geeko's journal

geeko

New member
being emo.

hey...been a long time since i last posted..

anyways...here i am,still alive,still trying to put my mind in the right place...when will i ever get a life?..i wonder...

im going to start studying nuw....my finals are in 2 days....im surprised i can still study..

im too tired babbling about things i knuw i cant get..no matter huw hard i try to reach for them.i just realized..sometime in a person's life he will realize that he cant always win..though its too painful to admit that..i just finished crying and im very tired...

 

diana

New member
Ah, you'll get over it...eventually...

Right now you need to concentrate on your studying...don't blow this up now, okay?

I hope you'll feel better about yourself and the world soon...be open... :)

 

geeko

New member
i think i have some serious problems..i really just dont pay attention to everything until they just go their own way,..and i learn them not even having any idea if i really understand whats going on around me...
 

geeko

New member
the boring life

im at school right now.the place i dread the most...

man i feel like a blank writer...i dont even know what im doing...

the problem with me is i dont know how to open up.i feel i should still value my 'privacy'.which is one of the reasons people call me mysterious,the shy type..cuz i never really talk much.i admire the boisterous ones...like my bestfriend.shes so talkative and i think she never runs out of stories to tell.i just wonder how noisy people manage that; they talk too much yet they dont expose who they really are.somehow i thought the stories my bestfriend is telling me are all related to her,but somehow i dont really see through her that much when she tells those stories.i admire the way these people manage to keep to themselves but at the same time erase the quietness.can anybody tell me how?

 

geeko

New member
IM BACK .! LOL

currently listening to minutes to midnight . need to study for my final exams actually , but up until now i still havent fought my worst enemy named SLOTH .

demn , i think i havent spoken linkin park for ages . completely gone with LPST . wonder how things are going around here .

*looks at the date of my last post* ^^ :)

 
Top Bottom