the keza journal

[Ravynlee]

Awww *hugs back* Feel loved. And sorry about the stalker thing... Just, don't feel special I guess. No one's ever stalked me *frowns* No, wait, that's a good thing isn't it? *laughs*

Anyways...

I didn't know that about your family - not having contact with your dad in all that time. Wow. At the risk of sounding patronising (hope not) my dad sounds a lot like yours. He stopped caring ages ago. After 13 years of drinking himself silly and beating the snot out of my Mum he took off... I don't have much to do with him now. I guess what I'm aluding to is in a way I sorta have an idea what that's like, though I can't say with any certainty I know exactly how you feel. No one can. I know it sucks though, even if he is an ego-maniac who psycholgically abuses his family as he seems to. At least you and your mum still communicate, that's a pretty cool thing.

Oh, and your friend ditching you at the cinemas? *****. *chuckles* So not nice, but anyway... she's still a friend so maybe you should ask her what her prob is next time you see her? Just a thought.

On a lighter note - what movie did you go see?

 

[keza]

lol, yes little mad one it is a good thing to not have had a stalker! lol, well at least shes not a realt stalker that would just be beyond words, seeing as she freaks me out enough as it is^^

aww im sorry about ur dad and mummi, thats horrible!!! my dad never laid a hand on us but he was scary when he shouted, when he shouted u knew not to push him any further lol i just dont think he should have had kids, dont get me wrong im glad i was born but he should really have had his man hood removed at birth...^^

*hugs rav* sorry about ur ***** father<3

yeah my friend was mean but i felt more sorry for the girl we were trying to cheer up, the reaosn we went out was to cheer up the dumpee and she was ditched by a mate lol...not good^^

we went to see just friends, about the fat guy fancying his childhoos sweetheart, it was actually not that bad

but id drunk so much juice i needed the loo so bad>.< and someone i knew who was sitting behind me kept flicking my hair and nipping my neck>.< yeylol

thanks sweetheart<3 u

 

[Friðbjörn]

wow you guys, I feel really sorry about your family things...

I can't say I have the simplest idea what you've gone through though

it's a sad world where people have to go through this

 

[By_My-elf]

aaawww man keza i hate ppl like that to ****** me off

I just say why don't you just chew with your mouth closed man FU**ING ****

 

[Heart_LP]

*hugs*

honey, you're so strong!! I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. I know how ti feels *hugs tightly*

I hate it freinds do that! That's just mean and if they dont wanna be with you then they can just tell instead of being a chicken and hidding somewhere else. ugh ><

Sorry to hear about this.

*hugs and smooches*

you know I <3 you and dont forget that

*hugs again*

I'm in a hug mood **** it! ><

 

[keza]

***** shaun yeah i should say that to her but i dont understand how she doesnt realise that its annoying, its like second nature to mose people to shut their mouth or not tlk while eating...yuecky anyway thanks for coming by lol

sammi~awww look at all the hugs! thanks sweetie, and i love you too >.< *feels all loved and happy now* and im really not strong, i mean ive done a lot of stupid things along the way but idk i just try not to think about it lol^^

*huggles and kisses for sammi* thankyou my lovely thats one of the nicest things to be told lol <3<3

update

its school tomorrow >.< i dont want to go im really dreading it...man do i hate school, i cant wait for next year i'll be in 6th form then and it really wont be so bad^^ yey

but that still means i have tons of exams to do...ah well life goes on^^ lol

and my friends coming up from england to stay with me im so happy^^

however my other mate i told off for being anorexic now isnt really tlking to me i told her she had to eat and she got all sullen i dunno, it had to be said but i just feel bad she took it so hard...

 

[Friðbjörn]

kez it's not your fault she took it so bad

love you

 

[keza]

aww thankyou sweetheart *hugs* love you too

and congratulations to the buddah for starting a convo on msn today!!!

*claps for fribby*

<3

 

[Friðbjörn]

haha thank you

XD

aren't you proud of me?

love you more

 

[keza]

everyone is proud of you, well they would be if they all knew about it hehe

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 they lk like ice cream cones...

 

[Friðbjörn]

haha keza you really do know how to make me laugh <3

 

[keza]

lol, im glad, if ur put on earth for one thing, why not it be to make fribby laugh

and that sentence did NOT make sense ahh well im going to bed now, dont want to be like dying at school tomorrow^^

<3 fribby with the ice cream cones (the ice cream cone love)

 

[Heart_LP]

sammi~awww look at all the hugs! thanks sweetie, and i love you too >.< *feels all loved and happy now* and im really not strong, i mean ive done a lot of stupid things along the way but idk i just try not to think about it lol^^

well everyone does stupid things, no one's perfect hon! =*

School sure is like ****, isn't it? I dont know how **** is like and hopefully never will but um...yea you get the point XD

great to know your freind is coming!

Sorry to hear about the one tho. I think she'll let go soon. Time does sometimes heals things. :thumbsup:

*hugs and smooches*

ttyl hon

 

[Friðbjörn]

yeah kez, now you know your purpose in life XD

ok good night, sleep tight <3 you (ice cream cones all the way )

 

[keza]

aww thanks sammi ur such a sweet person u could make anyone smile lol

yeah school is like **** lol>.< its so annoying i cant wait till i leave im having a doing nothing couple of yrs where im going to travel (should really start saving) so it'll be good^^

and thanks ur lovely *hugs and kisses* ttyl sweetheart

thankies my buddah i will *falls off chair in coma-sleep* yey ice cream love!!! sounds like a super hero kinda thing lol

and everyone needs a purpose in life, so glad mines a good purpose <3<3<3<3

*hugs and kisses*

nite nite

 

[blink2k5]

hey nice journal sounds ace. night

 

[twilightcrimson7]

what's all this talk of icecream *looks around* I haven't had ice cream in ages!! lol

what's up with my keza? ^_^

 

[Heart_LP]

Neither have I sis!

Prolly we should go eat icecream togather someday

HI Kezi!

aww thank you. Your're so sweet! =*

hmm....travelling sounds fun! Sweden is a good to place to relax and have fun you know XD

Well atleast one school is over ^^

yep ttyl hon

*hugs and smooches*

 

[By_My-elf]

I'm always so late on your journal man LMAO i would be on most of the time but i have school

 

[stupidsoul1]

travel eh??

come to australia everything would seem **** cheap to you because of currency conversion XDD