I myself havent lost my mother or father, only a grandfather. But I myself am not very religous. I heard that appartnly *** has an equivalent exchange. That apparntly in order to gain what you want you have to give up something of equeal value. But hahninator in your case I don't see an equivalency in your parents death. I send you my condolences, which unfrotinatly the best i can do. I guess the best thing you really can think of is that at least you were born, that your parents did actually bring you into this world. They gave you the gift of life, which is the ultimatie gift. I myself find that I quesiton the existance of ***, not beacuse of death, but whenever I go I find myself in dissagreement with what the bible says. I find that the things it says seems unfair. I myself find that when i do go to church I just wind up with more questions. I'll probably stop going after I go to college. All I can possibly think of to attempt to cheer you up is that your parents are by you at all times Hahninator, and they'll continue to stay with you. (Don't confuse this with angles). Also Hahninator your friends may say you'll go to ****, but if you don't believe in it, then how can you go there?
P.S.- Have you ever heard eminems When Im Gone? Its a good song and its main subject is death.