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I'm sick in mind and spirit, the mirror tells me lies ~ Ozzy Misery not only loves, but needs company, and they know how to get it ~ wez The loving company of misery, is hate ~ wez What you hate is what you are and that is why you hate it ~ wez I'm not you ~ wez Give til it no longer hurts and you will be granted life ~ wez It really is within the realm of man to love everyone as Jesus commands, one just needs to keep some farther away than others and love them from a distance. ~ wez One is never too old to live ~ wez

FOX Sports on MSN - NFL - Favre decides to call it a career Thanks for the great memories... we'll all miss ya. Next stop, Canton, Ohio.

Anyone cut hair? I'll kick your ass and let you sleep in my bedroom.. Well, just went and got my hair butchered at great clips... I guess it aint too bad.. after I went back to have her even out the sides.. Next time she contacts me I'm telling her, this friendship or whatever you want to call it isn't working, will never work, and please don't ever call me or come over here again. I'm done. Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out. Yay me. She'd use me as her garbage dump the rest of my life if I let her.. No thanks. Go get kicked while your down by your family next time a guy kicks your ass and you're looking for pity.. or get some help. Up to her. No more enabling and co dependency from me... Care about us both too much for that. Feels better already.. Some people are not capable of being anyones friend.. Shame.

Another excellent article as usual teach.. Might look at buying one of them apples for cash in a few years..

Been there, done that for 20 years, reached better, and am now at fan ingtastic.

We Belong Pat Benatar We belong, we belong to the light Many times Ive tried to tell you Many times Ive cried alone Always Im surprised how well you Cut my feelings to the bone Dont want to leave you really Ive invested too much time To give you up that easy To the doubts that complicate your mind Chorus: We belong to the light We belong to the thunder We belong to the sound of the words Weve both fallen under Whatever we deny or embrace For worse or for better We belong, we belong We belong together Maybe its a sign of weakness When I dont know what to say Maybe I just wouldnt know What to do with my strength anyway Have we become a habit Do we distort the facts Now theres no looking forward Now theres no turning back When you say (chorus) Close your eyes and try to sleep now Close your eyes and try to dream Clear your mind and do your best To try and wash the palette clean We cant begin to know it How much we really care I hear your voice inside me I see your face everywhere Still you say [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wopgbiVV0e4]YouTube - Pat Benatar - We Belong (Single + Looking Back Ultimix)[/ame] After we were talking about gentle giants yesterday snaf, whilst laying in the tub today, I remembered my best friend singing this to me at 17, driving around getting stoned and putting "wez" in instead of "we" .. Hahahaha Sure do miss that bastard. I actually tagged him with the nickname too.. cept he was weez.. and I'm sure many still call him that to this day too.. people used to get so confused hearing us talk to each other.... yeah wez.. yeah, right weez.... Weez, you're putting in too much pepper! .. Oh, that wez, I'm a culinary success. Hahahahaha Our other friends used to call us.. Big weez, and little wez.. and always knew what was up.. Guess which one I was? Thanks for the awsome memories Snafola..

Thank you for listening and your support shiek.. I appreciate it..

hahahahahaha... can I watch?

Best of luck with whatever endeavours you pursue Old Salt... And from the bottom of my heart.. Thank you immensely for your service to this once great country of ours. Also.. something to get the edge back.. One is never too old to live. <<< (I like that so much I'm adding it to the signature)

me... So, it's after 1 am.. I get a call, gee, wonder who.. Tells me she went and got a restraining order today, which normally I would say is good. Then I get the feeling she is now thriving on her victimhood and I'm sure has been gathering a pity party of her usual validaters, aka, her family and brothers prisoner of a girlfriend who also gets her ass and brain kicked every day by her brother. But she doesn't relish in it but rather has 2 young kids, one with him and thinks she's doing the right thing by staying and is sorely mistaken. This pity party for support in her time of "need". Whatever.. They all hate each other, yet can't stay away from each other. The deal is, I've been asking her to give me a haircut for a week and again asked her when she called after listening to her relish in getting her ass kicked. Got.. "Well, ummmm, errr, I got a lot of stuff to do and I'll try to this week but I'm maybe going out with Nate, (whoever the hell this guy is that will kick her ass in 6 months for me to pick the pieces up from) on Friday and it's Shannons birthday Sat. and with what I've been through I don't have a lot of time, blah, blah, blah".... So I say, "can't you just tell me yes or no?" ... "I said I'd try!"... I then say, "you know, none of this has anything to do with me", stupidly thinking she may take 2 seconds to realize that the guy who allowed her to treat him like a chew toy for 20 years, helped her move out of her apt. last Friday, and whose door is still open to her kicked ass at 2:30 am and whose phone is answered at 1 am, knowing full well who it was, might be worth a 20 minute haircut. Instead I get.. "Don't start with me! I'll talk to you later. Click." Looks like I blew it again. The moral of this story Lweetzhwaelz is a tool.

