I told him that its ok but that I don't know if it can be as it was, like our friendship... I hugged him goodbye and went back into the bar... gosh you guys seriously x]

 

Another funny thing was that Carina and I were talkin english almost all the time it was cool bc the other didnt really get what we're sayin bc he talk pretty well not fast but seems like to fast for them xD

 

so yeah today Imma just chill at home, at about 4pm my girls will come and we'll first make a Fan Shirt for one of our friends x] and then later on go get some chinese foooooooooood and then chill at the bar should be fun ^^ I love my girls <3 lol

[Jeezy]

wow that was a long entry

 

you should stay friends with him...he probably really regrets it.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

wow that was a long entry

 

you should stay friends with him...he probably really regrets it.

it wasn't that long x] just quoting a lot xD lol

 

hmm... well I'll see... I think he does really regret it but dunno... I guess I'll forgive him and everything will be good, tho I don't like the fact that he's hangin out with her but that's something else...

 

[untitled]

Yeah i'm thinking on getting a labret.. (underlip)

yep me2

 

 

hmm well if you really really want one try it out ^^ I mean its not like a tattoo that you can't remove it etc

 

true but it costs 70 euro here lol, so its not something i would random try, have to think about it more:)

[MrsBennington-Delson]

yep me2

 

 

true but it costs 70 euro here lol, so its not something i would random try, have to think about it more:)

70euros??? =O omfg!!

I asked my girls who have one and they said they paid between 15-30 euros depending on if you take a normal piercing too not just the medical one you gotta wear at first

 

Update:

Yesterday evening was fun

While we were waiting for our other friends to arrive my friend Hüfti decided to take some pics ^^ and while the other girls were like "omg the sun is shining right into my eyes I cant see!!!" I was like "omg my hair my hair" started laughing and asked Hüfti not to take a pic but well... she still did x] funny one: lol

http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD4934.jpg

When the others arrived we headed to a chinese restaurant and got some yummie yummie food x] lol

They actually got the same chopsticks as they had them in London =O booya!

So my girl Sabrina had some problems with em x] and I helped her and showed her how to use em

http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/YoshierklrtSabschkawiemanmitStbschk.jpg

Her and I were having pretty much the same shirt ^_^ it was a fan shirt for one of our friends (his name is Eschi)

and here: Caren, Sabrina and me a bit fuzzy but still a cool pic x] lol

http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/CareeeenSabschkaetmoi_.jpg

 

So yeah after we finished we went to our fav bar (and pretty much only we can go into x])

uhm yeh... we all orderd different cocktails bc till 8pm its always happy hour so you get each cocktails half price ^.^ and I got myself a Tequila Rainbow since I <3 Tequila for some reason x] and it was pretty nice

so now to the not too nice part... Tanja also came but then left again and told my friend Anna that she left bc of her ex-bf, me and Carina (my lil sis) O.o well I dont care but meh... but when I went out with Sabrina to get some fresh air what did I or we see?? Tanja hangin out with Sabrinas ex-bf, my ex-bf and his new gf and some other ppl... and the best thing bout that is that she has like NOTHING to do with them! And I so know that she's just hangin out with them to bc she's pissed off at me and Sabrina bc we said she's stupid... I mean ok it might have been shitty from me that I said that but 1) its true from my side 2) I dont regret saying that at all 3) I stand behing everything I say and if I regret it I would have gone to her and said sorry... through that tho I see that she couldnt have really been a friend bc friends don't do that I mean ok she's pissed at me but still I would never do that what she is doing now not even in revenge! well whatever I don't give a damn ^.^ She should just stay away from my other friends (thinkin of Fish Eschi etc) and I mean hey if she wants a fight no problem ^.^ I always wanted to beat up a girl no jk Im not like that lol

 

so back to the happy coke side of life xD

my friend (also wife x] no im not lesbian its just outta fun loool dont worry) told me yesterday that she thinks Eschi is very cute and when I asked her if she wants more than just a friendship she said that she thinks so x] that's ubercuteness if you ask me bc she is like my best friend and Eschi is Fish's best friend and since I still like him, I think you get me x] lol

