JammerG's Jornal

JammerG

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Hey Guys/Gals/others

The Ravyn and I spent some time at the beach yesterday, not alot of surf or eye candy, pitty since it would have helped our concentration on the waves just that little more. One day we will be pro surfers and travel to the best waves whenever we want (*** that's the biggest load of **** I have ever written) *Jammer shakers her head and continues* Ravyn got some bad news and some good news and so we drank and I took twins to bed and Ravyn stayed up on the puter... Now that I am awake I want to read what the Diva of Fanfic has written...

Ravyn has decided to stay for the holidays... YEHAA!!!!!!!!!!! TOTAL PARTY TIME... If either of us felt up to it I would say lets go clubbing... but few places play LP...

Anyway am going to cruise now and check out other stuff

Ilove you alll

So be nice to me

Bye for now...

 

JammerG

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Ravyn had to go home... had hassles with house mates... My boss told her if she wanted a job down here that she could start this week... Ow such a bummer right now... Missing my Ravynlee sister girl Muchly...

Need something to get rid of this edge...

Time for sleep

 

JammerG

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Hey I guess you can tell between our journals that Ravyn and I have been hanging together. I wish she could stay but she is finally going home tomorrow. No wonder we have been quiet... I am now hoping that I wasn't over my credit card limit when I went to join LPU last week... better check my emails just in case. BRB....
 

JammerG

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Wow, Man where do I start... **** has hit the fan in a big way. Ravyn was going home Monday, but ended up going tuesday and I ended up going with her. She was there with the big **** fights and arguements happening... My husband hit the fan when he found out I joined LPU.... He has everything he needs, affiliated with his clubs, etc. I decide to join the one thing that gives me some release, somewhere to come and run and hide. He tells me I am ****** in the head and then tries to tell me I am an unfit mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**** him. He then started telling me that my "Friends" were influencing me and that I was letting myself in for a major fall. He told me I was wrong. He told me I was bad. He then accused Ravyn and I of being Lesbians... Hey sisters out there, I ain't one but go for it if you have the inclination. I am not giving my opinion. I prefer Men. But now with all the **** happening, I think I might just become a ******* Nun... Want nun get nun...

Has anyone else been in the **** for joining LPU????? or any other bands??? Check out the thread I am going to make.

 

stupidsoul1

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my parents thought i was related to lp....lol

aww u should of told me u were joining then i would of begged you to refer me..0__o

dont worry about ur husband....why should something that brings u happiness make him upset...he should be happy for u

 

JammerG

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hey all,

You all know I have a firm belief in the use of positive thoughts. Today.. well yesterday, I was walking to the Sunday Market and listening to LP on my MP3 player. It's Easier came on. and for the first time I really listened to it. I am having troubles at the moment and confusion is rife. But today I came home after listening to that song and wrote down all the things I am ashamed of and all the bad things that have happened to me. I just want to say a BIG THANKS TO CHESTER for his inspirational lyrics that have helped me take a positive step in the right direction. So until I have a break through or jusst want to let you know how things are going I am going to go... bye

 

uwantme2b

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That's so awesome! LP lyrics are really inspriatioanl, yea... I'm always thinking of LP lyrics when I'm in a tough situation.
 

JammerG

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Hey guys, went to therapy yesterday. At uni.

Got uni sorted out... now comes the tough ****.

I don't want to think about it until it happens.

my name is JammerG...

hehehehehe

I will not divulge such information over the internet or else I might become a target.hehehehe

Check out my stuff on poetic-license.org.

or send me email at hotmail

telling me why you want to know my name?

Sorry Paranoia is all i got left.

Am off now gotta check stuff out down town so yall be good.

 

Heart_LP

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oh it´s ok..I jsut wanted to know your name cause I wanted to call you by your name lol

but you need to give me your name if you dont wanna :thumbsup:

Take care!

bye

 

JammerG

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hey ok...

My name is ... (Drumroll)

Jeanne (Not Jean or Janine or Jane) But Jeanne as in three wishes {Aladin's friend genie} but spelt differently.

I got some news for everyone.

I freaked out Ravynlee Yesterday and got me pierced. Yahoo... It hurt when it happened but as Rob says "It's all good." hehehehe..

I just gotta becareful with underwear if you know what I mean...

That is as far as I will go in telling you what I got pierced.

Bye for now

Be good. I have to be until my piercing heels (Giggles nastily)

 

JammerG

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did u get ur belly button pierced??
ouchy ur heels?? then how will you wear shoes??

Hey honey not saying... leaving up to more mature imaginations...

Rang my ex husband and kids last night

He said none of them wanted to talk to me and then my youngest got on and told me she wanted to come with me.

Gooseflesh broke out all over me and I almost started to cry. I have to be strong. She told me she loved me big much and that I should come home to give her cuddles.

Heart is ripping in two.

Pain inside is excruciating. I am left to carry on alone.

 

stupidsoul1

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uhhhh......is it where my friend got pierced *is embarassed for thinking that*

he wouldnt let them talk to you?? thats slack

ur not alone u got ravyn

 

twilightcrimson7

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omg what a jerk! ;_; *cries for you*

you always have us and Rav...even though we could never talke the place of your children...I just wish you the best of luck!

 

JammerG

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Hey guys if you read this it means that some where over the cyber space of the forth dimension that you are some of the greatest people I have never met but really want to. (if that makes sense).

My husband (Ex) rang me and told me that he had orders out against me and that I was no longer to contact him or HIS CHILDREN. Said that I was unstable and unfit to be a parent.

I went and saw my councelor and my doctor... They work together at the University student services. To beat my ex at his own game I am having a psych evaluation done so I have a piece of paper proving that I am sane... Freaky, but I can't wait for that piece of paper. I think I will hang it on the wall beside my degree.

So I am waiting to be served with court orders that amount to nothing.

I am now sitting at a terminal at University, giving myself some quick time out before I go to tutor a student.

I am working at University. I am Tutoring!!!

I start back as a full time student next semester. the middle of summer holidays in the USA I think (July) Middle of Winter her in Australia.

Toowoomba gets cold minus degrees (Celcius) I haven't seen snow here but it has been close.

Take care y'all

Thanks again for your support.

Big Hugs for you all

 
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