yes it is, i'm going to be blunt, please dont' try to kill yourself, i know that i dotn' know you very well, but i know that when people commit suicide it is VERY hurtful to the people around you, and i know that i am just a stranger on the internet, but please listen to me, there are people that care about you i mean look at numbstruck and jelly, they care about you enough to make a thread about their concern for you. you can't image the pain that someone goes through when they lose someone because the person commited suicide, trust me i know, my sister killed herself a month ago tomarow. it is very hurtful, and you feel so horriable thinking what more could you have done, what did i do, what didnt' i do. Do you really what to end your life at such a young age, and cause the people you love pain and hurt and confusion. i'm guessing from your name that you have a bad family life, just wait a couple of years, then you'll be 18 and you can leave, get counsiling, get help do something other than hurting yourself and others