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Yeah.. I know.. Always do.. just hate that helpless feeling.. and seeing people suffer. Rather it be me.. I guess I could say.. Hey J.. I hear the new I35 bridge has a great view of the river! I know he'll manage.. but damn.. lol.. yeah.. they are.. but I sure aint gonna blame it on the MN bitches.. I feel bad for them too.. and the kids.. I know my friends ain't perfect.. C is a really nice guy.. and J.. well.. lets just say.. I wouldn't wanna be his wife either.. but I still love him. Ain't no one to blame cept themselves.. blame makes ya a bitter victim.. hope neither one takes that path.. unfortunately a road well traveled. No.. I don't.. I'll never allow myself to believe that.. Ever! The day I do is the day I die.. even if I "lived" another 40 years..

My Friends Chili peppers My friends are so depressed I feel the question of your loneliness Confide...'cause I'll be on your side You know I will, you know I will Ex-girlfriend called me up Alone and desperate on the prison phone They want to give her seven years For being sad I love all of you Hurt by the cold So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself My friends are so distressed They're standing on the brink of emptiness No words I know of to express This emptiness I love all of you Hurt by the cold So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself Imagine me, taught by tragedy Release is peace I heard a little girl And what she said was something beautiful To give your love no matter what Is what she said I love all of you Hurt by the cold So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKEAthprGME]YouTube - Red Hot Chili Peppers - My Friends[/ame]

F ck!! Last week when I was down at my cousins playing some guitar.. another buddy came over.. I say.. hey man!! hows it going J? "F ckin' horrible!! I'm getting divorced, losing the house, wife took all the money out of our account.. blew up my truck.. so.. I'm going to be homeless with no truck here soon. I don't know what the f ck I'm gonna do". He does real estate inspections so obviously work hasn't been to steady for quite some time.. but.. I know he'll be ok.. I spent the night reminiscing and laughing with him trying to cheer him up.. but damn.. what do ya say? It'll be warm out soon? I hear there's dandy soup kitchens in the Twin Cities? Then tonight I get home to this email from another buddy.. Hi Everyone, Well I guess I will get right to it. I moved out last Sunday. I wanted to wait a week or so before telling anyone just for my own sanity. I'm staying at for now. He lives right in by Mark Park. I sure do miss E and E . It has been a tough week. She has given me very limited visitation which really sucks! I'm taking steps to change that. This will have to be decided in the courts. I have been keeping my cool and am very focused on gaining fair time with my children. I'm confident when this is layed out before a Judge that he/she will see that I'm not running from any responsibilities. They will see that I'm a willing Father (I hope!) I will do my best to keep everyone posted. Call anytime. I switched my work hours to 3-11 for awhile as well. By the way, E is doing really good. I will get some pictures out soon! Love Ya All! C I've known both these guys since I was a teen.. E is my God Daughter.. I think about how hard it was for me to break away from the toxic cesspool I once called a relationship.. can't imagine if I'd of had to ask some asshole for permission first or beg some stranger to let me see my kids.. hurts to see friends in pain.. .. sh t.. hurts to see total strangers in pain.. F ckin' life.. The end

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Rain Song Led Zep It is the springtime of my loving - the second season I am to know You are the sunlight in my growing - so little warmth I've felt before. It isn't hard to feel me glowing - I watched the fire that grew so low. It is the summer of my smiles - flee from me Keepers of the Gloom. Speak to me only with your eyes. It is to you I give this tune. Ain't so hard to recognize - These things are clear to all from time to time. Talk Talk - I've felt the coldness of my winter I never thought it would ever go. I cursed the gloom that set upon us... But I know that I love you so These are the seasons of emotion and like the winds they rise and fall This is the wonder of devotion - I seek the torch we all must hold. This is the mystery of the quotient - Upon us all a little rain must fall... It's just a little rain.. [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=na_7O9J0tHY]YouTube - Led Zeppelin - The Rain Song[/ame]

