The 'How You Feelin'' thread v6.0

[Usiel]

I hope it does so for your sake too. It sounds debilitating in a world where there are cars etc practically everywhere you go. Best of luck there. Trully. And as for the dog, at least you know within yourself that you did all you could. You tried. It's a lot more than most other people these days do, most people don't even stop to help their fellow man let alone a wounded animal, asses. Hold your head high, you deserve it. And really, I think if this feeling or fear in you doesn't wane over the next week or two then maybe you should look into seeing someone professionally. Maybe talking it through with someone in the know can loosen this stranglehold this fear has over you. Can't really hurt, can it?

 

Yeah, you're right and I cannot be more agree with you about it. Sometimes I think this world walks into a madness. You only need to have a look to the news, and I'm sure that sometimes you feel your stomach a bit queasy (sometimes isn't your stomach but your soul, which I guess it's much worse). That day when I saw all that, I understood that human can be a horrible monster when he/she wants. It isn't the fact that fool killed the dog. As you have said it's incredible how people (should we consider them persons??) don't stop to help wounded old people who knocked them down minutes before. where is the honesty? where have ethics and public-spiritedness gone?? I dunno know it, and, honestly, I'm scared seeing people how they forget them day per day. Fortunately, I feel happy with myself. I couldn't do it anything else. that feeling really helps me, and nowadays I feel much better. this experience has helped me. Now I'm more careful when I have to cross a road or something like this. Prudence has become a part of me, a new friend.

 

Anyway, thanks a lot for your lovely advice. Now I can understand perfectly why you and crazy robster are sisters... angels can't be alone if they want to show us the beauty of the real friendship

 

 

I'm feeling good! Apart from the fact I miss both my sisters (one in Aussieland and one in Italy) I'm content. I went to a beach party with a fire and pizza and drinks and good music and around 30 or so people last night and it was a brilliant experience!

 

Good for you, dear!! You deserve it. I was going to tell you that I'm glad you had fun that night, but it's obvious you had a magic night. well, the "queen" of COB must have the best (although I guess that it would had been amazing if instead of that bunch of people, there had been just one... you know whom???:spiteful:... do you remember when I write those love stories??? Oh, girl, and there wasn't any 200 a-day-orgams girl.. for what?? with us there were orgasms for everybody and for all kind of likes) ainss, those lovely days!!!

 

Feeling great, yesterday was great!!

 

eih!! what I see!! the prodigal daughter has come back (well, don't worry, I have been a LPF's prodigal daughter as well) you see; it seems we have come back at the since time!! Ahhh, Mike's angels never can go wrong!!:thumbsup: I'm happy you feel so great. I'm happy as well. I had some mishaps but you know the real truth: only COS can kill me....

[LPNailz]

Bleh...dealing w\ my mom being in a bad mood...makes me feel crappy...

[MayaTheVampire]

omg omg omg...I'm soooooo happyyyyyyyyyyy *dances like crazy* :D :D

[LPNailz]

Good. And even better because I'm saying that honestly!

[GraDoN]

i feel great, very busy but great

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Tired but hyper which is very weird since I've been pretty much depressed 90% of the day...

[woodyloveslinkin]

 

SARAH!! Haha I just loooove to shock you LOL But that's what Greeks are like ya gotta learn to live with that if y'all wanna be my niece and all *lmao* Aww still love ya anyway *hugs*

 

I love two Greeks, I officially have two Greek friends living in Greece and both are awesome people. My god! You and her look alike, I was like "That's a 18 yr old version of Jojo right there." Greek people rock I've concluded, that was like last night I concluded that theory. I'm fine with being your niece, I just have to close my eyes when I see the red writing coming up in view. *hugs back*

 

I'm sooo sick right now, I wake up and I was like "I need to get back to sleep" but I can't, I just feel so damn sore in the throat and still! I'm coughing up crap!. Walked downstairs to try and get some food into me, no fucking milk. Ergh. I have to run around today which I didn't do yesterday and if I don't get better I have to go back to the doctor's immediately by Monday, my fucking God I had to wait for half an hour to see this new doctor I had been placed with (I had never been to any medical centres except for the hospital here before that's why I said it). *sigh* I am alone right now, no one home.....need to check Facebook to keep me occupied.