When I told her that there could be a chance for her she was like "no way! I could imagine you and Fish dating each other but not me and Eschi" so I tried to get this thought outta her mind and I hope I did so ^.^ hehe

 

So yeh... uhm... Got to know some more ppl or lets say Carens bf and some of his friends who include Tanjas ex-bf who is a tad good lookin but an ass x) lol

Dont remember anything special anymore atm ^.^ lol

more pics to come Im just receiving them from my friend but its takin ages -.-

 

oh and one more thing I wanted to say a while ago but kinda always forgot and dunno... bout LP... well idk I would still say Im some kinda fan but I cant be fucked with checkin out every single news bout them or anything thats why I barely or like never post in the LP section just like some others on here... and like in general I kinda get on here just to update my journal, check out other ppls journals and how they are (although I dont post) and yeh thats pretty much it... its not bc of LP or bc of the ppl on here, guys I love ya ^^ , its just that I kinda dunno... as Alison said, I now have some kinda social life outta this 4 walls thats why I barely get onto here so yeh...

[Jeezy]

nice pics...

 

you and your tequilla addiction...lol

[littleblackstone]

lol... tequilla girl

 

pics are cool, like the fake piercing^^

i want one also in my lip, i'm allowed to do it but yeh i dunno

 

u really must do it!

i'm 100% you look gorgeous with it

[MrsBennington-Delson]

nice pics...

 

you and your tequilla addiction...lol

 

lol... tequilla girl

thanks lol

 

 

uhm... nothin much to say... had an uber HIGH today and also a pretty LOW... hmm I guess it starts all over again... I just wonder how it's going to end this time =/

[diana]

Woah, long time no post in here...the reason: I missed out so much and I wanted to read where I ended the last time...but I guess it wouldn't happen for too fuckin long...and the pages are builing up quickly, hehe...so yeah...I'm here again...woot!

 

Cool pics! Looks like you really had some fun...^^

 

Ah, and hope you're gonna feel better soon...*hugs*

 

 

And one more thing...love the new color of the font in your posts...<3

[Jeezy]

I hope everything's alright

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Woah, long time no post in here...the reason: I missed out so much and I wanted to read where I ended the last time...but I guess it wouldn't happen for too fuckin long...and the pages are builing up quickly, hehe...so yeah...I'm here again...woot!

 

Cool pics! Looks like you really had some fun...^^

 

Ah, and hope you're gonna feel better soon...*hugs*

 

 

And one more thing...love the new color of the font in your posts...<3

aaawww Di haha its cool x]

good to see ya in here again =D

 

thanks *hugs*

 

well I honestly dunno how to feel atm... I asked one of my "crush's" best friends how my chances are with him (I mean with my crush lol) and his friend said that he was saying from the start that it won't get that far that he falls in love with me (honestly I dont get this sentence) and that he really just wants a friendship... I mean I knew that from the start kinda but can you control your feelings? No you cant so meh... and uhm yeh... Imma go with that just as I did the whole time before... our friendship hasn't been that great anyways so I don't bother too much, as I say "dont worry be happy"

uhm yeh just fellt like sharing that... =/

[woodyloveslinkin]

exactly.

don't worry and just be happy.

well at least you shared it with us, that was a nice gesture.

[diana]

Heh, I like your way of thinking...it's very practical...=)

[untitled]

 

u really must do it!

i'm 100% you look gorgeous with it

haha well i still gotta think about it;)

[littleblackstone]

Jos, indeed dont worry be happy, and if it's not with Fish it will be with someone else better

 

haha well i still gotta think about it;)

 

Dont think...

just do it!!!

[untitled]

Jos, indeed dont worry be happy, and if it's not with Fish it will be with someone else better

 

 

 

Dont think...

just do it!!!

lol ill think about it:confused:

[FM2005]

Aww jo jo.. youll find someone I promise!

