The HELL is with my LucK?

[DarknessLover]

2006-2007

Late (2006)

Pros - Girlfriend, Happy, Decent Grades, Losing Weight

Cons - Nothing

I met the girl of my dreams. She was firm, but not to firm. She was nice, clean. Beautiful, perfect to my eyes. This winter may have well as been the greatest time in the past 3/4 years.

 

Early (2007)

Pros - Girlfriend, Guitar, Semi Decent Grades, Holding Weight

Cons - Moving, Stress, Loss of Sleep

As the new year came around, so did new troubles. My parents out of no where, wanted to move, and they were looking for houses, everywhere. But at least I was trying to make the best of it. So it wasn't terrible

 

Mid (2007)

Pros - School Over, Guitar

Cons - Dumped, Moving, Gaining Weight, More Loss of Sleep

So of course as luck has it, I am fucked over. I have to move and that means, I have to break up with my GF, to be fair, I let her do it. Not to mention, it hurt. Bad. Moving meant I had slim to no time to hang out with my friends, and I began to grow distant.

 

Fall (2007)

Pros - New School, Guitar

Cons - No Friends, Alone, Little to no Sleep, Gaining Weight, Grades Dropping Hard

I can't stay focused, my mind drifting off into space and wishing I wasn't around. Suicide drifted in and out painkillers becoming my life.

 

2008-2009

Early(2008)

Pros - Partying, Guitar, Drinking, Smoking, More partying, Friends

Cons - Failing Classes, Gaining Weight, No Sleep

It got better for awhile....I Dunno if it was a good better, but it was better.

 

Summer (2008)

 

Pros - Guitar, Band, partying, Friends

Cons - Gaining Weight, Little Sleep

 

This is where everything flips back on me

 

I start getting back into dating and such. I start flirting with a girl "Girl C" And we were back and forth...so I finally grow the courage to ask her out BUT.

 

She's moving. Everytime I get close to someone, they move. Where is my fucking luck in that? Or anytime i do get close some dumb shit happens. Not to mention since i've moved shits gone down hill (minus my weight, that's gone up) Parents always fighting, teachers are douchebags, etc etc...

 

What the fuck is with my luck? When I finally get something good, it's ripped away.

[woodyloveslinkin]

smoking's a pro? Lol, I smoke and I don't think it's a pro.

[Peterdea]

Well I know what it's like to have things great and suddenly have them drop to something seemingly horrible... Over the past like, 5 years things have got boring, I've been getting depressed a lot more, I've had all kinds of problems with my health... And my sleep is also fucked....

But enough of me and on to you, just fight for things to get better. It's what I do and it works for more problems (except a few which is my fault)

[DarknessLover]

Smoking Pot, not cigarettes, I love pot...lol

[Ravynlee]

What the fuck is with my luck? When I finally get something good, it's ripped away.

There's part of the problem straight away. While positive thinking only gets you so far (of course it's not a solution in itself) it may go some way to explaining why you're seeing more negatives in your life. Precisely that, you're focusing on them. Tried the basics like looking after yourself perhaps? Sleep more, eat better, give up the dope and work on your appearance and self esteem. Women like men with self confidence, not saying you have to be full of yourself (is a turn off) but you need to get some direction in your life and people around you will respond to that. Sounds like new age tree hugging garbage, right? Well if what you're doing now isn't working for you what can it hurt to try something new?

[geeko]

try going with the flow. if that's the way it is then move with it. but dont let it control you. remember that you must still have the hold on things, not the other way around. do what you think is right, and i guarantee you everything will work itself out.

dont go too hard on yourself. smoking is NOT A PRO. it's something bad. and although it makes you feel good in the short term, it can only really add up to your troubles.

[HaziLPTonz]

its the bad times that make the good times mate

 

as much as we hate it, we need our bad times so we dont take take for granted the good times, and makes us enjoy them just a little more when they come

 

my luck aint that great either, but u get used to it, and u learn to enjoy the good times just that bit more

 

chin up mate, things will turn

[hed89]

sorry if i sound like a asshole but....grow a pair and man up. your problems arnt that bad lots of ppl have it way worse. this is the damn emoization of america (E.O.A.)

 

 

 

BTW: theres nothing wrong with smoking pot.

[mcufoer]

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