I´m good, played some poker this afternoon with friends, weather was great untill we were finished, then it started to rain -_-' oh well, gonna watch some Lost tonight
had a not so good day. work was busy then when i get home me and andy sat down and listed everything we still need to pay for the wedding and realise we can't afford it all!!! so i get all upset and start crying. its all ok though because my mum has offered to pay for some of the things. i have tried my hardest to plan everything and i seemed to have ****** it up, just like everything else i do in life. i wouldn't blame andy if he didn't turn up on the day. i wouldn't want to marry me if i were him!!
thanks guys, i'm feeling better this morning. me and andy had a chat and he said hes not mad with me and that i have planned the whole wedding on my own and hes proud of me. i guess i'm just being hard on myself as usual. i like everything to be perfect and when its not i blame myself.