MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 3, 2008 Author Posted January 3, 2008 I'm still hungry xD lol I wanna go to the McDonalds but no one wants to go with me :'( lol uh a kebab would be great too tho!! ^^ yummy lol you got school? Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted January 3, 2008 Posted January 3, 2008 look at all that f00king booze behind u Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
diana Posted January 3, 2008 Posted January 3, 2008 Lol, yeah, I got school...it's the end of the holidays... Anyway...I'm gonna go and get that kebap soon...and then go out with some school-mates...^^ Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 3, 2008 Author Posted January 3, 2008 look at all that f00king booze behind u its not mine plus we didnt drink it haha ^^ Lol, yeah, I got school...it's the end of the holidays... Anyway...I'm gonna go and get that kebap soon...and then go out with some school-mates...^^ oh poor you O.o ah coolness hope you have fun!! ^^ Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 6, 2008 Author Posted January 6, 2008 New shiz It's sunday, last day of holidays and tomorrow's school again -.- So far my holidays were good I might say the best ones I ever had bout yesterday: wasn't really doing anything, went to this football thingy my bf had, later on went home and I dunno I was kinda down the whole day not just bc I was tired and the weather was shitty, also bc I havent really seen my bf since wednesday and it made me meh bc we didnt really have time for each other yesterday... but meh... in the evening I went to the disco with my friend Vika and met some other girls of her... was pretty cool http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/999977.jpg I look kinda strange O.o whatever lol Today I won't be doing anything... I'm actually supposed to do some stuff for school tomorrow but I don't really feel like doing that plus I know I won't prolly also won't see my bf bc he has some football thingy again and I have no idea when he'll be home... meh... at least I hope he'll text me later on or something otherwise I'll be like >:o yeah I know that's me ^.^ first getting all pissed and then melting away ^.^ lol oh well that's it I guess if there happens anything like WOW I'll let ya know lol cheers :friends: Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted January 6, 2008 Posted January 6, 2008 that girl in the middle has awesome eyes. did u get ur hair highlighted again? it looks to good to be like that still after like 4 months Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 7, 2008 Author Posted January 7, 2008 that girl in the middle has awesome eyes. did u get ur hair highlighted again? it looks to good to be like that still after like 4 months yeah I cut and highlighted it again a bit last year =P on 31st lol so yeah I actually wanted to check out lpf and stuff but I cant I feel so freakin bad bc my bf told me that he wants to talk with me and im really kinda scared that he'll break up (what i think he wants) but i dunno... -.- oh god whatever fuck =( Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
diana Posted January 7, 2008 Posted January 7, 2008 Ah...well, I hope it all turn out good for you... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 7, 2008 Author Posted January 7, 2008 Ah...well, I hope it all turn out good for you... I hope so too... I gotta vent a bit... well our convo today was like this (we were chatting): me: (I first didn't want to write anything but I was hyper and thought it wouldn't be bad so I wrote as a hey a line from a german song going like=) Hello again, I wanna see you again, wanna stand face-to-face with you, cause it was so long aaaaagooo... sorry but I had to do that lol Dan(10mins later): hey (when he answerd that I knew something was wrong bc he never just is like 'hey' especially if I do something like what I did he'd be more like 'haha hey sweetheart' or something like that...) me: everything ok? Dan: Idk... you? me: hmm well till now good... whats wrong? Dan: well I gotta talk with you me: ok thought you'd want to (I knew it bc I had this feeling that I'm suffocating him kinda although I was doing everything I could do not to do that!) Dan: ... me: I'm suffocating you right? Dan: yes a bit... but I wanna talk with you face-to-face me: ok Dan: gotta go me: ok bye Dan: bye that was it... now I don't know when he wants to talk or anything else... hmm... I was thinkin about it the whole time and I'm not an expert bout relationships or anything but either a) he wants to break up or b) he wants to tell me whats wrong so we could solve the problem and not break up... he actually confused me with that "yes a bit" bc if its just I bit I think he might rather do 'solution' b)... =/ I dunno... I talked to my dad and he said pretty much the same that he allready told me once before... so yeah... right now I actually feel... well... it hurts but I'm not like "omg if he breaks up its all my fault!! Im so freakin dumb!! I should cut myself and die!" (ok this was maybe a bit hardcore but I hope you get what I mean) I mean yes it hurts if he'll break up bc (although we maybe just know each other for a month) I fell in love with him and stuff but I see this as an experience... people who have been in this kinda situation maybe understand what I wanna say but its not like I'm saying "omg I regret ever being with him, kissing him, makin out with him etc etc etc" ...this all kinda sounds stupid but meh... -.- Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
