Im driving myself insane
I was almost over her. Havent thought about her in a while and I was doing pretty fine. But then I started talking to her again..today.
Me: So whatsup? Whatve you been doing the last weeks?
She: Not much. Slept at my boyfriends house for 10 days because his parent were away.
Me: Oh okay, had a good time?
She: Yeah it was okay. I had to get up early every day but it gets used to it.
Me: So now you're back?
She: Yeah, and its weird when you're used to having someone lay next to you every night and then the next night there's no one there.
Yeah, and thats something I go through for the last 4 months. For the love of ***, I want her so ******* badly back. Im crying my heart out just to get her back, but she'll probably never know. Goddammit.