.:C'est la vie:.

[Jeezy]

nice song !

[MrsBennington-Delson]

nice song !

thanks

[FM2005]

Hey jos was that the first song you've written? Its nice

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Hey jos was that the first song you've written? Its nice

No haha it's another ^^

but thanks =)

[MrsBennington-Delson]

I'm at home... yeah instead of being in school... I felt kinda weird this morning... my head was spinnin yesterday evenin and I had an headache just like this morning =/

and this is actually not something I would stay at home for but my voice inside me kinda told me to stay at home ... meh...

I'm afraid tho that my parents think I only stayed at home so I can get on and do nothing the whole day =/

 

I just noticed that I never really saw the video for "Leave out all the rest" funny haha

and I checked out that Coolie Buddz... he got some nice musis :thumbsup:

 

Yesterday I continued reading Twilight and it rocks

 

I was thinkin bout going to the Kanye concert here in Germany but its too far away x) haha

Imma buy the album tho for my bro haha he wants it

 

In general I wanna go to concerts ... grrr nothings going on here tho x)

Might go to Rise Against in February

 

besides of that nothin new...

I'm off again gonna drop by later on ^^

[Jeezy]

 

I was thinkin bout going to the Kanye concert here in Germany but its too far away x) haha

Imma buy the album tho for my bro haha he wants it

 

 

If everything turns out good..I'll probably be at that concert...

 

and I'll definitely buy the album:D

[MrsBennington-Delson]

If everything turns out good..I'll probably be at that concert...

 

and I'll definitely buy the album:D

Well I hope you get to go

I so would too if it'd be closer but well...

 

yaay greatness just sucks that it's going to be released in a month -.-

[Jeezy]

Well I hope you get to go

I so would too if it'd be closer but well...

 

yaay greatness just sucks that it's going to be released in a month -.-

 

I'm sure it'll be online sooner.

 

lol

[MrsBennington-Delson]

I'm sure it'll be online sooner.

 

lol

yeah but how soon *shifty eyes*

 

muahahahaha lol

 

thought I'd share this little retardedness of one of my fav bands x)

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_rvQnbImN8mA/SP9pL3udlxI/AAAAAAAAABY/EfPnhl80tNk/s1600-h/IMG_3315.JPG

you gotta love The Used ^^

[FM2005]

yeah but how soon *shifty eyes*

 

muahahahaha lol

 

thought I'd share this little retardedness of one of my fav bands x)

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_rvQnbImN8mA/SP9pL3udlxI/AAAAAAAAABY/EfPnhl80tNk/s1600-h/IMG_3315.JPG

you gotta love The Used ^^

 

Haha wow whattt the heck. Funny though, reminds me of something i would draw in my friends notebook to piss them off. Hah

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Haha wow whattt the heck. Funny though, reminds me of something i would draw in my friends notebook to piss them off. Hah

I guess it's the typical thing ever dude would draw loool

The Used just rock! Like every other band I like haha

I wanna get a DVD of em... and a Yellowcard one yes Imma deffo do that!!

 

 

I'm going out toniiight... should be fun heh

yus that's it... lol

I just got up and I'm tired and I wanna go back to bed and stay there all day x)

[MrsBennington-Delson]

wow... lol

 

last time I update was a week ago... so much to my oh so great life lol

 

well as I said a lot of time before my week is full of school school school school and school...

 

I'm havin my friend Ana Marija over (I've stayed at her's like 2 weeks ago) =)

we've been at my friends and my halloween party ^^ was great

we got kicked out from a neighbor tho but still it was fun haha

and I still got a lot of alcohol left over hehe

 

So uhm 2-3 friends of mine are comin over and we're gonna chill a bit here or go to town or something

 

I'm havin a week off school!!

 

and I'm happy... in a weird way but I'm happy

[diana]

Sweet...

[MrsBennington-Delson]

My hamster died today... I have a horrible headache... and I don't feel like doing anything at all...

 

 

Damn what happened to LPF... it's so freakin dead

[MrsBennington-Delson]

my condolences .

 

lpf is really dead.... nothing going on

thanks...

 

oh well... btw you've been in teh whirlpool again with Sarah (Sims)

at least something goin on when it comes to LPF lol

[MrsBennington-Delson]

haha post it

I didn't take pics this time... I was too lazy and too tired to do so lol sorry

[diana]

Aww, poor Jos...*hugs*

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Aww, poor Jos...*hugs*

aaww thankies haha *hugsback*

 

so uhm whats been poppin over here:

- I read the half of the book New Moon from the Twilight series (that vampire stuff)

- I was studying the whole day today for my DL theory test on monday

- and uhm yeh... I had a beer with my bro today (intresting aint it?)

 

and one big thing to announce

I'll be away for 20 days round xmas/new year I'll be flying to another continent and I got my visa yesterday and since I got my flight tickets already there's nothing holding me back from this f**king amazing trip

 

[MrsBennington-Delson]

where ya going?: )

It's supposed to be a secret but since it's LPF and it's dead anyways (no offense) I guess I can say it lol

I'm going to Canada

[diana]

Holly shit!! You lucky thing!! o.0

Canada...sweet...^^

Happy for you...<3

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Holly shit!! You lucky thing!! o.0

Canada...sweet...^^

Happy for you...<3

thanks!

well Im just lucky that my dads best friend is over there with his fam haha

I was workin off my ass in the summer holidays to get the money

[MrsBennington-Delson]

You want a long update? No? Well here you go lol

 

(its actually my myspace blog entry)

It's sunday and my holidays are over <.< gaaaay

I had a dream last night about failing a chemistry test again we wrote (I actually got chemistry tomorrow - 1st class <.<) and bout failing something else... and then when I got home I saw some kids of my fams friends sleepin in my bed (and I a. cant stand those kids and b. my room is MY room and NO ONE is allowed to be in there or even sleep if Im not ok with it lol) so yeah that pissed me off so much that I packed some stuff together and ran away - my fam and those friends who were staying here didnt really notice bc they were all sleepin, but as soon as they woke up and noticed Im gone there went lookin for me. uhm... the dream lasted pretty long... I remember running away from them and hiding with a friend and I'm not really sure if they found me in the end... it was just a dream tho for now... meh...

 

my past days were fine... I was studying shitloads for my DL...

Some days ago I've been at Carinas and we had some kinda chilling-night haha was fun... she mixed us some cocktails and stuff (we were 4 girls haha)

For some reason one of them (won't tell any names in case that you read that biatch xD) wanted to grab my brests from behind LOL freaky people lol

well I got some pics up if you havent see it... btw we had a 'shisha' (dunno if its also called like that in english) and yeh that's where the smoke comes from... it's not really smokin tho :s

 

Yesterday night I've been out with 2 of my girls... one of them, Tanja, is someone I've actually never thought to be friends again lol but she changed into the positive and we like each other now so its all good... so we've been first to the bar Castell where my met some of my 'old friends'. I love to be all fake and do like I care about them it's just fun (stupid people <.<) well anyways we had a drink there and then left again to the bar we actually wanted to go to: Mythos. I love this bar haha although it remembers me of a lot of stuff that have happend like a year ago it's still nice to go there, this bar just rocks! Angie and me just had a beer and Tanja another cocktail. We were talkin about random stuff school, what to do after school, life in general and of course guys haha

After that we kinda got hungry so we went to get some pizza

at 11pm we were forced to leave the restaurant because they were closing it so we went on the streets and acted stupid a bit haha Angie had to leave in half an hour so we thought it would be gay to go to another bar.

I got home at like 11.30-11.45pm and was pretty tired but still got on here.

For some reason I had an urge to cam so I chose my victim and camed with my kiwi haha was nice ^^ his cat is so cute haha aaww

 

I wasn't drunk... maybe sliiiightly but not even that... I thought I'd be drunk as hell because the first cocktail I had, had a bunch of tequila in it... oh well... lol

The past days Im also havin the thought in my mind to like really get drunk but then just when I start to drink some alcohol I think of the last time (I wasnt even drunk) I felt so sick that I had to... yeh you get what I mean, so that pretty much kills the urge of gettin drunk... meh... and just fyi I don't wanna get drunk randomly and I wouldn't even say it's for a reason but dunno... maybe it is for a reason... gosh whatever!!

 

Today I'm going to this dancing show from the B&G Dance Company were I used to dance myself for bout 6 years but stopped a few years ago... It's the first time I'm going to see any of their shows again after my "famous leaving" (long story) I'm pretty excited kinda...

 

Besides of that I'll try to study something for school and my DL... I'm kinda fearing of failing something... <.<

 

oh and just a side note... as everyone knows I'm not a smoker but for some reason I kinda tend to have a smoke when I go out (just one and only if it's one with either menthol taste or like not as strong as the normal ones) and yesterday i was tempted to have a normal one but I gave a promise that I will never ever smoke again so heck I'm not doing it... that's just a side note dunno if it actually means anything to....

 

anyways

school is starting tomorrow and I'm already now tired of its rutine that actually keeps me goin in some way and I freakin can't wait untill the xmas holidays!!!! Although that's still a fair while to go and I got a lot of tests in the meantime <.<

 

btw I just had a question up in my mind... how can you love someone although you can't be true to him/her and would pretty much brake every promise you gave him/her only to have your pride up and not feel bad if you dont talk/see that person??

 

cheers!

- Jos

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Just droppin by to let out my happiness on here too

I got a B in my maths test today and I passed the theory test for my drivers liscence!!

*party!*

:party:

[MayaTheVampire]

yaaaaaaay :party:

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Say hi to your emo!

 

the only update Im going to do now is that Im stressed and kinda fustrated... school is so freakin stressin me out the only thing that makes me happy is my family and seeing people on here are doin good...

hell am I happy when Im done with this town <__<