diana

28.Jan Today my grandmother woke me up at 1 pm to have lunch... Yesterday, or should I say, today... I came home at 4 am...well,it wasn't great but it wasn't bad either... First, we were freezing outside for like 3 hours (so they could drink what they bought...) and then we went in a club where we're almost every Friday...it's the best place in Celje to have a really great time! :thumbsup: But, now, there was other dj so I didn't enjoy the music and I couldn't dance like ussually...bleeee...but, ok...hope that next week is goin to be better... Oh, and I haven't got drunk...they closed a shop, where we used to buy alcohol..even people under 18 years old... [in our country it's like that that you musn't drink and buy alcohol till you're 18...but the control over this isn't strong enough - lucky for us... :o ] But I'm surely gonna get drunk next Friday cuz my friend is gonna celebrate her bd... Today, after lunch, I went riding...it was pretty ok...I mean, I'm satisfied with Randi... :thumbsup: Then I got home, had an ugly fight with my sister (it was so bad that she went to a fathers place...hell yeah!! )...I got pissed of and I brusted into tears...I really don't know if I'm gonna take it with her for another year and a half! After that, I watched ski jumping...one of our competitors was eighth... :thumbsup: Now I'm watching handball - Slovenia : Ukraine; it's Europian championship. I'm deeply disapointed cuz "our boys" sucks!! The problem is that they always take too easy that kind of teams - our team is one of the best in Europe! So, I'm pissed of cuz of that!! For today's evening I'm planing to watch a movie called "Primal Fear"...till then I think that I'm just gonna hang on internet...maybe play tarok or somethin... OK, that would be all for now...Take care... *

Well, here's just something I can't understand...emmm...you're like...how much? 16 years old? How come you are already working?? And I noticed that at others too...it's strange...at least for me... Anyway, hope you won't take that as an ofence cuz it's not meant that way...I'm just curious... Btw, I'm in school now...only 2 hours left..."only"...ok, I'll stop now...Talk to you later...Have a nice time and take care... * 14.13h... I'm at home...finished with lunch wich, btw, sucked... I'm in bad mood right now...don't know why, though... I haven't met with my bf after school...he didn't send me any message...but, oh well...I'm gonna see him in the evening, anyway... In bout a half of hour I'll go riding...after a whole week...it's about time, I think...can't wait to see "my" Randi again... Hja, soooo, nothing special, again...bleeee...but I hope that I'll have better things to say tomorrow, after todays night... :thumbsup: Have a nice time...ttyl... *

Today it was a pretty good day, I guess... In the morning I went to school....finally...2 days at home it was too much...boring stuff, believe me...Soooo, nothing interesting in school, though... When I came home and talked to my bf, I started to feel happy...that's cuz, I convinced him that he'll go out tomorrow evening... We'll be with his friend I guess but it's all good...maybe I'll get drunk...don't know...but I have to do something to break this everyday monotony...it's killing me!! Everyday, when I come home I feel bad, cu z I know that I'm gonna fight with my sister again...oh, I so fuckin hate her!! I can't believe it!! How could she be such a bitch!! She is sooooo annoying and...I don't know...hate her, really...I hope she had never been born!! Grrrrrr... OK, I have to go to bed now...you know, I have to wake up at 5.30 o' clock...yeah...hate this crap... Have a great time and take care... *

OMFG, it's so boring being at home...but, oh well...I'll go to school tomorrow I guess...I'm feeling better, though... Right now, I'm just listening to Korn...they are really great...love them... Anyway, maybe, after Korn, I'll listen to LP after a long, long time...so I'll see if I still like them or not... Sooo, have a nice time and take care... *

Sammi: No, it's not that bad, believe me...you just gave me some advices...there's no need to apologize...it's all good... :thumbsup: Yeah, it's like that...I'm at home cuz I got sick during the night...and I don't like that... Well, in school they'll all think that I'm cutting classes only cuz of Math...and I'll be in trouble again...but, whatever... Now I even won't be able to go riding...shit...cjooooo... I'm gonna go and play tarok a litlle bit so I'll relax...But I'll be back later... Have a nice time and take care... * Well, I'm back...for awhile...I'm worst than I was in the morning...my temperature is around 38,5° C...and I had headache for a whole day, but now I took a tablet and it's beter...for now... Take care*

Oh, OK...thanks for your advices... Well, it'll be over soon...hope so... *hugs tightly back*

Emmmm, I have many of stuff from soad...they are great!! :thumbsup: You can get all the stuff at emule programe...it's good and I recomend it to you...