I really don't see why you would ever have to stop working if you love it.. Til the old body wont allow it anyways.

Glad I live in a paid for mobile home, have no debt, and saved a fair chunk of change. Enough to provide me with $630 a month interest income without touching principle. Not counting my IRA.. which has about $65,000 in it.. I'm 39, in nursing school. Not afraid of getting a job. The future is so bright, I gotta wear shades.

That would make my decade..

Walk all over you AC/DC Out of my way I'm running high Take your chance with me and I'll give it a try Ain't no woman in the world I know 'Cause I ain't looking for a woman,no! Oh baby I ain't got much Resistance to your touch Take off the high heels, let down your hair Paradise ain't far from there I wanna walk all over you I wanna walk all over you Do anything you want me to, baby I wanna walk all over you Reflections on the bedroom wall And there you thought you'd see it all We're rising, falling like the sea You're looking so good under me I'm gonna walk all over you I'm gonna walk all over you Do anything you want me to do to you I'm gonna walk all over you...Ill walk all over (Roaming roaming stayin' alive So gimme the stage, I'm gonna steal the show Leave off the drapes and turn off the light Tonight is gonna be the night I'm gonna walk all over you I'm gonna walk all over you Do anything you want me to I'm gonna walk all over You ow. I'm gonna walk all over you [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkpLONtRjn4]YouTube - AC/DC - Walk All Over You[/ame]

Personally, I'd rather take my chances on one robbing things from me than getting robbed by them in my paycheck every week to house and feed them.

That's what happens with a mob mentality. All reason disappears and insanity takes it's place.

I think that's because of the difference in the socioeconomic status of the typical users. Cocaine has taken many a person to their knees too.. But the sentences, like Snaf said, are ridiculous. We don't need more people in prison, specially drug users. If we do, we need to lock up drunks too.

I'm finally there myself. As bad as it was, I don't regret it. I learned so much and fortunately, because of her issues and subsequent steady daily diet of verbal abuse on a several times a day basis, I never married her, had children with her, (other than the proper decision to terminate the one pregancy near the end), or any debt with her. I knew better than to try to own anything with her. Anything she could use against me and hurt me with, she did. She threatened to shoot me between the eyes the day before I went into the hospital. The thing was, and what lead to my breakdown, was being a "man" (not really for a long time as I actually felt like a battered woman for years), I internalized every last drop of it. Never told a soul as I thought I was "protecting" her by keeping her dirty little secret. Big mistake. She used my loyalty against me for all it was worth. After I knew I had no choice and indeed realized, this is really the way some people are, I finally went to my parents a babbling mess, and told them. After the hospital, I even tried one last time and the minute I walked in the door after getting out, she started up the same crap to try to beat me down after acting all concerned on the phone all week. Wasn't ever gonna work again. A lot of hurt feelings have been coming back about it the last few days with everything that's gone on here.. but that's a good thing. The last thing I want to do in life is die a bitter, broken "victim".. More my fault than it will ever be hers.. 110% actually.. She is sick and really doesn't know any better, and I could have walked at any point. All my fault, and looking back now, I wouldn't change one thing. No regrets.. I know I loved her and did the very best I could. I've actually never felt better about myself in my life than I have for the last couple years. I finally know who I really am, again, and love what I see. Gonna hold on to that for dear life.. I like talking about it online .. Good, free, therapy.

Crack sentences being reduced - Crime & courts - MSNBC.com Lets hope so.. tired of paying to house crackheads and provide 3 squares a day for them whilst good people sleep under bridges and root through dumpsters for dinner.

Seems to me, that's when "leaders" are the most dangerous, and ready to sacrifice anyone and everyone.

This scares me. The world is in a fragile state, held by a rusty wire.

Seems TJ is so concerned about this site, that he thinks the administration needs administrating. That's devotion.. or like IWS said.. obsession.

Hahahahaha.. my existence is hazardous to your health? If "we" don't see it, how do we complain? Hahahahahahahahahaha... Unless the staff ignore functions me too and lets me run amok, you don't need to worry about that TJ.

I would say that should be the point that should end all this unnecessary drama.

You're lucky.. took me 20 long years of pain and misery.. My devotion was my coffin. I could see the happy beautiful girl inside and can honestly say I did my best.. I faintly remember on my sixth day of no sleep telling her I was dying, and I wasn't kidding. Still wasn't enough.. it was then knew what I had to do.. all choices had run out.. Cept 2.. life, or death. Life sounded better by a long shot..