oh! Sygy you shouldn't have said that! hahaim soo ****** of bc firstly late night my mum wouldnt let me smoke shisha with the uber cool austrailian man next door, Ian.
ANDREIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What have I told you huh?? we're all soldiers and soldiers dont give up!! *hugs*and then, when i think that everything will gonna be ok... it gets worse again!!
worse than before... worse than ever!!
I GIVE UP!! FOR REAL!! I'M TIRED OF SUFFERING!! Do I deserve all that suffering?! TELL ME!!
What did i do to deserve this?!
i'm done... i don't feel anything now... i don't need to kill myself cause i'm already dead...
i've never been alive...
aahhh nah you dont drop loads of plates!! good luck and have funI'm quite nervous cause I have a trial to work at a restaurant at 6 and I'm bricking it cause I'll probably drop a load of plates and everyone will stare at me and I'll go beetroot red.
Sure will befeeling good, gonna study a bit and than up to a fun weekend with friends^^ gonna be lots of fun
hunni whats wrong??and then, when i think that everything will gonna be ok... it gets worse again!!
worse than before... worse than ever!!
I GIVE UP!! FOR REAL!! I'M TIRED OF SUFFERING!! Do I deserve all that suffering?! TELL ME!!
What did i do to deserve this?!
i'm done... i don't feel anything now... i don't need to kill myself cause i'm already dead...
i've never been alive...
Thankies! I didn't, fortunately!aahhh nah you dont drop loads of plates!! good luck and have fun
Quoted for truth!i'm just me hun, i don't like people feeling down, everyone should be happy and it doesn't cost anything to make someone smile. infact its kinda rewarding to know you have brightend someones day.
haha that's great!! Imma go and visit you when I come to England next year lolThankies! I didn't, fortunately!
But yeah... I got the job!!! I'm now an official waitress for Loch Fyne seafood restaurant... go me? haha. Oh and because I'm the Alison I just feel I have to mention that theres a couple of very cute and lovely boys there!
aaww nooo *hugglez* give him some time maybe he's just stressed from work or somethingfeeling weird, asked andy for a hug before we went to sleep last night and he said he didn't want to. this morning hes the same again. i'm really worried about our relationship at the moment
Thanks, dear Sygy. Your words give me too much force to be brave... Well, actually I think all of us have to be warriors 'cos life isnt easy. Sometimes it's a hard and long path to walk... I dont worry (not too much) about my mum's operation. I know everything will be fine (I'm a positive girl... although my ankle hurts me now as never... damned flammenco shoes!! ). After all, and unfortunately, I have some experiences about hospitals and illnesses, and I know this is nothing if I compare it with others thing we have to life... anyway, I hope you have a good day. You worth it (even more when today you feel refreshed, that's good!! :thumbsup:^ahh, ill keep my fingers crossed for your mum tommorrow! *hugs*
ditto! *sigh* however im too lazy to showerI'm tired and sleepy...and I'm so dirty and I smell so bad, lol...yes, yes, I'm gonna take a shower...