19th October 2:05pm
Feeling pretty ****.. dunno why, but during the past few days I've suddenly lost all self confidence. My friends are being ******, I don't see them very often as I have lessons at other schools and everytime we see each other, they never say hello or bye, one of them either patronises me and talks to me like i'm a ******* child, or talks really sarcastically to me like i'm a complete idiot! I feel like telling them all to **** off, I don't know why, I've just been feeling angry all the time recently..everything someone does tends to **** me off, I find myself talking to myself and thinking up points for an arguement that might spring up.
Girls are another thing, I just feel completely unconfident about myself, I waste my time trying to be the nice guy, oh wait, most girls prefer going for 'bad boys' and generally fucktards over nice people.. nevermind, only another 5 years until they come to their senses. I looked at myself in the mirror yesterday and just couldn't even bare it, suddenly i've became ugly to myself, I'm really skinny and no matter how much I eat, I never get bigger.
Bleh.
And well for the uni thing, just choose your own thing cuz that's what life is about duh. Hope to see more entries.