Thanks for sharing I know its not always somethign ya like sharing :friends:

[MrsBennington-Delson]

exactly.

don't worry and just be happy.

well at least you shared it with us, that was a nice gesture.

 

Heh, I like your way of thinking...it's very practical...=)

 

Jos, indeed dont worry be happy, and if it's not with Fish it will be with someone else better

 

Aww jo jo.. youll find someone I promise!

Thanks for sharing I know its not always somethign ya like sharing :friends:

 

Thanks

 

Well honestly I don't know if it's good what I do bout relationships and stuff but from what I learnd, heard and saw in the past few months it's the best thing just to move on, I mean sometimes it might be cruel or something but hey you can't waste your life on something you can't change...

 

Maybe some of you know this lines:

I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled, but I won't stop to wonder.

Going through this life on my own made me as cold as a stone; I'm a ship going under.

And I'd tell you this, but I don't know how.

I'm caving in and I'm falling out

And I can't resist and I can't rebound

with the weight of the world as the world falls down.

I did feel like that sometimes but that's why I have my music for ^_^ god bless music x]

 

Let's live on the coke side of life x]

jk

 

So I'm good... haven't been on here really, don't ask me why tho... O.o

lil update:

School: Its all good... got a D in Biology today... -.- I didnt get what she wanted from me in the test but meh... Imma still get my B at the end of the year so its not that bad... besides of that everythings cool... hopefully Imma get the french test we wrote some days ago tomorrow... yup...

Friends: Everythings cool ^_^ One of our "ex-friends", Tanja (I told you bout her), is hangin out a lot with the ex-bf of my best friend Sabrina which is so obviously stupid bc you just don't do that imo not even in revenge... well I'm actually laughin at that not gettin upset bc you seriously see her childish behaviour although she's gonna turn 18 in august!! well for her age she's like the same as I have been with 12 and that is actually too much bc I've been a pretty cute, nice and lil smart girl x] lmao

sorry for talkin so bad bout her gotta let that out somehow x]

Love: Fish is still having his spell on me kinda although I hate him x] I can't stop saying that and I feel great when I say it and I absolutely love being extremly mean to him but yeh ^_^ I'm mostly like that to guys (sorry guys x]) uhm besides of that nm happening in the lovelife of Jos ^.^ here and there I'm eyeing someone but no big deal...

Everything else: - I was watchin TV today and True Life on MTV and it was about longdistance relationships and it was pretty intressting... although the couples were seeing each other they had problems... funny thing was that it was always the guy who was the one not doin enough x] was pretty funny to me... but sometimes they do work out so yeh... :thumbsup:

- I've also read my old diary I started like last year sometime in June or earlier but stopped writing back in december I guess... and its very intressting to read all that old stuff ^^ I mean its like almost 1 year ago... and to see how much I changed from then for example I was complaining that I have no friends or no one I can hang around with (or also that I have no male friends) and look at me now... I'm well... not really a star but I'm kinda famous x] (almost) everyone knows Yoshiii (most of the ppl who know me, get to know me or something call me Yoshi just for your information x])

 

uhm yeh... that's it I guess ^_^

take care guys <3

 

 

oh and since I'm too lazy to upload pics on here (sorry for that x]) you can check out the most recent ones on here:

http://www.wiealt.de/index.php?show=usr&id=41395&mode=galerie&action=detail&galerieid=38954

 

[littleblackstone]

ohhh Jossi is famous!!! hahha jk

good that u'r hanging out with ur friends

 

http://img.wiealt.de/1/166/41395/38954_432291.jpg

and this pic is THA SEEEEXX! <3

 

http://img.wiealt.de/1/166/41395/38954_705311.jpg

LMFAO :lol:

[FM2005]

Hahaha oh my god the second one! Ahhh! Hehehe

 

And dang the first one LBS posted jeeze...kinda hot!