.:C'est la vie:.

MrsBennington-Delson

MrsBennington-Delson

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hahah I dunno which came first, the hen or the egg :p
yeah, even when I left I felt it was on a low, now it's much worse, much fewer threads updated, a lot fewer people online...

oh I must be blind:-| cause I hadn't noticed you much online, oh well lol
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haha!

 


ah its ok :D haha dont worry :thumbsup:

Well...yeah...Austria sounds more interesting... :) Good luck! =)
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haha

well so did I but plans changed and Im goin to my friends bday :)


she said we'll prolly visite a croatian disco! I've never been to one so I cant wait :D


hehe


So yeah I'll be gone from tomorrow evening untill sometime sunday =)

 


nothin more to say... been busy with school the whole day =/




 
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Jeezy

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well so did I but plans changed and Im goin to my friends bday :)


she said we'll prolly visite a croatian disco! I've never been to one so I cant wait :D


hehe


So yeah I'll be gone from tomorrow evening untill sometime sunday =)

 


nothin more to say... been busy with school the whole day =/
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have fun !!!

 
MrsBennington-Delson

MrsBennington-Delson

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have fun !!!
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thanks! :D

Croatian disco? That exists?Cool...=)

Have fun! You deserve it after all that school-work...^^
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yeah we have them here in germany haha like they're playin croatian music and stuff should rock :D haha

 


oh well and we've been out last night xD


and we got a bit tipsy :D hehe


was huge fun tho :D

 


weee!!




 
MrsBennington-Delson

MrsBennington-Delson

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lil huge update

For those who don't read my myspace blog and feel like reading what happend last weekend here you go:




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Back home!

So I'm at home again :D


It feels like it's been a week! **** haha


But it was so much fun :D


My friend Ana Marija celebrated her 17th birthday (or beerday how I say xD)


I was staying at her's from friday evening till today noon :)


On friday we were first chilling in a croatian bar which I liked heaps bc we don't have any croatian bars here in my town!


Cool thing was we got all the drinks without paying :D and that's bc she is workin there on weekends :D haha


So yeah we first chilled there with Ivo and then at bout 10.30pm 2 of her friends joined so it was us 4 girls and 1 guy haha


We went to another bar and stayed there till 1am :D


Unfortunately I had a few drinks too much haha so I was a lil tipsy *innocent* wasn't too bad tho...


We had fun and it was a great evening! (Pics in the album 'Party!')


well the next day we were just chillin at home at first and then loooads of the family's friends came so it was pretty much full house xD haha


We then went to Ulm shopping a bit (I didnt by anything tho gotta save some money for something special hehe) and when we got back we didn't even have enough time to do anything else than get ready haha


First we were supposed to go to a party but that didnt work since her friend who was with us, didnt have an ID - but we decided to go to the bar we were the night before so there we pretty much were just chillin and confused ppl around us by not talkin german haha (btw you gotta know that friend of mine is also croatian ;P)


I noticed some brits in teh bar hehe they were too old tho for my taste xD so I didnt try to communicate with them haha and one of them was staring at me when I was walking towards the toilet o_O weirdo haha


And yeah that's it :)


I got to know some croatian guys (they actually added me on facebook xD lmao) and yeh I'll deffo go visit her again :) (it was the 2nd time ever that I saw her and 1st time ever that I was in her town)

 


next point:


Seems like I'm emotionally ****** up when I'm at home... shouldn't it be the other way? Like you're happy whenever you return home no matter if it's just from school or something else?


I felt so great this weekend! Didn't think or care bout anyone and now I get home and I'm all depressed again... my heart feels empty... I miss everyone who means something to me :(





and I little something I wrote out of my mind:


My heart is breakin


and it starts aching


without any sign of life


I just dive into the ocean


of dead souls


trying to find a reason why


I ain't alive

and some kinda song I wrote today:


(version 1)


Here I am


there you are


staring through my soul


while I'm fallin apart

 


Holding me


breakin' through


with my heart so torn


by lovin' you

 


Still you stay


opened arms


never letting go


never leavin' my heart

 


So where are we now?


Can we stand the ground?

 


You're the one


here with me


always there for me


when I need to break free

 


When you go


I miss you


feeling lonely


and confused

 


So please stay


Oh just stay


one more night with me


cause I wanna say


I love you

 
MrsBennington-Delson

MrsBennington-Delson

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I'm at home... yeah instead of being in school... I felt kinda weird this morning... my head was spinnin yesterday evenin and I had an headache just like this morning =/


and this is actually not something I would stay at home for but my voice inside me kinda told me to stay at home ... meh...


I'm afraid tho that my parents think I only stayed at home so I can get on and do nothing the whole day =/

 


I just noticed that I never really saw the video for "Leave out all the rest" funny haha


and I checked out that Coolie Buddz... he got some nice musis :thumbsup:

 


Yesterday I continued reading Twilight and it rocks :D

 


I was thinkin bout going to the Kanye concert here in Germany but its too far away x) haha


Imma buy the album tho for my bro haha he wants it :D

 


In general I wanna go to concerts ... grrr nothings going on here tho x)


Might go to Rise Against in February :)

 


besides of that nothin new...


I'm off again gonna drop by later on ^^

 
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Jeezy

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I was thinkin bout going to the Kanye concert here in Germany but its too far away x) haha


Imma buy the album tho for my bro haha he wants it :D

 
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If everything turns out good..I'll probably be at that concert...

and I'll definitely buy the album:D

 
MrsBennington-Delson

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If everything turns out good..I'll probably be at that concert...
and I'll definitely buy the album:D
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Well I hope you get to go :D


I so would too if it'd be closer but well...

 


yaay greatness :D just sucks that it's going to be released in a month -.-




 
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Jeezy

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Well I hope you get to go :D
I so would too if it'd be closer but well...

 


yaay greatness :D just sucks that it's going to be released in a month -.-
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I'm sure it'll be online sooner.

lol

 
MrsBennington-Delson

MrsBennington-Delson

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Haha wow whattt the heck. Funny though, reminds me of something i would draw in my friends notebook to **** them off. Hah
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I guess it's the typical thing ever dude would draw :D loool


The Used just rock! Like every other band I like haha


I wanna get a DVD of em... and a Yellowcard one :eek: yes Imma deffo do that!!

 

 


I'm going out toniiight... should be fun :D heh


yus that's it... lol


I just got up and I'm tired and I wanna go back to bed and stay there all day x)




 
MrsBennington-Delson

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wow... lol

 


last time I update was a week ago... so much to my oh so great life lol

 


well as I said a lot of time before my week is full of school school school school and school...

 


I'm havin my friend Ana Marija over (I've stayed at her's like 2 weeks ago) =)


we've been at my friends and my halloween party ^^ was great :D


we got kicked out from a neighbor tho but still it was fun haha


and I still got a lot of alcohol left over hehe :D

 


So uhm 2-3 friends of mine are comin over and we're gonna chill a bit here or go to town or something :)

 


I'm havin a week off school!! :D

 


and I'm happy... in a weird way but I'm happy :)

 
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