Yesterday to Tomorrow Audioslave Beauty is what the eyes behold And you burn brighter than most I chased you thru the midnight streets To be where I could speak freely I didn't care what tomorrow held I felt the world turning only for us Only bliss now for you and me Rise up let life's kiss send us reeling And unlike the times before From yesterday comes tomorrow When life comes alive the past moves aside No regrets and no remorse We have more than everything More than man or machine More than luck More than fiction Higher than any religion And unlike the times before From yesterday comes tomorrow When life comes alive the past moves aside No regrets and no remorse We'll squeeze the blood out of life And say goodnight to the silver of old Even when wrong we're right Far beyond the world of diamonds and gold I've come to realize Where happiness lies I want you to know I know And unlike the times before When life comes alive the past moves aside No regrets no remorse [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jenep1puM4g]YouTube - Audioslave Yesterday to Tomorrow[/ame]

Thanks boys.. muchly appreciated..

Messier 88 Credit & Copyright: Adam Block, Mt. Lemmon SkyCenter, U. Arizona [attach=full]1912[/attach] Explanation: Charles Messier described the 88th entry in his 18th century catalog of Nebulae and Star Clusters as a spiral nebula without stars. Of course the gorgeous M88 is now understood to be a galaxy full of stars, gas, and dust, not unlike our own Milky Way. In fact, M88 is one of the brightest galaxies in the Virgo Galaxy Cluster some 50 million light-years away. M88's beautiful spiral arms are easy to trace in this colorful cosmic portait. The arms are lined with young blue star clusters, pink star-forming regions, and obscuring dust lanes extending from a yellowish core dominated by an older population of stars. Spiral galaxy M88 spans over 100,000 light-years.

Too Late Journey See the stop-light turn-in' red, Don't you listen to what it's said. All the things you try to hide, They keep you runnin' hard inside. Oh, you got to leave this town before it's... too late, too late, too late, too late, too late, too late to make the change. oo, yes, my friend, you're fadin' fast, if you stay here you won't last. Before your time has run astray, you've got to try to get away. Oh, you got to leave this place before it's... too late, too late, too late, too late, too late, too late to make the change. too late, too late to make the change too late to make the change Yes, it's time to make the change, yes, it's time to rearrange, So, my friend, I join the fight for the things you know are right. Oh, you got to leave this town before it's... too late, too late, too late, too late, too late, too late to make the change. too late, too late to make the change too late, too late, to make the change too late to make the change too late, before it's too late. [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXvAymI-eNI]YouTube - Journey - Too Late[/ame]

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Badge Cream Thinkin' 'bout the times you drove in my car. Thinkin' that I might have drove you too far. And I'm thinkin' 'bout the love that you laid on my table. I told you not to wander 'round in the dark. I told you 'bout the swans, that they live in the park. Then I told you 'bout our kid, now he's married to Mabel. Yes, I told you that the light goes up and down. Don't you notice how the wheel goes 'round? And you better pick yourself up from the ground Before they bring the curtain down, Yes, before they bring the curtain down. Talkin' 'bout a girl that looks quite like you. She didn't have the time to wait in the queue. She cried away her life since she fell off the cradle. [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlzski0-qJ0]YouTube - Cream - Badge[/ame] God I love this song.. me and my cuz musta played it at least 3 or 4 times last night.. lol

awwww hell.. thanks everyone.. Prolly have to think about movin' to Florida soon.. .

