Greyfoxx's Journal v2

What should the title for my story be?

  • Sword of Blood

    Votes: 2 15.4%
  • House of Blood

    Votes: 2 15.4%
  • The Blood Dance

    Votes: 2 15.4%
  • Running in the Moonlight

    Votes: 4 30.8%
  • Time in the Sands

    Votes: 1 7.7%
  • Imortal Rivials

    Votes: 1 7.7%
  • *Other* (Reply to Thread with Title)

    Votes: 1 7.7%

  • Total voters
    13

diana

New member
Idk...I believe you that it's very hard when he starts crying and **** when you tell him you want to leave him...but...there's no future in that...You just gotta do it if you don't love him anymore...and I can't really understand how can you still be with him if you're in love with someone else for minths...
 

Greyfoxx

New member
Thanks guys. It's hard, trust me. Whenever I'm with Andy i think of brad. I think of brad always.

does that make me a bad person??? *sigh* I feel awful about this already and i haven't even done it yet....

 

diana

New member
Let this be the push so you can leave Andy...cuz, if you think about it, you are somehow cheating on him even though just in your mind...cuz you're thinkin about Brad all the time...you really got to stop this!

*hugs*

 

Greyfoxx

New member
Let this be the push so you can leave Andy...cuz, if you think about it, you are somehow cheating on him even though just in your mind...cuz you're thinkin about Brad all the time...you really got to stop this!*hugs*
Brad tried to help me with this....he said, "Let this help you with him. The girl that i love loves me as much as i love her yet she's too afraid to move on."

That hurt but helped at the same time.

I just dont think i cant live with myself if i know i hurt andy that much.

 

Greyfoxx

New member
Exactly...that's why I know you're gonna end this...
.....

I'm trying. I think last time i tried i didnt go through with it because i was unsure if it was the right decision and i felt so bad because of it. Even as i type this i'm getting knots in my stomach. I know in my heart i love brad and i want to be with him......and that should be enough to get me through this.....

 

Greyfoxx

New member
do you think he would really do that
honestly i dont know. He might. *shrug* Now i'm gonna have nightmares about it though

He might, depends on how ****** off he is and crushed his heart is

 

Jeezy

Active Members
honestly i dont know. He might. *shrug* Now i'm gonna have nightmares about it though

He might, depends on how ****** off he is and crushed his heart is

if it's really like that...then he never was the right guy to be with in the first place...

that's just my opinion

 

Greyfoxx

New member
if it's really like that...then he never was the right guy to be with in the first place...
that's just my opinion
Thanks jeezy. I think you might be right..... *sigh* I hate doing this.....i'm stuck in the middle and nomatter what i do somebody gets hurt

 

Jeezy

Active Members
Thanks jeezy. I think you might be right..... *sigh* I hate doing this.....i'm stuck in the middle and nomatter what i do somebody gets hurt

yeah someone will get hurt...but you just gotta get through it...because if you keep the situation like it is right now...no one will be happy.

 

Greyfoxx

New member
yeah someone will get hurt...but you just gotta get through it...because if you keep the situation like it is right now...no one will be happy.
*nod*

*snuffles*

Thanks jeezy. I'll do my best to get this over with soon......*sigh*

 

Greyfoxx

New member
Okay, Double Post, i know, but hey, it's my journal!

UPDATE!!!!!!

Okay, so andy knows that i'm thinking about breaking up with him and he keeps asking why why why why why what are the reasons ect. I can't tell him that i've fallen for another guy.

*sigh*

I'm loosing my mind

 

allieking

New member
hun you have to tell him you have feelings for someone else, if you don't it will just carry on like this forever, you stuck with andy crying when you tell him its over.have you ever heard of tough love? you have to be cruel to be kind, its unfair to you and him to keep a relationship going thats based on lies. your gonna make yourself miserible and your going to prolong his misery. you know your not gonna live happily ever after with andy and deep inside he proberbly does too, its just hard for him to come to terms with it, thats where you have to be the bigger person and tell him its over and you can't carry on making yourself unhappy just to keep him happy.
 

Greyfoxx

New member
UPDATE!!!!

 

 


ME AND ANDY BROKE UP!!!!!


 


It was him who suggested it but i don't care. I was gonna do it anyways. I AM SINGLE!!!! (for the moment) He figured everything out and decided it was for the best and we had a mutual break up and I'm so **** happy that i didn't have to hurt him!!!! *does happeh dance*

 
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