MrsBennington-Delson

me likes the glasses pic coolness pics!!! :thumbsup:

Saliva - Back into your system

I feel great! I think I'm kinda hyped that's why I'm all like "omg I feel so damn great I could do whatever the fuck I want!! woooohoooo!!!" hahahaha xD

wow sounds amazing!! gotta mention even her cover of "Gimme more" is kinda cool haha :thumbsup:

Post Office Square Old, well-known quotations http://l.yimg.com/www.flickr.com/images/spaceball.gifhttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/fd3bfee8a3d1aafa4b6463453f6a84e5.jpg very random if you ask me lol http://l.yimg.com/www.flickr.com/images/spaceball.gif

haha coolness!! haha your friend calles you Mike Shinoda? lol uber coolness

I'm fine... bored tho... -.- did my Engish homework but I kinda want it perfect so I actually need someone to help me but I dunno who plus I'm too lazy to ask anyone xD does that make sense? no lol

lmao!!! oh Jona :lol: great pic xD

I should update in here a bit huh? oh well here you go: http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/newstylesig.png http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/newstylesig2.png and a wallpaper I just made, its very simply but I like it :thumbsup: http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/evenattheendtheresastartwallpaper.jpg and something I was playing around with (not really like I imaged it but I guess its ok): http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/Eye_by_Kas_91.png http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/bunnygirlv2.png

omg Sygy!!! and then you tell me not to do that :-P ne ne ne =P

hahaha! oh Sygy Sygy just thinkin bout the booze huh?? :-P

omg so freakin cool!! I'm really proud of you and gosh damn you get to stay in Irishland on Paddy's day!! oh btw I got a question I'll write to ya on msn

I don't know maybe we both rushed or whatever but what's important for me is that I don't feel used and that I'm not uber depressed or soemthing omg!! haha you will never ever see me go out with one of the g-town turkish gangsters!! LMAO!!:lol:

Avenged Sevenfold - Critical Acclaim

haha funny lol! this is supposed to be mine: http://gunzburg12.myminicity.com/ O.o ähm yes...lol this looks more like a farm xD

I'm fine should have gone to town to get rid of some letters but I was too lazy so I didn't do it :-P

Well honestly he never said that he's in love with me, it was a crush from beginning from both of us just that I kinda fell a bit more for him than he did for me... and yeah earlier on I thought I could manage that and stuff but right now thinking about seeing him does cause some strange feelings... well I'll see how it'll be the next time I see him (which might be this weekend bc I'm going out with my girls) but I won't myself be like "oh hey lets go out" at least not for a while... thankies big sis *squeeze hugs*

So... I could actually copy and paste Diana's journal entry... So Dan and me broke up. He called me earlier on and told me that, ok now you might thing what kinda loser is he if he breaks up over phone, well it's not really like that... He really apologized for that hundred of times while we were talking but he said that he doesn't really has time to meet me today although he wanted to do it face-to-face and that he doesn't think that it's ok if he doesn't tell me at all for a few days and let me be in suspense, what I honestly think is fine with me because there's no reason why he should lie to me or like not want to see me... anyways... he said that it's not my fault and that he still likes me a lot but that his feelings aren't strong engouh for a relationship. He also told me that if I want to we can still go out and meet if I want to and that he really would like us to stay friends like in the beginning I personally have to say that well... of course it hurts but then again I'm happy that it ended like this I mean that we wanna stay friends etc Plus honestly (I've been thinkin about this since we talked which was like 2hs ago) I think that I had such a huge crush on him that I thought that I'm like really in love but I kinda wasn't, it was just a crush... so uhm yeah to keep it short and sum it up: We'll stay good friends and yeah ^.^ puh I didn't think I'd feel like this right now... I mean it does hurt but still I can smile and still I'm kinda happy maybe that's also because of my personality and charakter that I just take it and don't go all emo or something hmm...

better than I thought I would be

Thanks guys!! He hasn't called or anything yesterday I seriously have no idea whats wrong... When I told my friends they were also like "huh what?? why?? etc" I mean I don't know and I'm not saying he's breaking up but you never know =/ Some told me I should call him and annoy him untill I know where I'm at but honestly that's not what I want because if he doesnt call back today or even in the next days I'll know that he doesnt care... and I mean... dunno... I honestly don't know any big reason for a break up... I swear I have no idea!! meh... I hope he calls me today and tells me what's actually wrong... Thank you all for your support it feels good to know that you have some back up =) *hugs* btw I'm in school right now and have to go off every second...

well I won't litterarly go and talk to him bc I'll wait untill he tells me when to come etc... but yeah... oh and he still hasn't called me or anything and it's 7:45pm... if he doesn't give me any sign tomorrow I guess we're done... can't be fucked with running after someone just to be disapointed or something... sorry all that negative stuff but I just feel like shit atm

same here just the 2nd part wont happen -.- have fun tho

meh... it getting better I guess...

I hope so too... I gotta vent a bit... well our convo today was like this (we were chatting): me: (I first didn't want to write anything but I was hyper and thought it wouldn't be bad so I wrote as a hey a line from a german song going like=) Hello again, I wanna see you again, wanna stand face-to-face with you, cause it was so long aaaaagooo... sorry but I had to do that lol Dan(10mins later): hey (when he answerd that I knew something was wrong bc he never just is like 'hey' especially if I do something like what I did he'd be more like 'haha hey sweetheart' or something like that...) me: everything ok? Dan: Idk... you? me: hmm well till now good... whats wrong? Dan: well I gotta talk with you me: ok thought you'd want to (I knew it bc I had this feeling that I'm suffocating him kinda although I was doing everything I could do not to do that!) Dan: ... me: I'm suffocating you right? Dan: yes a bit... but I wanna talk with you face-to-face me: ok Dan: gotta go me: ok bye Dan: bye that was it... now I don't know when he wants to talk or anything else... hmm... I was thinkin about it the whole time and I'm not an expert bout relationships or anything but either a) he wants to break up or b) he wants to tell me whats wrong so we could solve the problem and not break up... he actually confused me with that "yes a bit" bc if its just I bit I think he might rather do 'solution' b)... =/ I dunno... I talked to my dad and he said pretty much the same that he allready told me once before... so yeah... right now I actually feel... well... it hurts but I'm not like "omg if he breaks up its all my fault!! Im so freakin dumb!! I should cut myself and die!" (ok this was maybe a bit hardcore but I hope you get what I mean) I mean yes it hurts if he'll break up bc (although we maybe just know each other for a month) I fell in love with him and stuff but I see this as an experience... people who have been in this kinda situation maybe understand what I wanna say but its not like I'm saying "omg I regret ever being with him, kissing him, makin out with him etc etc etc" ...this all kinda sounds stupid but meh... -.-

haha! that vid is ace xD lol wasnt planed to fall into the snow huh? lol