diana Posted January 7, 2008 Posted January 7, 2008 Hmmm...yeah, it cannot really be anything else but those 2 things you wrote...so, go talk to him... If he breaks up...I'm sure it's gonna hurt but yeah, I'm happy to see how you're thinking...now I'm sure you're gonna be alright...^^ Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 7, 2008 Author Posted January 7, 2008 Hmmm...yeah, it cannot really be anything else but those 2 things you wrote...so, go talk to him... If he breaks up...I'm sure it's gonna hurt but yeah, I'm happy to see how you're thinking...now I'm sure you're gonna be alright...^^ well I won't litterarly go and talk to him bc I'll wait untill he tells me when to come etc... but yeah... oh and he still hasn't called me or anything and it's 7:45pm... if he doesn't give me any sign tomorrow I guess we're done... can't be fucked with running after someone just to be disapointed or something... sorry all that negative stuff but I just feel like shit atm Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 7, 2008 Posted January 7, 2008 I honestly don't see a reason for him to break up with you... Quote
LPShinodaFM Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 1. Your pic is sexy. Sorry about your bf :[ If he doesn't call you back by today try calling him and asking what's wrong. If he honestly feels like it's just over, then well... i'm here to hug :] But don't just assume that everything's over when he hasn't said it, alright? He might just need a little space, doesn't necessarily mean he wants finish. Good luck my joosss. ;p Quote
diana Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 1. Your pic is sexy. Sorry about your bf :[ If he doesn't call you back by today try calling him and asking what's wrong. If he honestly feels like it's just over, then well... i'm here to hug :] But don't just assume that everything's over when he hasn't said it, alright? He might just need a little space, doesn't necessarily mean he wants finish. Good luck my joosss. ;p Hmmm...yeah, that gave me a thought...maybe he's testing you...so...don't do anything...let him do the 1st step...don't call him or anything...he'll do it...at least eventually... Idk...it's just a thought... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
LPShinodaFM Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 ^ yeah maybe, i guess. But don't assume. When you assume you make an ass out of u and me. ;] Quote
FM2005 Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 Aww jo jo! Hope everything goes well! Im sure its just a fluke or something, i mean who wouldent wanna be around you all the time psshht. We all have you back if you need it! :friends: Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/dd5e77cbc54bb3e92523a9cd6d63c99d.jpg MY BAND: www.myspace.com/flightbymidnight I aint gonna do no laundy.....BITCH!
diana Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 ^ yeah maybe, i guess. But don't assume. When you assume you make an ass out of u and me. ;] Hehe...well...I don't know...you never know where you are with guys...lol... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
crazy robster Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 Gee... I was gone for two days and then I come back and read about breakups and shiz.... What the..?? Guys... Nothing more can be said... But my sweetheart, like Jess said, don't jump into conclusions so easily. Wait and see what he has to say. If he doesn't say anything then I guess he doesn't care enough which is of course despicable of him *grrr* but certainly not a reason to break you down honey! You are so wonderful you deserve the best!! We're all here for you, remember!!! *hugs hugs hugs* <3 Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 8, 2008 Author Posted January 8, 2008 Thanks guys!! He hasn't called or anything yesterday I seriously have no idea whats wrong... When I told my friends they were also like "huh what?? why?? etc" I mean I don't know and I'm not saying he's breaking up but you never know =/ Some told me I should call him and annoy him untill I know where I'm at but honestly that's not what I want because if he doesnt call back today or even in the next days I'll know that he doesnt care... and I mean... dunno... I honestly don't know any big reason for a break up... I swear I have no idea!! meh... I hope he calls me today and tells me what's actually wrong... Thank you all for your support it feels good to know that you have some back up =) *hugs* btw I'm in school right now and have to go off every second... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 8, 2008 Author Posted January 8, 2008 So... I could actually copy and paste Diana's journal entry... So Dan and me broke up. He called me earlier on and told me that, ok now you might thing what kinda loser is he if he breaks up over phone, well it's not really like that... He really apologized for that hundred of times while we were talking but he said that he doesn't really has time to meet me today although he wanted to do it face-to-face and that he doesn't think that it's ok if he doesn't tell me at all for a few days and let me be in suspense, what I honestly think is fine with me because there's no reason why he should lie to me or like not want to see me... anyways... he said that it's not my fault and that he still likes me a lot but that his feelings aren't strong engouh for a relationship. He also told me that if I want to we can still go out and meet if I want to and that he really would like us to stay friends like in the beginning I personally have to say that well... of course it hurts but then again I'm happy that it ended like this I mean that we wanna stay friends etc Plus honestly (I've been thinkin about this since we talked which was like 2hs ago) I think that I had such a huge crush on him that I thought that I'm like really in love but I kinda wasn't, it was just a crush... so uhm yeah to keep it short and sum it up: We'll stay good friends and yeah ^.^ puh I didn't think I'd feel like this right now... I mean it does hurt but still I can smile and still I'm kinda happy maybe that's also because of my personality and charakter that I just take it and don't go all emo or something hmm... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
crazy robster Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 Wow he changes his mind too quickly doesn't he?? How mature of him!! Anyway my sweet I care about YOU most of all and I wanna be sure you're feeling ok. I'm happy you decided to be so civil about it and move on I really hope you DO feel that way and not just pretending you do. I know these things hurt my sweet... I wouldn't stay friends with him if I were you cause I know these things usually don't work, but that's just me. You follow your heart, and your brain of course, you're a smart girl *hugs* And don't sweat it lil sis you're very young and very smart and sweet and you will find the right guy sooner or later!! I'm sure you will!! Chin up lil sis!! Wuv ya!! *mmuuuaaahh!* Quote [broken External Image]:http://i56.photobucket.com/albums/g189/rbffe/rob_opens-eyes.gif My sis about Rob: "You'll be celebrating your golden infatuation with him one day.."
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 8, 2008 Author Posted January 8, 2008 Wow he changes his mind too quickly doesn't he?? How mature of him!! Anyway my sweet I care about YOU most of all and I wanna be sure you're feeling ok. I'm happy you decided to be so civil about it and move on I really hope you DO feel that way and not just pretending you do. I know these things hurt my sweet... I wouldn't stay friends with him if I were you cause I know these things usually don't work, but that's just me. You follow your heart, and your brain of course, you're a smart girl *hugs* And don't sweat it lil sis you're very young and very smart and sweet and you will find the right guy sooner or later!! I'm sure you will!! Chin up lil sis!! Wuv ya!! *mmuuuaaahh!* Well honestly he never said that he's in love with me, it was a crush from beginning from both of us just that I kinda fell a bit more for him than he did for me... and yeah earlier on I thought I could manage that and stuff but right now thinking about seeing him does cause some strange feelings... well I'll see how it'll be the next time I see him (which might be this weekend bc I'm going out with my girls) but I won't myself be like "oh hey lets go out" at least not for a while... thankies big sis *squeeze hugs* Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
Sygy Posted January 8, 2008 Posted January 8, 2008 does this bloke have issues bc he changed his attitude rather fast! ahh well, u can go out with on of the g-town turkish gangsters now! muhahaha Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted January 8, 2008 Author Posted January 8, 2008 does this bloke have issues bc he changed his attitude rather fast! ahh well, u can go out with on of the g-town turkish gangsters now! muhahaha I don't know maybe we both rushed or whatever but what's important for me is that I don't feel used and that I'm not uber depressed or soemthing omg!! haha you will never ever see me go out with one of the g-town turkish gangsters!! LMAO!!:lol: Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
LPShinodaFM Posted January 10, 2008 Posted January 10, 2008 It's alright, Jos is strong ;] Takes more than one confused guy to knock her down. haha Well I'm glad you're not very depressed but now I don't know where I'll put my box of tissue.... Hehe...well...I don't know...you never know where you are with guys...lol... lol i guess you didn't catch the joke. xp When you assume you make an ass of u and me Quote
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