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MISS_JUSTYNA

MISS_JUSTYNA

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I got a hair straightner. Finally.

I saw The Devil Wears Prada last night with my boyfriend.

Good movie. Definitely worth seeing. :thumbsup:

 
MISS_JUSTYNA

MISS_JUSTYNA

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I was going to get a job. By that time, I had the silver Scion tC that I've been wanting for the past few months. I was to be a nanny to a wealthy family that ironically lives in Elizabeth, but a nice rich section, if that's even possible to create. Well, it was SUPPOSED to be Elizabeth. Turned out to be in some city like Avenel or Iselin or something like that.

But besides the point...

I was driving through some broken down neighborhood and had some 60 year old man stalking me on his bike. We were both going the opposite directions but I swear, he was following me. He was about to do a u-turn to catch up with me and do *** knows what to me, but I sped up a basically flew to the house that I was supposed to work in.

The house was nice. I didn't feel comfortable around those people. Like they were some homicidal maniacs even though both parents were successful lawyers. They had three daughters. A 13 year old girl that was no where to be seen, a 10 year old girl that looked and behaved like a 18 year old, and another girl that was 9 years old, and looked EXACTLY like MY 9 year old sister.

The ten year old girl resembled this girl that I know and grew up with. I felt that she was the only normal one other than the 13 year old girl which I haven't met but could sense that she was fairly ordinary herself. The 9 year old girl that looked like my sister seemed a little odd so I stayed away from her.

I didn't feel comfortable in that place. Like I knew something bad was going to happen. It was like the parents and the one daughter were going to murder me in my sleep or something and the other two normal girls kept quiet in fear of saying anything because they might get killed themselves or something.

But anyway. The 9 year old showed me where I was to sleep. The bedroom that I was to sleep in was a complete mess. Everything was torn and shattered and it was horrible. I was told that the dog did the damage which was wierd cuz I didn't see any dog in the house. Then the girl told me to be useful and clean up the room. Like I was some MAID.

I went downstairs to talk to the 10 year old girl, cuz she was the only normal one around. She was downstairs in the family room watching tv so I sat down and talked to her. I told her that I was gunna call my mom to come pick me up from there, even though I had my own car and could leave whenever, I felt like I was caged in. She said, "It's better if you leave, but quickly." And that basically was my cue to call my mother.

My mother came. Along with my grandmother. We were at a bus stop because I was to pick up one of the daughters from school. It was really dark out, like it was about to pour. Out of nowhere, a gray dog ran up to us. He was extremely friendly and was playing with my mom and grandma. I personally am not fond of most dogs, especially ones I don't know, so I just watched it. It looked like it has been abused by someone. It looked untaken care of and was desperate for love. Then it stopped being all happy and whatnot and crossed the street and just sat there. I was looking at it for quite some time and something told me that the dog was about to do something drastic. I went over to it and petted it and 'bonded' or whatever you wanna call it. It was a very smart dog, it knew what it was doing. For the 5-10 minutes that I spent with that dog, I've grown to like it very much. Then I realized what it was about to do. Like he 'told' me what his plan was. So I burst into tears and hugged it and said "But I really like you a lot." And I then the bus came and one of the girls went out. Just as the bus stopped the dog ran under the bus's wheel and waited for the bus to start moving. I couldn't look.

The next thing I knew, the bus's wheel was jammed and it couldn't move. There was blood everywhere. I have never cried so much in my sleep in my whole entire life. I thought I was going to vomit.

As we were walking home, I realized that the dog was the families and that the family did something so terrible to him that he ran away from home and decided to take his own life, as bizarre as that may sound.

We got to the house and I told my mom how uncomfortable I feel around those people and the house and she told me to stay and to make money and whatever. But that's not what I wanted to do. I sensed danger and I demanded to leave immediatly.

So I left.

A few weeks later, I was watching tv and they were doing a report on how 5 young girls were disappearing. Strangly enough all of them were nannies and all worked at the same rich family in Elizabeth.

 
MISS_JUSTYNA

MISS_JUSTYNA

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It's her followers.

13 year old girls that barely have any clothes on use her as a role model.

Which is why there are more teen pregnancies these days.

As for my day, he called. As in the boyfriend.

He told me that he's okay. I guess I was so happy and excited to hear from him, I used lots of curse words and made it sound like I was mad, even though I was smiling from ear to ear the whole time that we talked. Which was 5 minutes.

I wish he could call me back again. I think we ended on a rough note. :/

I barked an 'I love you' because I thought he couldn't hear me. Then he was like 'Uh, i gotta go, now, bye.'

me: k, love you bye.

...

me: LOVE YOU TOO?

him: yeahyeah, i love you.

me: k bye <3

him: *hangs up.*

I wish that I can go on a lengthy vacation so that when HE calls, HE sounds all excited and pretend like I don't give a ****.

ANDDDD

HE'LL be crying himself to sleep, worrying and wondering where I am and what I'm doing and if I'm okay.

***, it sucks caring way too much.

Oh, the things I do for love. & him.

 
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