well, I'll finally be leaving soon now. I know I announced it a long time ago, but soon it'll finally be time. I was just sticking around for the lpf sessions, which have now dragged on for months...my excitedness rating for the sessions is about down to zero...
lately I've really felt it's time to go. I won't actually be going to university this fall, I decided not to go, I want to take some time away from school and just focus on having fun with my band among other things. that means I'd probably have time to be here. but lately I've lost interest. I see threads that a while ago I would've been interested in, that I have no interest in visiting now.
this place has also so little to offer me, since I stopped liking linkin park a long time ago...
it has had it actually with so good people being here, but lately people have either been leaving and giving up on this place, or staying and still losing interest in it...
I guess it also ties in with who I am right now. when I joined, almost four years ago, I was starting a certain level of school here. I was 16. this level of school is pretty special, it's the bridge between being a kid and an adult. while you attend this school level you're somewhere between. I'd like to think that when I started I was a kid, and I'd like to think I'm an adult now. when I joined a was a social outcast, a nerd, an extreme introvert, really shy, not too great on personal hygiene, and other bad things. now I feel I've grown, developed, become a healthier and better person. I've overcome so much of my shyness, it feels so great now. I have more friends and acquaintances, I actually sometimes have something to do nowadays. this is a work in progress though.
I guess I'll be moving on, in a way.
I won't be leaving just yet, but I'm hoping it won't be more than a couple of weeks until I leave. if the lpf sessions drag further on I'll just take my leave and go, I've totally lost interest here to be brutally honest. not that it's the fault of anyone here. it's a carefully made decision, I mean I've spent a good part of the last four years or so here, I've made good friends and had fun. but all things take an end.
