MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 15, 2008 Author Posted May 15, 2008 haha thanks guys lol well its kinda strange honestly not being on and stuff but dunno lol i kinda got used to it O.o well I'm again over at my neighbors bc my internet isnt up yet but i hope it will be bc it should have been today! well anyways I got something to tell ya on sunday it was my friends 16th bday and we really celebrated it I wasnt that drunk I mean I pretty much remember everything but I still feel sick from the alkohol x] lol now the most intressting thing is that my, imma say, "huge crush" the Fish was there too *__* and funny thing is that his best friend wants to date mine x] which is pretty cute =) so yeh actually his friend wanted to talk with my friend etc and tell her but instead of that Fish talked to me! He first asked somethin bout our friends and then asked my if I'm havin a crush on him... well I couldnt tell him so I was like "idk... and if I wouldnt tell you" but he really wanted to know and was like "you know you can tell me" and bla bla bla... well since we all slept over at my friends house, Fish and I were sleeping on the floor together, cuddling and kissing what I didnt really wanna do again since I know in what kinda mess I am when that happens x] the next day, pretty much all soberd up, we were still cuddling in the morning which was kinda strange to me bc idk... I mean if a guy doenst really like a girl more than just friends he's not cuddling with her like that or is he? O.o I was thinkin bout that the whole days after sunday/monday and decided to finally tell him whats up so yesterday I called the guys and my friend of so his friend could talk with mine and I could talk with Fish... I played the cool one as I do and was like "so uhm... well on sunday you wanted to talk with me and now I wanna talk with you" then I asked him why he wanted to know if I'm having a crush on him and it did took him a while to reply, he looked down like all shy and thought about what to say and then said just like"well uhm... it was just a question..." and I said "ah cmon why did you want to know it so bad?" and then he started off "ah you know... I dont really know myself right now what I want... since sunday its like dunno... I so wanna be with you and give it a try but then again Im scared of having just a 2-3 weeks relationship again bc I want something serious" and thats where it hit me I mean like hello!? I've been in love with him for 2-3 months and I just cant get him outta my mind and now he is telling me that he would like to be with me! we talked about it and well... we're not togheter yet but I think if we go on and stuff it'll work out im so damn happy about that!! I've been hyper all day today and god its amazing ^_^ yesterday he said that I could come over this evening and that we can watch some movie and stuff I hope he'll call me after work and ask if I'm comin over or not bc I dont think it'd be good if I'm askin him like "oh oh can I come over you said I can" lol so yeh thats pretty much it hope you guys are all good! <3 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
FM2005 Posted May 15, 2008 Posted May 15, 2008 Aww cute jo jo! Hope everything works out, sounds like its taking the right route Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/dd5e77cbc54bb3e92523a9cd6d63c99d.jpg MY BAND: www.myspace.com/flightbymidnight I aint gonna do no laundy.....BITCH!
littleblackstone Posted May 16, 2008 Posted May 16, 2008 yayay good news!!! good luck fo ya girl Quote
diana Posted May 16, 2008 Posted May 16, 2008 Oh oh, good stuff right there... I'm happy for you, girl...I hope it'll work out so you're gonna be happy...^^ And also hope your internet is gonna be back soon... *hugs* Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 21, 2008 Author Posted May 21, 2008 woot!! I'm back!! =D haha so freakin happy bout that thanks guys but seems like it all kinda went wrong -.- the problem is Idk whats wrong =/ its like... duh... he did say all that but I kinda have the feeling that he's scared of being in a relationship since he would have to give up his fame =( Idk what he is thinkin in his mind and Im not sure if I even wanna know -.- I mean I was so close to get what I want and now I'm supposed to give up? well its not that I dont want but I cant kinda... whatever Imma let it go and live life and see what happens... besides of that nothing new... I got my internet back up thats like uber super coolness and now I feel way better uhm gonna upload some pics of my friends 16th bday and post em up here Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
littleblackstone Posted May 21, 2008 Posted May 21, 2008 hehe Jos is back! indeed girl, live life!! that's all i can say now.. and wanna see those pics Quote
Linkin_lp_park Posted May 21, 2008 Posted May 21, 2008 Welcome back Quote ιη тнє ѕιℓєη¢є σƒ тнє ∂αякηєѕѕ
diana Posted May 21, 2008 Posted May 21, 2008 As I said before...I really like your way of thinking...=) Live life...go with the flow... And it's nice having you back...^^ Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
FM2005 Posted May 21, 2008 Posted May 21, 2008 EFFFF Yeah! Jos back! You need to text me more haha it borin without ya! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/dd5e77cbc54bb3e92523a9cd6d63c99d.jpg MY BAND: www.myspace.com/flightbymidnight I aint gonna do no laundy.....BITCH!
