Marmen Boy
Member
- Joined
- Jan 16, 2005
- Location
- in the dark corner of my room
noone is probably gonna read this but here it goes:
my life sux like hell! my mom's a hooker and my dad's a drugie. i live in a house with 6(soon to be 7) other kids. i'm not even sure if i'm my 'dad's' kid, but since i don't know, i'll call him 'the fat-*******' or 'FB' or somethin. i had to dumb my girlfriend cause if i was ever with her, my dad would beat me if he found out. i'm safe for the march break though, my oldest brother is home from university, he could easily beat the **** out of that stupid fat-*******. my mom cares what happens to me and my brothers but she's never home. she's the one who raised the money for my oldest bro to go to university. i don't really know where my future is headed. my grades in school are sliping fast, i just get distracted really easily, by fear most if the time. I was rapped when i was 8 by some-guy-who-i'm-not-allowed-to-mention, but he didn't even get accused for it, even though i told the cops. i see him around, he freaks the hell out off me, cause he stares. stupid gay-freak...i mean, really, perfect headline story for the paper 'gay freak rapes kid, police to busy stuffing their faces with donuts to believe the kid when he's tellin the truth!' the world has a conspiracy(misspelled?) against me, i know it. i know i'm a little paranoid, but wouldn't you be too? yes you would, trust me. well thankfully, even though i dumped my girlfrined she understood why (my dad hit me right in front of her, if she didn't understand she would have to be a dumbass) i remeber one day i got seriously pissed off, so i locked myself in the bathroom and started cuttin my wrists. she came over and came in the bathroom. the second she saw the razor, she took i out of my hand, accidentaly cuttin her hand in the proccess. i couldn't help but laugh a little, she was like 'owww, don't laught at me!' it was cute. she's cute. a while ago, she came to my house after my dad took a spaz, and i had blood on my face. she took a towel from the bathroom and sat on the couch with me for about a half hour trying to get the blood off my face. at least she cares about my well being. she stole my drugs from me, i'm pretty sure she just put them in the garbage, but when your as high as i was, your not exactly smart enough to look there. but she pretty much saved my life, and i obviously appreciate that.
well, sorry if i wasted your time.
my life sux like hell! my mom's a hooker and my dad's a drugie. i live in a house with 6(soon to be 7) other kids. i'm not even sure if i'm my 'dad's' kid, but since i don't know, i'll call him 'the fat-*******' or 'FB' or somethin. i had to dumb my girlfriend cause if i was ever with her, my dad would beat me if he found out. i'm safe for the march break though, my oldest brother is home from university, he could easily beat the **** out of that stupid fat-*******. my mom cares what happens to me and my brothers but she's never home. she's the one who raised the money for my oldest bro to go to university. i don't really know where my future is headed. my grades in school are sliping fast, i just get distracted really easily, by fear most if the time. I was rapped when i was 8 by some-guy-who-i'm-not-allowed-to-mention, but he didn't even get accused for it, even though i told the cops. i see him around, he freaks the hell out off me, cause he stares. stupid gay-freak...i mean, really, perfect headline story for the paper 'gay freak rapes kid, police to busy stuffing their faces with donuts to believe the kid when he's tellin the truth!' the world has a conspiracy(misspelled?) against me, i know it. i know i'm a little paranoid, but wouldn't you be too? yes you would, trust me. well thankfully, even though i dumped my girlfrined she understood why (my dad hit me right in front of her, if she didn't understand she would have to be a dumbass) i remeber one day i got seriously pissed off, so i locked myself in the bathroom and started cuttin my wrists. she came over and came in the bathroom. the second she saw the razor, she took i out of my hand, accidentaly cuttin her hand in the proccess. i couldn't help but laugh a little, she was like 'owww, don't laught at me!' it was cute. she's cute. a while ago, she came to my house after my dad took a spaz, and i had blood on my face. she took a towel from the bathroom and sat on the couch with me for about a half hour trying to get the blood off my face. at least she cares about my well being. she stole my drugs from me, i'm pretty sure she just put them in the garbage, but when your as high as i was, your not exactly smart enough to look there. but she pretty much saved my life, and i obviously appreciate that.
well, sorry if i wasted your time.
