The 'How You Feelin'' thread v6.0

[speedthief]

it's night for me but i am still not tired.Talking on MSN with all my female classmates as we had it planned.

[Ravynlee]

Am okay. Just okay. Feeling a bit... I don't know how to put it into words. Dissassociated sounds close but still not right. Just numb. Everything's the same. Work, eat, sleep, get up the next day, same thing all over again. Debts, stress, all of that. Living alone here on the hill surrounded by suburban mums and squealing kids of an afternoon and here I sit in a silent room staring at a blank page on the computer not able to say anything. Roll all that up into a ball, throw in a knot in the stomach, a low sense of self, and a dash of helplessness, and there you have it. A hint of it anyway.

I almost feel like I've outgrown this place. Why did I come back then?

[speedthief]

feeling high now after receiving many calls from my female classmates!

[LPNailz]

Am okay. Just okay. Feeling a bit... I don't know how to put it into words. Dissassociated sounds close but still not right. Just numb. Everything's the same. Work, eat, sleep, get up the next day, same thing all over again. Debts, stress, all of that. Living alone here on the hill surrounded by suburban mums and squealing kids of an afternoon and here I sit in a silent room staring at a blank page on the computer not able to say anything. Roll all that up into a ball, throw in a knot in the stomach, a low sense of self, and a dash of helplessness, and there you have it. A hint of it anyway.

I almost feel like I've outgrown this place. Why did I come back then?

Because in this place, you look sane

 

 

I am frustrated. I want to carry on a normal fucking conversation without tripping over my words.

[Sponge]

I really don't want anyone to leave from here.....I feel like it's my fault man.......I feel like the only reason why the people left is ME!!!! WTF AM I THINKING THIS SHIT!!!!!!????????

[LPNailz]

Aw hell, Sponge, it's more fun here since you came. I mean, Sarah and Rav were the only other people I knew before, and they live on the other side of the planet. We're hardly ever online at the same time. You and I must be roundabouts in the same timezone, at least - give me someone to talk to.

[Ravynlee]

Thanks Jess - sanity like beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Good luck with the word-tripping thing. Do you do what my mum and I do? In normal conversation, and worse when we're excited, we'll go to say one word, think of another, and actually speak a hybrid of the two - creating our own twisted little dictionary? It sounds funny but christ can it be embarrassing sometimes! No wonder I'm a social pariah!

 

And Sponge, don't get your panties in a twist over it, this place was dead and bloated in the water long before you came onto the scene my friend, trust me. Wait til the next studio release comes out again, this place will enjoy another brief yet exciting peak of activity - shame it never lasts though.

 

I don't want to go to work. *sigh* Guess I'd better log off now...

[Sponge]

But I don't where panties :spiteful: .......joking LOL...or am I:spiteful: ?

 

Ok I won't worry. Maybe your right Rav. Who knows.

 

Feel ok. Eating chicked.

[Devilsnight2003]

I feel very annoyed with some people on another forum cause there all a bunch of *insert foul word here*, i dont normally get annoyed by people very easily cause your only on this earth for a spit of time, why waste it being pissed at people etc etc but sometimes some people just, gah.

 

Its also annoying Sarah being on another continent but alas that is something that cannot be helped.

 

Me thinks i should find my happy place again, lol

[LPNailz]

Thanks Jess - sanity like beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Good luck with the word-tripping thing. Do you do what my mum and I do? In normal conversation, and worse when we're excited, we'll go to say one word, think of another, and actually speak a hybrid of the two - creating our own twisted little dictionary? It sounds funny but christ can it be embarrassing sometimes! No wonder I'm a social pariah!

 

And Sponge, don't get your panties in a twist over it, this place was dead and bloated in the water long before you came onto the scene my friend, trust me. Wait til the next studio release comes out again, this place will enjoy another brief yet exciting peak of activity - shame it never lasts though.

 

I don't want to go to work. *sigh* Guess I'd better log off now...

Arg, yeah, I do that. Splicing words, I think of it as. 'Course, some of those words just ended up being part of my normal vocabulary... :o

[woodyloveslinkin]

I'm going to implode soon. The longer I stay here the quicker I'll be back on my medication. I was doing fine before I came here.

[Ravynlee]

^ Was only a matter of time, wasn't it?

 

Feeling tired and flat. Robotic. Pretty much sums it up.

[woodyloveslinkin]

^ Yes it was, sadly.

 

On the other hand, in a moral dilemma with someone. I shouldn't be back being friends with her just cos I feel sorry for her, but, I do think she's really changed her ways and it took her bloody 3 years to turn her and her life around.

[Blue Sky Turtles]

Got an upset tummy X(

[speedthief]

yeah i was happy about what i have done today.Check out my journal!

[LPNailz]

Sleepy. But at least now I''m caught up.

[Devilsnight2003]

im feeling over worked and under appreciated, sadly that is the story of life really isnt it?

[woodyloveslinkin]

I'm at the train station at the moment, after missing my train to Lithgow and shit, I'm already having a bad day. I've got $2 left in my wallet, after Mum dumped me at the bus station with only $10, to pay for the bus and the train. I have to go to Mount Victoria instead of Lithgow. I'm ready to start balling my eyes out that's how I feel really. My sister had to give me the 20 questions when I rang her from the payphone wondering where Dad was and why he wasn't picking up the landline, so Dad has to drive further than Lithgow and pick me up. Oh man, I need to get out of Sydney, I don't want to be here anymore, I feel like I've gone back down the snake and I'm back to square one again in this game of snakes and ladders that is called life. I told Mum me coming down wasn't a good idea. I snapped last night at my grandmother, I love her but I seriously cannot cope with her bullshit.

[Devilsnight2003]

just keep your eye out for a ladder or a rope that i throw down for you. It really does sound like your having a bad day, i have my fingers crossed for things to get better for you

 

I feel full from pizza again, i new 2x large domino's was too much for me alone, maybe i shouldnt have ordered the tatty skins as well hmmm

[LPNailz]

Q: How do you feel?

 

A: Stop treating me like a mental patient!

 

. . .

 

In reality, I feel fine. I guess.

[Devilsnight2003]

I feel like my body is working in the wrong timezone, lol. Its GMT dammit...

[LPNailz]

I feel terrible and I don't even know why.

[Sponge]

I feel embarrased that I don't know how to do certain things on here!!!!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

Justin (Firehawk): How's your fine ass been?

 

LOL! A bit happier now that I'm back home.

[LPNailz]

Much better now. Talking to him always cheers me up.