I'm done with math...bleeee...I don't know, how I'm gonna make it tomorrow... Hope I'll do it ok...hope... OMFG...I'm so bored...and I'll have o go to sleep soon...again, I have to wake up at 5.45h in the morning... I'm gonna become crazy.... Oh, well... Have a nicer time than me...ajde

Hello, everyone! Emmm, I have like maybe a half of hour... I have to study Math...I'm gonna be asked tomorrow and I don't have any clue bout it...wwwwaaaaa...hate this bitch! She didn't let me to displace that datum!! Grrrrrr... Fuck, I've got so much work to do!! Oh, yeah...today we had classes like only till 12.20h and then I met with bf!! That was the only good thing that happened on this fuckin day!! Bleeeeeee... OK, that's it for today, I think...Have a nice time (I know it will be better than mine) and take care... *hugs*

I vote for misery...I don't know...it's simply amazing...it cought my eye...

Hmmm, again I'm bored...that's not fair...bleee... I haven't done nothing for school...instead I watched a movie - Bang, bang, you're dead. Great movie... :thumbsup: Anyway...meeeeh...nothing...

Well, I'm already back...I have nothin to do, actually...so, I have time to talk to you...but not for long...I think...my sis will be back soon and she'll start bitchin around...

Well now I don't have time to talk to you and I hope you'll be here when I come back...now my sister wants to go on internet...bleeeeee... *

Anyway...cuz I'm really bored...I remembered that I forgot to tell you some things bout me...hope you're interested... Well, I'm very interested in psychology and I wish I could study but if we are realistic, thatn we find out, that that's almost imposible! I don't have enough good grades for that...fuckin system and life! Emmm,I'm realistic person, sometimes even pesemistic...well, I was some time ago but I changed a bit in bout half of year... I don't give a shit bout my family cuz it sucks! I hate my 13-year old sister and other members except my mum and maybbe dad...btw, he's such an asshole...Oh, my parents are seperated...from time when I was 4 or somethin...doesn't mather to me, though... Anyway, I love friends even though I don't have much...don't know why...maybe cuz I'm not for wild things...or, better to say...I wasn't... Now I'm a litlle bit more social for my coevals... For almost all my life a was a good girl...till bout a half of year ago...then I think that I said to myself that I have enough of this and...now it's different...I'm going out on Fridays and comin home late...emmmm...sometimes I smoke but not so often cuz I hate the smell of it...But still, I've been drunk for only 2 times...that's gonna change soon... I'm really pissed off cuz of this fucked up life!! I want to achieve that I wouldn't care anymore...that I would care only for things and people I really love... OK, I know this sounds wierd but, anyway...I'm feeling like that at these times... And now, I'm gonna stop cuz I think that you're not really interested in that crap of mine so...I'm gonna do some stuff for school now...be back latter... Ttyl...take care... *

Heh, you're replying to my wanna be journal...

Well, yeah...it's just a big bullshit!! And I'm not going riding...right now I don't know if I'm happy for that or not...I think I am... Ooooh, I'll really have to go doing some stuff for school...but not right now...maybe in bout an hour...meeeh...I'm toooo lazy...

Sammi: Thank you! I enjoyed my free time all day! Take care and be good! *hugs* Cloud: Aaaaaaaawwww...that's so nice of you! *hug* I really hope that you'll keep your word and keep comin here... Take care... The Mothman Prophecies is a great movie...I was a litlle bit scared during and after it but it's all good... :o Hmmm, I have nothing to tell...cuz nothing much happened...bleeee... Emmm, it's Sunday...today it would be good if I'll do something for school...at least just a litlle bit...but I don't wanna... And I think I'll go riding but I don't know yet...we shall see... Oh, I wanted to ask you if you are still all listening to LP? And how often? Cuz I totally stopped but now I'm maybe returning back to them...that's because I heard that a new album will come out in summer... Meeeeeh, I'm gonna end this boring talking... Hope you haven't fall asleep... Take care and ttyl... *

OK, I don't have much time so I'm gonna be short on that... Emmm, yesterday...was great!!! I had such a great time...again...sometimes I can be so crazy...and wild... Dancing and throwing around...great music...a lot of people -and this is like A LOT! Friday nights are so crazy...and I came home around 4.30 am... I slept till 12.30... And today...well, just being on internet...doing nothing...eating... :o Yeah, and I was with my bf... Now, I'm gonna wach TV a bit...oh, today is a great movie...The Mothman Prophecies... Well, and I now I have to go...my sis wants to go on comp... Take care and be good... *hugs*

It's a great poem! I really like it! I think that you should keep doin that...and I hope we'll see some of your other work...in the future...