untitled Posted May 21, 2008 Posted May 21, 2008 finally you're back:thumbsup: Quote my lp item's PICS of COLLECTION my lp audio-video collection
MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 22, 2008 Author Posted May 22, 2008 thanks guys! good to be back on here and have you guys around again EFFFF Yeah! Jos back! You need to text me more haha it borin without ya! haha I will as soon as I get some money on my phone XD loool Oh and I prolly wont be able to go to the PR concert -.- my mum said I cant have everything and bla bla bla... meh... thats it... I'm a tad busy bc I'm kinda on the road with my friends all the time haha its funny gonna be on later and then hopefully not be too lazy to upload some pics xD loool Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 22, 2008 Posted May 22, 2008 Oh and I prolly wont be able to go to the PR concert -.- my mum said I cant have everything and bla bla bla... meh... ah damn that sucks Quote
diana Posted May 22, 2008 Posted May 22, 2008 Too bad for the concert... But sounds like you're having fun, girl... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 23, 2008 Author Posted May 23, 2008 Hmm well I've been actually thinkin of telling my mum I'm sleeping over at a friends house since he wanted to do some party that day anyway and then I would go to the concert with his bro since he has a car but I'm not sure if he would go with me since the tickets ain't that cheap and stuff... Imma ask him tho its friday... got school again on monday... gosh I so don't wanna go Right now I'm not feeling good at all that's why I can't really do a big update or anything but at least Imma post some pics for you guys as promised... this is at my friends 16th bday party: http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD5468.jpg ^me & Fish http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD5404.jpg ^the whole party crew http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD5473.jpg ^me, Fish & my friends cat (or as I say: a dino, a fish and a cat x]) http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD5387.jpg ^Hüfti (it was her 16th) and me doin some hardcore sad emo shit xD http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/DSC01645.jpg ^Hüfti and her lil kitten ^.^ http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD5470.jpg ^me and Sabi on the floor shortly before I forced her up on the couch oh and I did some fun pics with 2 of my girls some time ago on a railway (its dead tho so no trains are passing there) we did it the "emo" way =P http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/railwayadventurebyfantauruponyoshii.jpg ^us 3... mmmhh ^.^ http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/justabitcrazy.jpg ^yeh just a bit =P http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/Iloveyou.jpg ^.^ http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/DSC01547.jpg http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/DSC01511.jpg ^teh moi Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Linkin_lp_park Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 Nice pics looks like you had fun ^^ Hope you will feel better soon Quote ιη тнє ѕιℓєη¢є σƒ тнє ∂αякηєѕѕ
Friðbjörn Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 haha, I love that making fun of emo ^_^ Quote [broken External Image]:http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/2784/lpfas08mostintelligentym8.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 ooh...emo jos...lol since when does Hüfti have that piercing? Quote
MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 23, 2008 Author Posted May 23, 2008 haha thanks guys it really is fun uhm like 1-2 weeks its pretty new... she got it for her 16 bday Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 anhh great pics, dont u and fish look dashing! xxx Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
diana Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 Sweet pics...^^ Ah...you and Fish...and that cat with you two...awww...<3 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
untitled Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 great pics:D:thumbsup: Quote my lp item's PICS of COLLECTION my lp audio-video collection
MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 23, 2008 Author Posted May 23, 2008 thankies guys ah a lot of ppl tell me/us that but this guy is just too complicated for me or let's so I don't understand a think what he is doing, saying or thinking... Imma just let it go... recently there's been happening too much bout this topic so Imma let it go... well at least I got my girls! They're going to come over later on and then we'll first have a niiiice piiizzzaaa and then we'll go into town and after that back to mine's and sleep over should be fuuuun Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
untitled Posted May 23, 2008 Posted May 23, 2008 hm an all girls sleep over.. i guess boys arent allowed >.<?:-P Quote my lp item's PICS of COLLECTION my lp audio-video collection
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