 

I miss my cats, well not their crazy behaviour. Miffy and Blaze. I wonder how Sasha's doing, our half beagle/terrier dog? I wanted to take Blaze down with me so badly, but I thought that Miffy would be lonely.

[LPNailz]

Eh, words don't describe...blaaaahhh sums it up. People around me are just being annoying. I'm sitting alone because I want to be alone, I'm not fucking lonely out here 'all by myself'...actually you're interrupting me...I could write a book of 'things I want to say but can't'...

[woodyloveslinkin]

Blaaaahhh is an awesome summary Nailz, but I replace it with blrgh, sounds more exasperated.

[LPNailz]

I like blaaaahhh, it's all nice and drawn out...I feel like saying as I strech out and fall asleep because I have nothing else to do.

 

Next week I'll be hating myself for wasting time. Starting school in 3 days and then I'll be busy alright...

[woodyloveslinkin]

So lazy and sick.

[LPNailz]

laaaaa, la la la la...what amazing boredom. I really can't stand it when people goof off like this. I only have internet access on the weekends, and I'd like to make the most of it. Unfortunately that means relying on some very one-track-minded jerks...

[woodyloveslinkin]

boredom is such an amazing thing at times.

[LPNailz]

Yeah...times other than now.

[woodyloveslinkin]

But when you're at a bar you're bored shitless and all you're doing is staring at a blank space on the wall cos you're too drunk to say anything so you shut up, that's a good feeling.

 

Me? Still ever lazy and getting hungry.

[LPNailz]

But when you're at a bar you're bored shitless and all you're doing is staring at a blank space on the wall cos you're too drunk to say anything so you shut up, that's a good feeling.

Heheh, I wouldn't know. ...I usually stare at the ceiling.

[woodyloveslinkin]

My friends stare at a spot on the wall and giggle about it for an hour and a half. Even though they're not drug addicts, I question at times.

 

Me? Sudden mood change. Happy despite the fact that I think something just bit me on the ass, feeling more motivated now.

[Ravynlee]

Am hungover - which is weird, I didn't feel that drunk at all and I had been drinking heaps of water at the same time (Bourbon, water, Bourbon, water) for that very reason (as much as Lisa said that was a dissapointment ) so am feeling a bit off this morning. Thank god I have a late start (2-6) but still, would rather be in bed.

Not happy that I awoke to found another fish dead. This bacterial infection must have been in the tank too long before I started treating the water... damn... I'm killing everything *pouts*

[LPNailz]

Relax, you haven't killed me. So you aren't killing everything.

[Ravynlee]

Relax, you haven't killed me. So you aren't killing everything.

 

Aww bless ya, that cheered me up. Sorta. I know it's not really my fault, but still I have the guilts as if I could have done somthing to prevent this, I bought their medication and did all that rigmarole and still they up and cark it... thank god I still have my cats I guess, and Zed's near 16 or so, so that's another positive...

Thanks Nailz. :friends:

[LPNailz]

16? Zed's one of your cats, I guess? Wow. Old guy, huh?

 

Hmm...feeling alienated and alone and sad...damn it, I haven't ripped the song I always listen to when I feel like this. I'll have to find it on youtube or something...

[woodyloveslinkin]

Am hungover - which is weird, I didn't feel that drunk at all and I had been drinking heaps of water at the same time (Bourbon, water, Bourbon, water) for that very reason (as much as Lisa said that was a dissapointment ) so am feeling a bit off this morning. Thank god I have a late start (2-6) but still, would rather be in bed.

Not happy that I awoke to found another fish dead. This bacterial infection must have been in the tank too long before I started treating the water... damn... I'm killing everything *pouts*

 

I'm fearful. You know where I live.

