Lethalfind
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- Aug 8, 2005
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- Massachusetts
angie said:It's indescribeable. As my due date slowly draws nearer, I am almost torn. I love being pregnant, and feeling her rolling around, kicking inside of me, and at the same time, I can't wait to hold her in my arms.
I SO envy you Angie. I would LOVE to have another baby. I remember seeing Diane's profile on a sonogram when she was 20 weeks old. Thats when I found out she was a girl and I already had her name picked out. I enjoyed being pregnant to a point but I had some medical problems that made it a difficult time. I was on bed rest all but 4 hours a day, I had horrible back problems and rarely slept long at all...When I saw her, I don't have words...
When they took her from me to measure, weight, etc. It was the longest time to me until they brought her back. I felt an instant pull when she started to cry while they were examining her. Luckily I gave birth in a room where the baby was able to stay with me. The nurse asked me if I wanted her to go to the nursary so I could sleep. I thought she was out of her mind. I hadn't gone through 40 weeks of pregnancy only to have someone take her from me. I could'nt sleep and watched her all night.
The whole thing even now, is the most amazing experience of my life. Diane is 8 now and it really does seem like just yesterday when she was a baby. I see babies when we're out and I know its baby lust.
I can't imagine how nice it would be to be married to the childs Father and he giving a damn, being there to rub my feet, get me something for a craving...I didn't even go to child birth classes. When I went out shopping for baby things, it cut like a knife to see the other couples out.