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    The Dead Zone

    I love this show. i was so excited when i heard it back. this sunday i think at 10 on usa network.   does anyone watch it? its such a great show. besides the 4400 whish is on right b4 the dead zone, this is one of the best shows on.   The dead zone was originally created by steven king...
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    A ghost expierence

    well to start off a lil bit of history. i live in an old house, its over 500 years old. people have died here. my own mom has died in the room next to mine. ever since i was a kid i can sense the presense of dead spirts. it use to freak me out as a kid but i kinda got use to it. i can now sense...
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    Seether- Karma and effect

    was wondering if anyone has bought the new cd. i havent yet i heard there new song remedy.Its good i think im going to get the cd this week. i really like them. i have there other cds. whats your opnion? heres a link to there website you can hear there new song there...
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    another poem

    Beyond the Outside   The emptiness is growing within me. It's making my life harder to be.   There's a spacefull gap on the center of my soul. It influences the loneliness as a whole.   The middle of my world is full of damnation. It changes my peaceful intuition.   I Hate...
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    Lost to me...a poem.. tell me what you think

    Please tell me what you think. this a poem i wrote about my mom on the 3 year aniversary of her death.   Lost to me   At first she looked as if nothing was wrong. But she went downhill before too long. Her face had sunkin in until all you saw were bones. She grew so very pale and...
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    whats your favoret quote? ( song lyric)

    Well i was thinking i would like to know what your favoret quote is and who said it. you can also put your favoret lyric. oh and if there is a reason why you like it.   my favoret lyric is two actually.   "If you said that you coudl kill the things inside me, i woudl call you a lier, cuz...
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    lonely tommorrow

    tell me what you think.......   Lonely Tomorrow   Being alone is the scariest feeling. When there is no one around to talk to. When you're stuck in a rut of loneliness. When you feel as if no one could possibly love you.   When you feel ugly no matter what they will say. The...
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    Lacuna Coil anyone?

    i had just bought lacuna coil cd , Comalies. and i really like it. im addicted to it. and i was wondering if anyone else has heard of them or listened to them? I really like the songs Heaveans a lie, and tight rope and unspoken.
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    tats and piercings. u have any?

    well i was wondering if any one had any piercings or tats. if so explain them here.   well for me i have 6 piercings in each ear. and they are all gauged, they range from a 10 gauge to an 18. and i just got my belly button pierced. im also going to get the inner cartlige in my ear pierced...
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    poem- Disgracefull smile..*disturbing*

    Disgracefull Smile   I cut myself to see how much i bleed, to take away this feeling of need. I laugh at this pain, even though I know there's nothing to gain.   If i would die tommorrow would there be anyone to care? Do I take my own life, should i dare? Everything is supposidly...
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    Worst day/ moment of your life.

    saw there was a good moment one started so mind as well have a bad moment one also lol.   well for me personally i have a lot of bad days. but the worst day for me was seeing my mom die ( feb, 6th, 2002 ) something i will never get over.   so whats everyone else's bad days or moments?
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    a poem I wrote...tell me what you think

    Cold Blood   Tears of blood drip from a crippled eye. They are feeding hate and killing love. Growing a puddle of deception that started with one lie.   They appear every night When the girl is alone. When she feels safe to open up. Where there's no one to yell at her in a...
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    Burning yourself?

    i see there is a cutting thread. but has anyone ever burned them selves on purpose? i use to do it. but then i moved onto cutting. was just wondering if anyone else did it.   i use to do it with matches and lighters and stuff.   and why do you think people feel the need to do these things?
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    Drinking? is it fair to hold it against people?

    ok im asking for advice here.   Heres the story. my bf now has known me for about 6 years b4 we started dating, and he is not a drinker. i am. and he knew this when we started going out. and he hates people who drink cuz his dad is an alcoholic. so is mine. but he said he dont know if he can...
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    Anyone hear of a band called Spineshank?

    i love this band its one of my favorets. and it seems no one has heard of them. they kick ***. there lyrics are soo real. you can just relate to them. and they sound so unique. so iw as wondering if anyone else has heard of them besides me. lol http://www.spineshank.com/ and...
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    love? is it a waste of time or not?

    Personally i think love can suck. you get hurt no matter what. either they will cheat or lie and treat you like ****, or they will die. oh they also use the 3 lil words " I love you" as a means of getting laid. so how do you trully know what love is or when someone feels it? the word gets thrown...
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