woodyloveslinkin
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I hate that feeling...*sigh*Am feeling frustrated...Have hit the wall. Dreaded writer's block. Want to write but hate what comes out. ****... I hate this.
Anywho, I am a bit emotionally drained from fighting and crying all day and being the victim of an emotional man that can't get his life sorted out by himself, I feel a bit annoyed at myself, as I keep telling myself your friends were right, why are you still with him, woman? Listen to yourself! I guess now that's blown over, I don't know why I am still telling myself that, when I'm back to norm, when we're back to norm. *hits head against wall* I went to the snow!! That was my highlight for the weekend. I still can't pronounce S's properly, but am talking clearer. Tongue has gone down dramatically, gotta go to the piercer next week to have a check up on all my piercings.
Just say I am a bit emotionally disorganized with myself. Let alone being a bit self-concious lately. Don't know why I know I'm beautiful and all....but I don't know. Had a ****** up dream last night where I looked down and my wrists had been bloodied and cut. I couldn't stop the bleeding. That shook me up when I woke up this morning.