.:C'est la vie:.

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Jeezy

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foam party...all wet and sticky..sounds kinda hot...lol

cool that you had a nice time...

and yeah well...don't know about the fish thing..but if you just want to have some fun..do whatever you'd like

 
MrsBennington-Delson

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Hehe...it's nice to hear you're feeling that good...^^When do your holidays start?
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Uhm they start uhm... well after 25th July bc we have prom and shiz that day so yeh...


But till then I dont really have school o_O


I have to go to school on thursday and friday now and then sometime have some first aid course and yeh thats it o_O dunno really...lol




foam party...all wet and sticky..sounds kinda hot...lol
cool that you had a nice time...

and yeah well...don't know about the fish thing..but if you just want to have some fun..do whatever you'd like
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yeah hehe it was lol


well honestly neither do I... when it comes to love-emotions it's a rollercoaster inside of me... I dunno if I want an old one back or if I might just leave the past behind and start new :confused: Sometimes I even want someone over here I unfortunately can't have =S meh...


oh well... ^_^

 

 


Today I'm going to meet a girl I've been chattin with for a time :) She's livin pretty close and she's also croatian so we decided to go shopping together ^^ should be fun :)

 




 
MrsBennington-Delson

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Sweet...have fun shoping! =)
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Thankies! Had some fun :)


I felt kinda bad tho bc she was talkin all the time and like really open up and stuff and I wasn't really :( Dunno if its just bc I like never met her before or maybe I'm "falling back" into my shyness bc of the problems I had with friends or maybe even it was some other reason... Hmm well I think she liked me anyways even tho I've been a tad quite ^^ lol

 


So well on the way home something funny happend to me :D lol


While I was waiting for the train I wanted to sit down a bit rather then standing there 10mins :p oh well... there were those chairs outta metal or something... 5 of them and how many ppl sittin on them? 2 yup... So actually there shouldn't be a problem for me finding some space to sit I mean I'm not that fat :p But still there was some problem... at one end there was a young man sitting and at the other there was a woman sitting... the woman didnt care bout me tho and well she took 3 of those 5 chairs so there was still one for me... right next to the guy... So well I thought "Hey you're not a kid anymore sit next to that guy he won't bite hopefully" so I did that.


Well just a few mintues later he was like "You also going to Nürnberg?" and I was like "No. Günzburg" and we kinda started talking... I wasn't really too intressted on this conversation since he looked older than I am and dunno x] Not that I was scared of him but yeh :p a bit later the first ppl went into the train, he stood up and was like "Uhm you gettin in too or you gotta wait for someone?" and I said "Well nah Im not waitin for anyone... I think Imma also go in" and then he was like "Oh well then we could sit next to each other... you know so the journey isnt so lonley" (something like that) and I was first thinkin like "ah no I so dont want to" but outta politeness I sat next to him. So all the way we were talkin and stuff he was pretty nice :) and shortly before I had to get off he gave me a card with his e-mail adress and phone number on it and was like "Here my card maybe you txt me or something if you want to" and I was like "Oh cool thanks" tho I didnt really know what to think bout that x] lol


Oh well he's 22... pretty nice and good looking not really my type I totaly fall for but he's good lookin ^^ lol


yeah and now Idk... Idk if I should txt him or write him an e-mail and stuff or just leave and be like "screw him" bc on one side I'd like to well lets say stay in contact with him but on the other side I'm kinda dunno... scared? pessimistic? dunno... lol




 
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Jeezy

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well..if you kinda like him...you should send him a mail or something...i mean you have nothing to lose, right?
 
diana

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Interesting...

I think I understand you...I guess you're kinda scared of maybe liking him and stuff...Idk...you could still write him a nice friendly e-mail...and then you'll see... :)

 
Sygy

Sygy

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im going to be the ****** one who ruins everyones fun.

is it just enough to go on. u only met him at the train thingy for like a few minuets. i can seea friendly email saying hi but nothing more.

really now, ppl!