Under the Milky Way The Church Sometimes when this place gets kind of empty Sound of their breath fades with the light I think about the loveless fascination Under the Milky Way tonight Lower the curtain down on Memphis Lower the curtain down all right I got no time for private consultation Under the Milky Way tonight Wish I knew what you were looking for Might have known what you would find Wish I knew what you were looking for Might have known what you would find And it's something quite peculiar Something shimmering and white Leads you here despite your destination Under the Milky Way tonight Wish I knew what you were looking for Might have known what you would find Wish I knew what you were looking for Might have known what you would find Under the Milky way tonight.. Under the Milky Way tonight... [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q6nKP10j4s&feature=related]YouTube - The Church - Under The Milky Way (Audio only)[/ame]

One more game!!! Vikes/Jets .. I hope.. always been a closet Jets fan.. If the Vikes go and lose #5 .. I may have to swear off football.. Good games today.. I'm sure Jhony's happy..

I don't wanna be Gavin DeGraw I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn Am I the only one to notice? I can't be the only one who's learned I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me Can I have everyone's attention please if you're not like this and that You're gonna have to leave I came from the mountain, the crust of creation My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone And now I'm telling everybody I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I don't want to be I don't want to be I don't want to be I don't want to be anything other than me I don't want to be I don't want to be I don't want to be [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xLdpM01inM]YouTube - Gavin DeGraw - I Don't Wanna Be[/ame]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_1TqRgPbTI]YouTube - Make The World Go Away - Micky Gilley[/ame]

You'd have to wear a suit everyday and be surrounded by sycophants.. have fun.. btw.. who's the current president of the world?

Really sorry to hear that TJ... I know I dread the day...

I thought that was Jesus Christ Superstar.. Who in the hell do you think you are?

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zhj3VwznJo0]YouTube - Lenny Kravitz[/ame]

Andromeda Island Universe Credit & Copyright: Martin Pugh [attach=full]1911[/attach] Explanation: The most distant object easily visible to the eye is M31, the great Andromeda Galaxy some two and a half million light-years away. But without a telescope, even this immense spiral galaxy - spanning over 200,000 light years - appears as a faint, nebulous cloud in the constellation Andromeda. In contrast, details of a bright yellow nucleus and dark winding dust lanes, are revealed in this digital telescopic image. Narrow band image data, recording emission from hydrogen atoms, shows off the reddish star-forming regions dotting gorgeous blue spiral arms and young star clusters While even casual skygazers are now inspired by the knowledge that there are many distant galaxies like M31, astronomers seriously debated this fundamental concept in the 20th century. Were these "spiral nebulae" simply outlying components of our own Milky Way Galaxy or were they instead "island universes" -- distant systems of stars comparable to the Milky Way itself? This question was central to the famous Shapley-Curtis debate of 1920, which was later resolved by observations of M31 in favor of Andromeda, island universe.

Goodbye Jack Johnson This is a true story..... I think it was a sign When your cell Phone fell Into the toilet And then it spelled The word Goodbye Backstage at the shell It was nice enough of it to tell You farewell Before It went Off to Hell Well maybe it will see Our two computers Down there That were stolen On New Years Day I never really liked them Anyway [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1P5HrK4duY]YouTube - Jack Johnson - Goodbye (Live Kokua 2008)[/ame] Hahahahaha

Gone Jack Johnson Well look at all those fancy clothes But these could keep us warm Just like those. And what about your soul Is it cold Is it straight from the mold And ready to be sold And cars and phones and diamond rings Bling, bling Those are only removable things And what about your mind Does it shine or Are there things that concern you more Than your time Gone going Gone everything Gone give a damn Gone be the birds when they don?t want to sing Gone people All awkward with their things Gone Look at you out to make a deal You try to be appealing but you lose your appeal And what about those shoes you?re in today They?ll do no good On the bridges you burnt along the way You?re willing to sell anything Gone with your herd Leave your footprints And we?ll shame them with our words Gone people All careless and consumed Gone Gone going Gone everything Gone give a damn Gone be the birds if they don?t want to sing Gone people All awkward with their things Gone [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rItHumCNNQ]YouTube - Jack Johnson - Gone (Going)[/ame]

Given one more try what would I change? I won't deny the thought is strange. I've done my best and I will lay no blame, but on myself. ~ Chris Cornell