[Ravynlee]

16? Zed's one of your cats, I guess? Wow. Old guy, huh?

 

Hmm...feeling alienated and alone and sad...damn it, I haven't ripped the song I always listen to when I feel like this. I'll have to find it on youtube or something...

Yes Zed is my baby, sad but after 16 or so years he is like my surrogate child - especially when you consider I think I started living on my own out of high school just before I got him (he was a week old then, his famiy was mauled by dogs) so he's been probably the most permanent fixture inmy life aside from my mother, and even she and I have had our rough patches over the years. Yeah, he's my baby. He and Nug, who is 6 soon. My sanity those two... mostly.

 

What song are you after? And hope you feel better soon btw, I guess on LPF you're never quite alone, but it's still isolating and boring when there's nothing much happening here either, so you have my sympathy and best wishes. Hope things improve for you soon. If not, write about it. Can't hurt, right?

 

 

I'm fearful. You know where I live.

Yes I do. Be afraid. Be very afraid.

[LPNailz]

My mom had a cat, Sabrina, who would've been 18 if she'd lived about two more months. She was her baby too...I've only had Deanne for about 3 years, but I can relate. We're all crazy cat people in this family

 

That song I was after is by Avril Levigne, but even though I have the CD, I can never remember the name...maybe if I run the chorus through my head, I can... ah, yeah, "When You're Gone." A song I heard on the radio and loved immediately, despite her glass-shattering squeaky voice.

 

Meh...I usually write poetry when I'm down, but jerks on writingforums have gone and made me feel stupid about my poetry... My lyrics all suck recently, I got several sitting around without names or endings... And if I try and write a story, heads will roll - I get gory when I write in a bad mood.

 

And I don't usually write so much in this thread...so I'll just shut up now.

[Ravynlee]

My mom had a cat, Sabrina, who would've been 18 if she'd lived about two more months. She was her baby too...I've only had Deanne for about 3 years, but I can relate. We're all crazy cat people in this family

 

That song I was after is by Avril Levigne, but even though I have the CD, I can never remember the name...maybe if I run the chorus through my head, I can... ah, yeah, "When You're Gone." A song I heard on the radio and loved immediately, despite her glass-shattering squeaky voice.

 

Meh...I usually write poetry when I'm down, but jerks on writingforums have gone and made me feel stupid about my poetry... My lyrics all suck recently, I got several sitting around without names or endings... And if I try and write a story, heads will roll - I get gory when I write in a bad mood.

 

And I don't usually write so much in this thread...so I'll just shut up now.

Ignore the jerks on the forums, if they're so high n mighty why are they spending so much time online instead of being out there on the public circuit promoting their latest bestseller? Why? Because they're suffering from Tall-Poppy Syndrome, stripping others down to make themselves feel somehow more significant.

 

I remember at Uni my lecturers disliked my midyear assessment piece I created in shop out of metal. They hated it. I barely got a pass. They said it was too much like an oversized mobile (its a large suspended piece) and no one would ever like it. Since then I've had at least 3 people come up to me wanting to buy it. I wouldn't sell. But when the lecturers knew this they all smiled and said nothing, acting as if they were supportive and hadn't said such disparaging remarks. Moral of the story: even so called 'experts' don't know everything. The minute you start telling yourself how good you are in any field is the day you stop trying... so fark 'em. You keep writing whatever makes you happy. Someone somewhere may eventually see it and appreciate it for what it is without all those false pretences. And bottom line you have to write to please yourself first and foremost. Sure it's disheartening when people don't get it, but if you live your life according to what everyone else wants all the time you won't be yourself - and the world will be full of pretentious assholes - and people like us can't allow the (writing) world to be subjected to the likes of that

Chin up. Persevere. Nothing makes you feel better inside than proving your critics wrong.

 

And now I've said too much, I should shut up. But I wont.

 

How do I feel? Sleepy.