 
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Jeezy

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im going to be the ****** one who ruins everyones fun.
is it just enough to go on. u only met him at the train thingy for like a few minuets. i can seea friendly email saying hi but nothing more.

really now, ppl!
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that's kinda unromantic

but you are right

 
MrsBennington-Delson

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haha well I wasnt really thinkin of more you know like dating or something it was more like "Should I stay in contact or not"


But yeh I decided to write him a mail and he also wrote back allready :)


Let's see what happens...

 


So yeah today I might go out with some girls :D we'll see... although we have school tomorrow but meh its no big deal since its just like 3hs and we just have to give our books back thats it :)

 


And gosh I had a dream bout friday since we'll get our results then... and not like other normal ppl dream about failing or something I dreamt that I got all the grades I needed (well 2 A's and 2 C's) and I couldnt like believe it and freaked out bc I was gettin finally my own laptop :confused: well I really hope that this dream will get true kinda bc I dont wanna be all like "****** **** I didnt pass!!" :(

 


Thats pretty much it for now :)


btw thats now Jos is sittin at the comp right now: *****

 


http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/josithewannabeskaterkid.jpg


I look so retarded xD lol




 
MrsBennington-Delson

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Haha...lol@the pic...x)
Ah, girl, you're gonna pass it...^^
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very sexy jos!!
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haha thanks x]

 

 


Yesterday I've been out with Moni and Caren


was pretty cool :)


drank a cocktail and then tried one more bc Moni said a friend of her drank it and was pretty much drunk so Caren and I tried that one :p But well dunno... I've been a bit drunk but like not completely like I've expected it to be... oh well x]


Went home at like 11pm and got on till 00:04am x] haha then went to bed and I first kinda couldnt fall alseep so I was thinkin like "Gosh if you already now can't sleep how will it be on friday then since you're getting your results" :lol:


I'll see how it'll be tonight xD

 


Besides of that uhm... well my "friends" I had some problems with in the past time (Sabrina and Hüfti) were kinda strange to me today, well ok I've been strange to them too kinda but I didnt know what to talk about with them... They kinda left me behind so I dont see a reason for running after and always be like "oh oh lets do something together". Just like today they were planing their weekend and their weren't even like "Hey what are you doing to do?" Nothing.


But I dont care anymore, right now I even feel that confident enough that I can be all like "**** off I dont need you anymore" what I'm also kinda showing them. But well what can I do? I dont want people to play with me just bc I'm a good person and like to help everyone and stuff...

 


hmm lemme think what else...


well I mailed that guy from the train and he mailed back and bla bla bla lol... lets say the only news bout that is that we kinda stayed in contact so far x]


and I randomly kinda get to know guy (mostly through my bro or the internet) but most of them arent living close to me or like the ones who are, are either a bit dumb or already taken or soemthing x] lol


whateeevaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

 


Who's you all?


want some cookies? there you go *hands out some cookies*


:D

 

 




 
MrsBennington-Delson

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Just thought I let you know.


I got the results from the exams today.





German: D (had a C)


English: A (had a B)


Maths: B (had a C)


French: B (had a B)

 


So all in one its pretty good and I'm happy for maths and english but Im also dissapointed bc of German :(


Now I gotta do another oral exam in German and then I'll either get a D or a C.

 
MrsBennington-Delson

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Thanks guys :) *hugs*

 


Well I already started studying today and I actually like the topic and everything it's pretty intressting :) A part of it is bout poets and stuff but I'm still kinda scared that I won't remember the important stuff my teacher wants to know :(


mmhh... well I have the exam on Tuesday at 11am...


I'll do my best and study every day! But I freakin wanna make it! Plus I wanna show my German teacher that she can't ruin me since she doesn't really like me for some reason >:eek:

 


So if I might not be on for the next days you know what's up :)

 




 
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