tornadoxalley's journal

[tornadoxalley]

A full school week heads my way tomorrow morning and the only thing I'm looking forward to is Drama. Our big homework assignment this weekend was to write a dramatic monologue and well I did. Mine is a little more depressing and freaky as people have told me but it definitely hits the dramatic factor of the assignment. That will be the highlight of my week when I perfom it but after that, I'm going to be suffering.

 

So starting tomorrow, I have to get up early again. Getting up early is waking up at 4:45 AM or so to shower so I can be at a bible study class around 5:45 AM. It's a class that is technically required by my church but it's whatever. I accidently fall asleep sometimes but it's overall worth it to attend.

 

That's about all for now. Yep. *nods*

[tornadoxalley]

**Sorry in advanced for the double post. I just need somewhere to talk my feelings through my head.**

 

Not much has happened in the past few days. I did, however, have to move a huge spotlight yesterday from one side of the building to the other and in the process, it tried tipping over twice (and it's not light) and I banged the crap out of my right elbow. Yep that was fun. I exhausted myself yesterday doing that and today, my muscles hurt which has made me exhauted today. Plus I just got down with one of my many part time shifts at work.

 

So I presented my monologue for my drama class. The only reaction I got was: "Oh My. That's sad." Granted, I didn't look up once from my monologue or show any emotion but I don't care. Just a smaller role for someone who prefers the technical side of theatre than the performance side.

 

I'm thinking about heading to bed and for once, it'll be a little after 9 instead of 10:30 or 11. SO Goodnight everyone!

[woodyloveslinkin]

Hope you had a nice sleep. It's a shame about your monologue, really, what piece did you do?

[tornadoxalley]

Hope you had a nice sleep. It's a shame about your monologue, really, what piece did you do?

 

It was a dramatic piece that we all had to perform in front of the class. It was an audition piece for the play we are doing together as a class.

[tornadoxalley]

Well it's been a few days since I've last written here. I figured it was time for an update.

 

So Friday evening, I rejoined the Linkin Park Underground with an almost two year absence. For those who are wondering, I was once numbchick123 and I am now plasticxbuttons. I missed the friends I had made so I decided to go back. Yay me!

 

On Tuesday, my grandparents came to town. It was great seeing them but I didn't like the fact that they went to my favorite restaurants about an hour before I had to go to work so I sat there and watched them eat. Now that upsetted me. They took my older brother on a trip on Wednesday and left after they brought him back.

 

Speaking of Wednesday, though. I caught a nasty cold. School sucked the rest of the week. I called in sick Friday night because I just couldn't work. I'm feeling much better now and that makes me happy like none other.

 

Oh, and I got my haircut Saturday morning. I needed the change. It was once chest-length, now it's the very tip top of my shoulder length and I like it for the most part. lol

 

I think that about sums it all up right now.

[tornadoxalley]

Well my week has an interesting start.

 

Yesterday before drama, my friend had asked if this guy, who I mentioned earlier in another post, took my out to lunch yet and I told her no and for some reason, that bothers me. I've all ready reminded him once and I shouldn't have to do it again. If he doesn't remember, I suppose it's his fault more than mine and he'll just have to live with the fact that I'm going to be mad at him and upset with him because he broke his promise, which he rarely does. I consider him a good friend but sometimes I wonder if I'm pushing the good factor.

[tornadoxalley]

Here I am again.

Things aren't going so well. I'm kind of an emotional mess but I don't know how to get out of the rut this time. It's all so confusing.

 

This guy I have mentioned for some time now leaves tomorrow for college. I don't get him anymore. He's unpredictable, I guess. I wish him luck but I hopes he realizes the pain he has caused me.

 

I don't know what else to say.

[woodyloveslinkin]

Oh I hope you get better soon.

[tornadoxalley]

Oh I hope you get better soon.

 

Thanks. I'm doing better now. I guess we talked things through and we're on good terms.

[tornadoxalley]

So things have been less stressful lately.

I don't know if it's because I'm on a four day weekend and I'm sleeping in and enjoying it all I can but whatever it is, I like it and I want to keep it this way.

 

Monday I have nothing to do until the evening when I have to work. Tuesday, I have to get up super early to have a dentist appointment at 7 or so. I'm not looking forward to that, trust me. And then a little later in the day, I get to say goodbye to my older brother for two years and it will be bittersweet. Then school comes back into the picture Wednesday. :scary: