I don't know if I have posted in here, but I had a habit of cutting. I'd cut every few months. I know every technique of cutting. It's horrible. I don't. . .no, that would be a lie. I wear a necklace wrapped around my wrist three times & there is a ring on it. I rub the sharp part of the ring on my wrist or sometimes I pull the chain really tight.
I know it's a bad habit and I don't know why I do it. I dont' see the point in it, but I do it. It's like biting your nails. Some people don't know why they do it, but they do. It's werid.
I just read a book called "cut" it's actaully pretty good and I recommend it to anyone who likes to read. It's about a girl who used to cut herself and she's writing the books to her therapist except that the book is put in a present time. It's weird, but very good. If you have cut in the past then I don't think you should read it because that book put me back into the habit. i realized how much I missed it. I only put the necklace/braclet back on about a week ago.
It's not good to cut. I mean anyone will tell you that. It's a bad habit and it's really pointless. Like I said, I don't even know why I cut. no. That'd be a lie too. I cut because I feel empty after I do it. I dont' have to worry about it anymore. Its like that cut in my skin got rid of everything. It releases everything that I'm holding in. I don't know why it does, but it does. So. . . . there's my. . uh story.