It was very hard desicion but in the end I chose Numb...don't know why, though...but I think that I listened to Crawling too much and maybe this is the result... Both are really good and Crawling brought me into LP but...I don't know...I can find myself in both songs and lyrics...

By-My-$elf : ooooh, then you must have pretty interesting life... I mean, if you love doin that, why shouldn't you...It's somehow ql cuz you have guts for doin that...lol... Great thing! :thumbsup: Soooo, I'm goin on riding (again) and then I'll go in town on birthday...Oh, I got present for him!! :thumbsup: I bought a ring that's pretty nice and a chainlet with an eagle that has leg on skull...I love it!! Well, I hope he's gonna like it... School was ok, I guess...nothing special...oh, our timetable changed completely!! It's worse than before! We start school at 7.10 o'clock like 4 days a week and that's not good...it's so hard for me to get up at 5.45... bleeeee...hate it!! I mean, come on...they can't be serious...we supposed to start classes at 8!!! grrrrrrrr... Hmmm...hja...what could I tell you? Meh, nothing...anyway, I'll go now... Have a great time and enjoy Friday!!! Btw, maybe I'll come back later, before going on bd... Bye! *

By_My-$elf : Of course, towns and people vary so...it's just like that and it always will be...I'm just saying - FUCK THE SYSTEM!!! Today was...hmmm...ok, I guess... In school it was like usual...test at slovenian went ok, I think...and hope... On riding was excellent...I again rode 2 horses and it was really great! I'm exhausted but happy... I don't have much to say... Oh, tomorrow is Friday!! Yeah, at last!! But I still don't have birthday present for Blaž... Well, I'll get it tomorrow after school, I guess... Oh, oh...And I'll see my bf after one week... Can't wait! OK, I got to go...to sleep...I have to wake up in the morning at 5.45 am! And now it's 9.50 pm....yeah, I'm going... So, have a nice time and talk to you all tomorrow... Good Night! *

Heh, I think that what they did with Jay-z was just a big commercial for LP...and, yeah, to bring some rap fans "into" LP...I personally don't like that but anyway...collision course is not such a bad album...and ofcourse...without any doubt...I prefer LP going solo!

Why the fuck is that twice?!? Heh, oh, well...

Sammi : Heh, Randi is a horse...acually, she's a mare...lol...I think that I wrote that... But anyway...no problem...just ask, if you don't get everything right... Be good... *hug* By My-$elf : hmmm, and where are you comin from? Well, I think that there's no big difference in towns...hmmm...but, if I think twice...our town is pretty peacefully (it's small and I think that's the reason)... Today it was great!! Everything was just like it should be... Maybe that's why I'm writing this at 10:10 pm... I don't know...I wake up in the morning and first thing that happened to me was that I got message on my mobile phone...it was from my bf...oh, and it was so sweet...I almost melt when I was reading it... :o It really made my morning better... In school it was boring...like usual... Oh, we got our geography test back... I got grade 3 (from 1-5; 1 is the worst, 5 is the best) and I'm satisfide bout that cuz the last one I wrote it was grade 2 (what a stupid sentence... )... Oh, my friend got pierced on the left sideof lower lip...it's pretty ok but...he has to cahnge the earing...and he will after two weeks... Emmm, I too thought bout having a pierce in the centre of lower lip but...I'm to afraid of needles and the pain that is caused by that... Yeah, I know...I'm a chicken...but, oh well...maybe I'll beat that fear some day... After school I went home and have lunch...and then I went riding...today I rode 2 horses... ...I'm a little bit tired but it's ok... After that I came home at 7.15 pm and start to study at 8 pm...bleeee...tomorrow I'm taking the test at slovenian...(our language is, btw, called slovenian or slovene ) I hope it won't be hard cuz I haven't studyied much... Now it's like 10.30 pm, I'm tired and sleepy...so I'm going to bed... I'll be back tomorrow, though... Take care and be good... *