LPF - I need some comfort

[woodyloveslinkin]

My bf and I split today. He left 4 am to move interstate. I need to brag.

 

BACKGROUND INFORMATION:

 

The term that I agreed on when going with my bf (whom Ravyn would know as Callan) was that we were going to break up when it came around to him movig interstate for his "rock star" career. That meant moving to a uni about 800 kms away from this small Australian town that we grew to hate each other in than eventually love each other to death.

It's hard to not break down at every picture that I see of us together, so I went through my inbox deleted every txt message from him and deleted the photos on my phone. But it's also hard because he was in my photography portfolio and he loves my photogrpahy so much that one picture that I took of him, he used it as his phone's wallpaper because it was him in it and that I also took it.

We had only been together for about 2 1/2 months, but had been friends/enemies (love/hate relationship there) for about a year and a half.

When I first came to Year 11/12 in this town, Callan was the first guy I fell in love with. There were so many rumours about us being together despite the fact that Callan had been going out with his ex at that stage. But I was a good friend and tried hard not to hit on him, well, in front of Erin, lol. But we clicked the right way sometimes and the wrong way other times.

He loved me so much that for Christmas he got me a crystal ball with a gothic fairy sitting on top of it, and a blue and black gothic corset dress that actually fits me. He took me to dinner quite frequently and he treated me quite good compared to the rest of my exs.

He's coming back here in March for a couple of days. I can't wait to see him. Then the mininum of time he would be away, is 6 months and I don't think he wants to come back anyway.

But the last things he said to me last night when we were saying goodbye, was,

"You have to get over me straight away, if you love me, you will just get over me,"

"Stop crying, it's making me sad,"

and

"I love you babe,"

I'm trying my best to keep it in, but I can't cos it hurts too much. :'(

I knew nothing would stop him, not even I, and I knew this day was coming, I just didn't want it to come. :'(

[chester_Crazy]

I'm sorry to hear that. <3 But all you can really do is pick up the pieces you want and move on. As harsh as that sounds. It's okay to cry, it's to be expected. I don't blame you at all for being so broken up about this, he does sound like a pretty great guy. But you knew this was going to happen and it's time you open a new chapter to your life. The prospect of getting back together with him seems somewhat out of your hands but perhaps down the road you will meet up again? One can only hope right? Even if you don't, you can still be friends and see eachother when you can so you have that to look forward to at least; but I don't think it would be fair to you or to him to continue to dwell on this for much longer.

 

You can make it through this, try not to doubt yourself. :]

[Jeezy]

Yeah get a new guy as soon as possible

[Shadowed Heart]

Awe Sarah. *hugs*

Dunno if I ever told you about Will.

But same thing goes for me.

(Aside from the peaceful break-up...)

 

You'll find someone else, I promise.

You're pretty enough.

[untitled]

i think indeed the best thing is to get over him..how hard as it may be..

[HaziLPTonz]

awww moving away to uni away from all ur friends....i hope it doesnt happen to me...but it could

 

definately feel for you, im sure theres a good chanfe for you2 later, seeing as you're both still young anyways

 

know which uni hes headed off to? and how come you're not going with him?